What do you think of those people who speak English and Chinese?

When my English level is still second to none, I think it's easy to say this, and it's quite foreign, so I can manage it. Later, after mastering English more skillfully, I felt embarrassed to talk like this again. On the one hand, it shows that the language ability is not enough, so it can't be expressed naturally in Chinese. It can only copy English vocabulary and lose its mastery in language. Master Lin Yutang, whom I admire very much, can translate the elusive meaning of "humor" in western languages into "humor" and write "Clouds in Beijing" with the essence of the description of artistic conception in Chinese. I am far behind such an ingenious pen.