After reading, human beings are disqualified

After reading a masterpiece, you must have a lot to share. It's important to record it. Let's write a review. How to write a good book review? The following is my carefully compiled post-reading feeling of human disqualification. Welcome to reading. I hope you will like it.

Feeling after reading Human Disqualification 1 After reading Osamu Dazai's book Human Disqualification, my son asked me to buy it for him. I was surprised when I saw it. In order not to affect my son's life orientation because of his improper reading choice, I was obliged to read the book first when I got it. There is a classic saying in the book, "I was born a man, I'm sorry." The son said that when he first heard this sentence, he was moved to tears. Because he seems to understand Osamu Dazai's helplessness and pain, he expects me to read this book, expecting that reading can bring me thinking about life. Of course, the so-called thinking is inevitable, but I am more concerned about understanding his son's ideological trajectory. So, the books he read, or the things he admired.

A person's disqualification means that he has lost his qualification to be a man. This is Osamu Dazai's autobiographical letter. The thin autobiographical letter reveals extreme despair. Osamu Dazai cleverly hides his life and thoughts in the life experience of the protagonist Ye Zang, and expresses his inner world through Ye Zang's monologue. The whole book is full of depression and chaos in life. It is precisely because he can't understand the reality that he was born as a human being that Ye Cang has been living in a state of being forced and taken away. Based on this, he seems to have been unable to extricate himself from the embarrassment of life, and money is a problem that can never be solved. He passed from girl to girl, wasting his life, but no girl could let him find the benefits of life. His heart is kind, and he always feels that his actions seem to hurt others, so he leaves again and again, but he can't escape the curse of fate. He will always be a girl in life. All he can do is keep giving himself alcohol drugs and sending everything to the pawnshop, and the money he gets will turn into wine. Repeatedly, in the end, he will become a boy who loses his mobility, earns money by drawing low-level cartoons and takes credit for his face. In order to survive, even for coffee, in short, as long as a girl has something she needs to pay, she can sell her sex and body. In this book, I keep seeing the struggle and collapse of this struggling teenager's inner world. From the beginning of the book, I don't even understand why he feels so strongly that the world really doesn't belong to him. Why can't he find his true inner belonging from the photos of his childhood ignorance?

In fact, most of us don't know the benefits of coming into this world, but some people are looking for the benefits of life in a vigorous struggle, and some people are confused because they are very young. I don't know what God has arranged to make this talented teenager, a teenager who is only 38 years old and will die, so sad in his life. Fortunately, in the end, he finally achieved his own life, committed suicide by jumping into the river, and was born a man. He was sorry, but the dead Osamu Dazai didn't know that he chose to commit suicide, and he would feel sorry for more people. He always said that suicide is the most irresponsible choice, even in religion, the soul of suicide can not be freed. But I wonder if Osamu Dazai knows that his soul can escape from the jumping glacier. He always has to do his homework every life.

My son and I talked about the so-called "Japanese nature", which is what the Japanese called persecution paranoia after the war. They lost their courage and inspiration before the war and always felt that they were sinners. This deep-rooted feeling has influenced Japanese culture. 1948 was Osamu Dazai who committed suicide born with the so-called "Japanese nature"?

This is a book that needs to be read with one's own firm values. It is consistent with the writing technique of Japanese literature and has a lot of inner descriptions, which makes people feel gloomy when they are addicted to it. I don't know how my son will feel after reading this book, but I hope he can think more and decide more, instead of getting caught up in it. Fortunately, Haruki Murakami's "What am I talking about when I run" was bought together, at least it is an upward-thinking book. These two books are widely circulated among their classmates, hoping that these Japanese cultures will have a positive impact on their generation.

Reflections on human disqualification 2 "Human disqualification" is a book lying on the shelf for a long time. After turning a few pages, I was deeply depressed and never read any more. It was not until a few days ago that my junior said that I was studying and had just set up a reading club that I met this book again.

Frankly speaking, when I read this book, I was not reading the story of Ye Zang, but more like reviewing and analyzing me in the past. This process is painful and difficult, but it is also exciting and enjoyable. So that in the process of reading, I have been asking myself: what attitude should we face the past? If you ever had a vague and lonely time.

Ye Cang grew up in an old-fashioned rural family. "Everyone with a straight face to eat, has become a kind of ceremony. The whole family, old and young, have three meals a day and gather in a dark room at the specified time to arrange meals in an orderly manner. Even if they have no appetite, they should lower their heads and chew their meals without saying a word. " Such a depressing atmosphere caused him to be full of fear about eating time. At that time, he was just a child. I have been thinking about what makes Xiao Ye hide so sensitive, full of fear and desire to communicate with others. Perhaps it is because he was born sickly, gloomy and had little contact with people that he was obsessed with his own small world. At the beginning of life, his nature is good, locking himself in the shackles of absolute good and evil he learned from books. When he saw that the world was different from what he thought, or even the opposite (for example, seeing the hypocrisy of adults as if nothing had happened), his values began to waver and he didn't know what to do was right and normal. He looks at all sentient beings from the perspective of a bystander. On the one hand, he despised the world with noble moral requirements, on the other hand, he was afraid that he was abnormal and longed to integrate into the world. His subconscious wants to be a layman. Instead of living in such a struggle and pain. There is quite a conceit that everyone is drunk and I wake up alone, but this is just his idea.

If you use one word to evaluate Ye Zang, it is "chaos". People like Ye Zang are similar: sensitive and suspicious, blx, afraid of injury, extremely afraid of interpersonal relationships, so they are afraid of handling and have low self-identity. But in the face of people whose values are completely different from their own, some people choose extreme confrontation, and it is conceivable to hit a wall; Ye Zang chooses to disguise himself, please others and strive to be a normal person who can integrate into the world. It is this disguise and paranoia that keeps him away from this world, and the soul struggling every day is hard to redeem. Socrates said that knowing yourself is really the most important topic in life. But Ye Cang is very sad. He can't know himself or the world objectively. He doesn't know what he likes or whether he is hungry. Everything about him depends on the likes and demands of others. Poor, pathetic, deplorable.

But I had a hard time like that. It's just that I choose to fight and stick to my point of view. Now it seems that it is not necessarily a bad thing to stumble more when you are young. If it is not cruel, there is no epiphany. If you continue to pretend and be brave like Ye Zang, you will be unbearable one day. Maybe Ye Zang had a similar experience or mental journey. It's a pity that Ye Zang didn't make peace with the world. Ye Zang finally felt that he had lost his qualification to be a man. After so much effort, he found that he could not become a normal person and his soul could not be redeemed. What's more sad is that none of this is someone else's fault, but his own. There is something wrong with his soul, which is difficult to repair. This is undoubtedly the most desperate thing. Just like a perfectionist's grief when he sees his suddenly broken body. He has no courage, and he can't find a way to integrate into this world. And I, as a former patient and a winner now, can't try my best to understand and sympathize with Ye Cang and be a little more indifferent, which is also my sorrow. But I am also glad that sometimes indifference is part of my character. I accept it frankly and am not ashamed of it. After all, I'm just a layman among people.

May all the confused people, who are determined to be themselves, be reconciled with this world. A happy life.

I don't know why, watching Taizai's works always reminds me of my childhood. At that time, my 10-year-old brother couldn't recite English words and stared at his back. If he couldn't recite for a long time, he would clap him like a teacher holding a student's hand on the board and even cry. My cousin, a classmate in primary school, is not good at math. When she told her question many times and didn't understand it, she hated holding hands and making marks. Looking back on this, I am shocked. When I was a child, I felt like a total villain. How can I succeed?

During the period, I found it cruel to bring out my unforgettable memories.

Taizai's works suddenly read a kind of sadness. Behind every prudence and kindness is a cold and sad face with insight into human nature. You don't know why Osamu Dazai had such a perspective on people and things at such a young age: completely immersed in it and completely detached. Sometimes you will feel sorry for his small mind to please others, sometimes you will feel terrible for his words reaching people's hearts, and more often you will hate his arrogance as an outsider and laugh at his self-awareness of the world and human nature.

Disqualification on Earth is a semi-autobiographical work by Osamu Dazai, and Ye Cang is his. He wrote about his father, who lost the Senate election and finally died. When I was a child, I solemnly wrote down the word "lion dance" in my father's notebook, which was the clearest and most distressing picture of him pleasing his father in my memory. Without the willfulness and naivety of children of the same age, he is thoughtful and lives under the pressure of his own thoughts and actions. After reading these, his heart was full of sadness, and he had to pause for a moment to calm down his mood with his memories of wanting to eat snacks after eating every day as a child. Takeshi was the only friend he mentioned when he was in elementary school, because only Takeshi saw through that he was playing the fool fully distracted to please everyone. It's hard to say whether Wuyi really saw it, but it doesn't matter. At least Wild Tibetan found comfort to relax himself, and Wuyi's prediction became his motivation to leave home. The encouragement of mutual understanding is a kind of strength, a feeling of being trusted and supported as a person, and not afraid of the unknown.

Taizai is quite contradictory. On the one hand, he can see clearly; on the other hand, he is weak. On the one hand, I want everything to be fine, but on the other hand, I want to destroy it. Ye Cang is like this, and so is Na Zhi. In this way, I don't let myself go. In my own world, I struggle with contradictions and pull at will. The same is true, which makes readers both hate and feel pity. Look at the suicide note, "People, just like the right to live freely, also have the right to decide when they will die, but I think that as long as their mother is still alive, they can't exercise this right to die, otherwise it would be tantamount to killing their mother." Judging that he is completely indifferent. No, he has a sense of responsibility to stick to the human body, at least it is the reason why he exists in the world. But when his mother was alive, he was too old to get drunk. You appreciate Ye Cang's happiness. After meeting Duan Liyang, he rented a house, gave up drinking, devoted himself to professional cartoon creation, ate and watched movies together, and described his happiness. "What makes me happier is being with this little bride who really trusts me, listening to her talk and appreciating her smile." This is the expectation of real people, but it finally dissipated. Desire but never fight for it. After reading the whole book, I feel full of words to say, but my mind is in a mess and I don't know where to start. Walking around the house, I didn't think all day.

There are many critical comments in e-books, and every time I see them, I feel really vulgar. Everyone is created by Qian Qian's thousands of different breaths. Maybe they have breathed together, but they won't breathe together forever. Where did those negative comments come from?

Only in the whole book "Human Disqualification", I noticed a description of happiness, which is Ye Zang's treasure of trust. I don't know the significance of Osamu Dazai leaving this work. Just watching it reminds me of my recklessness and stupidity as a child. I always felt that I didn't grow up, but now I look back and it's different. Osamu Dazai seems to remind me that I am not bad, and I am no longer stupid. Even though I know that such a life is meaningless, I have been trying to live, be a man and be responsible for others.

Finally, please be kind and may the world be peaceful.

My life is full of shame. Osamu Dazai

Disqualification on Earth, also known as Disqualification as a Man, is an autobiographical novel by Japanese novelist Osamu Dazai. This novel and 1948 were published in Outlook magazine as three serial novels, and Osamu Dazai committed suicide in the same year.

Hate, ugly, smiling face like a monkey, extremely strange, lifeless and creepy face, these words are used to describe the photos of three men at the beginning of the novel, which is the epitome of master Ye Zang in different ages. The preface laid the depressing and distorted tone of the book.

Ye Cang is a coward. There are too many things he is afraid of and too many things that make him sad. When I was almost twenty years old, I suddenly realized that the quilt cover was a very necessary practical product in life, and I couldn't help feeling sorry for the frugality of human beings. He is extremely afraid of human beings. He obeys and pleases everyone meekly, including his father, relatives, classmates, women and even family members. He used jokes to cover up his fears, but fell into a vicious circle of more jokes and more fears, and gradually shaped himself into a funny freak. Step by step, in his own words, he lost his qualification to be a man.

In my opinion, Ye Zang actually holds a very enviable script. He was born in a wealthy family, and he had no worries about food and clothing. He has a clever mind and can get high marks without studying too hard. He is handsome and can easily win the favor of many women; He will be "funny" and has a high popularity in many places; He has a unique view of things, a talent for painting and so on. But he said, "People who say I am happy are far happier than me." .

This book reminds me that I don't like the life of pine nuts, especially the description of "funny" and "strange smile" Look at the real society, the world is covering itself up with something, but in different ways and degrees. Those miserable people and happy people cheat each other, miraculously unscathed, still unable to sleep at night or in the morning.

These two stories are so depressing that after reading them, I feel a stone stuck in my heart and can't reach it. Life is a lost gamble, and everyone dies. I have never been sad because of a person's death, but I am often moved by the way others live seriously.

I don't like this story, especially on such a sunny day.

But there is no denying that this is an excellent book. Maybe on a lonely night, I will have a strong sense of identity with those sentences in the book.

Although I hoped that someone would kill me countless times in my last life, I never wanted to kill anyone. Because in the face of terrible opponents, I just want to make them happy.

I'm not afraid of death, but if I bleed and become disabled, I don't want it.

Cowards are afraid of happiness. When they touch cotton, they get hurt, and sometimes they get hurt by happiness.

Isn't the so-called world you?

Because of cowardice, I escape from life and resist pride in the darkest sink. Because of pride, I don't choose to live, so I refuse vulgar optimism.

Once someone asks them what they want, they want nothing at that moment.

Fear of the same kind, but more looking forward to seeing the terrible monster. The more neurotic and timid people are, the more they expect a strong storm.

I am eager to experience an indulgent happiness, although great sadness will follow.

And those who cheat each other but live a simple life, or those who cheat each other but have answers to life, are really puzzling. After all, human beings failed to make me understand the real meaning. If I can understand, maybe I don't have to be so afraid of human beings, and I don't have to try my best to please everyone, let alone oppose human life and suffer from hell every night.

Reflections on human disqualification 5- Japanese eulogy Wuhan Publishing House, translated by Ye Yi. I read this book in the sky. Osamu Dazai lives in an era of social disorder, decadent national spirit, collapse of value system and prevalence of militarism. As a representative writer of rogue literature in this period, Osamu Dazai's mourning literature is unique in history. The root cause is closely related to the background of the whole era. People and culture are the products of history, and different times have different feelings. I quite agree with Hegel's view that all knowledge is human knowledge, and there is no' truth' except human reason. The article is full of wine. Dionysus, Brewmaster, the wine saint, the drunkard, the drinker, the drinker, the distiller's grains and the drunkard's black powder all appeared, all of them were addicted to alcohol and performed a series of absurd things. Osamu Dazai must be an alcoholic, too.

1, "Human Disqualification" If you knew in advance the life you were going to face, I wonder if you would have the courage to come? I'm sorry I was born a man. Isn't Ye Zang a metaphor of Osamu Dazai himself? Pretending to protect yourself and playing "interesting people" is a combination of flattery and escape. The identity of non-eldest son, the law of family inheritance and hopeless society force this loss of personality. Fun is not fun and smart in others' eyes, but living what others expect. I think fun is a full inner state, an open-minded gas field that emanates from the inside out.

Goodbye is so dangerous that I almost fell in love with you. How glorious? What is worth loving? What kind of life is successful? This work tells us that too many women are not good. The article is not finished yet. According to Tadao's indecisive disposition towards feelings, if written down, Tadao and Juanzi will crash. ...

3. The awakening of women's independent consciousness from Wei Yong's Wife. Japanese women in that era were extremely obedient and dependent. The deep-rooted culture of "men are superior to women" has created women's servility, which can no longer be described as virtuous. From the text, we can feel that Japan is an elegant and polite nation, but it is also absurd. The existence of meekness and extreme violence may be related to the spirit of Bushido.

4, "Yin Fire" "My work is written only for me", this article is the most literary. Wife's infidelity has done great harm to her husband's spiritual world. In Japanese culture, there is a contradictory and complicated thought that women are not only beautiful and chaste, but also terrible and dirty. It is understandable that her husband should be a catcher when he is young. In China, with the improvement of living standards, the development of the Internet and the impact of foreign cultures, the derailment rate will increase, which is predictable. Only by constantly improving our self-cultivation can we stay awake in this complicated world and not be swallowed up by depravity and desire.

5. Full desire expresses women's need and joy for sex and love.

6. "Migratory Birds" Everyone wears a mask and lives, and every word is insincere. Exquisite in all directions and full of inner drama, you must be a tiger.

7. "King of the Heart" people's good and evil, pursuit, vulgarity and elegance have nothing to do with age. Student days are the golden age of a person's life; Students' time is the most free time for the soul; When I was a student, the soul was the darling of God. I am no longer a student, although I am still studying.

8, "Autumn Wind" Every life journey, suffering and thorns are never less, and every little joy is worth cherishing. Born to be human, live in the present, don't be too pessimistic. The wind is blowing, and we still need to work hard to survive.

9. The story of the snowy night The eyes are the windows of the soul, and the eyeballs can store the scenery. Can you believe it? Quote a medieval proverb: "I believe it because it is absurd." I believe it because it is irrational.

10, Handsome Men and Cigarettes If you are wandering, come to Lanzhou. Osamu Dazai's style of writing is gorgeous, and his depressed psychology is well described, which can cause * * *.

This is a record of a person's fall in the world. The protagonist Ye Cang was disqualified and lost his qualification to be a man. He said it was a shame to be born human. Many people feel gloomy, but they are still optimistic and positive on the surface, and there is such a person who just enlarges it and shows you a "real" and "hypocritical" self.

The protagonist Da Ye Ting hides his cowardice, fears the world and doesn't understand its complicated thoughts. When he was a child, he amused others and hid his true self. Later, he found that drinking for fun seemed to be a better way to escape from the world. So he gave himself up all day, paralyzed himself through alcohol, women and drugs, and was tortured by the most real pain. He longed for love constantly, sought and escaped love under self-denial and self-weariness, and finally went to self-destruction. Osamu Dazai cleverly hid his life and thoughts in Ye Cang's life experience.

Ye Cang was born in a wealthy family. His father is an official, and there are many brothers and sisters in his family, but he has no worries about food and clothing. But when he was young, he was extremely sensitive and afraid of people around him and the world around him. The adult's reprimand left a shadow in his heart. Whenever reprimanded, Ye Cang can easily see through the animal nature similar to the roar of a lion. He didn't know what to do, but found a way to deal with it in the contest with himself-please, so he began a tragic life.

Since then, Ye Zang has become more and more handy on the road of "disguising himself". At home, it is peaceful to try to please his family. At school, he is very popular as a clown and tells jokes. He pretended to be careful and took great pains to perform. On the surface, he is a very cheerful person and a very popular person. In fact, his heart was extremely depressed. His sweaty performance every day made him miserable. Over time, he finally completely lost himself and disguised himself.

Later, he fled his father's friend's house and cut off the only contact with his family. He met a friend who is also an alcoholic and an irreparable girl ... Is purity the cause of sin?

The deception between people, the indifference of human feelings and the chaos of the world further aggravated his fear. In the end, he was taken back to the isolated countryside by his brother as a mental patient, cared for by an old lady, and disappeared from people's sight.

It's just that in my opinion, no one is more sober than him. He can see clearly the good and evil of human nature, including the thoughts and motives behind his family's every move. However, sensitive and insightful, he failed to find a way to get along with the world and always struggled in the quagmire. After reading it, Ye Zang is actually the representative of the current "mourning" culture. Ye Cang, who is in an autistic and uneasy spiritual world, lost his love and family and gradually went to the collapse of his personality. Ye Zang's sense of helplessness and doubts about the essence of human existence are the spiritual portrayal of an era.

But hope always coexists with despair. Indulging in the "mourning" culture will eventually harm yourself. As Mo Bosang said, "Life can't be as good as you think, but it can't be as bad as you think. People's fragility and strength are beyond imagination. Sometimes, I may be so fragile that I burst into tears at a word; Sometimes I find myself gnashing my teeth for a long time. " This is a positive attitude.

As "Jane was disqualified" said, "I was born a man, I'm sorry." This does not represent the state of most people, and no one wants it. But the significance of the existence of "human disqualification" may be to show one of the various forms of life and give people a specimen of life. Through this demonstration, people will cherish the present more, and at the same time summon up courage and live a good life.

This is a book about the good and evil of human nature, self and life exploration. The characters in the book are not difficult to find in reality. Of course, if you feel confused after reading it, then I really envy you. I hope you will never "read" this book!