What excesses did you do in your teens that affected your life now?

Alas, looking back on my decades of life, I've been extremely stupid. The most outrageous thing is that I got a marriage certificate without telling my mother in advance. I met Yu on 1998 1 February 12, and got engaged on1June 999 12 in the presence of both mothers, and chose 20001month/kloc-0. It was really a big idea at that time. In order to occupy the twelfth place, I ignored my mother's feelings and did it myself without listening to her arrangement first. This can't make up for my respect for my mother. My daughter is still confessing to you after my mother died. It's my fault that caused you all the troubles and injuries in this life. Mom, you are very tolerant.