What is the most embarrassing thing in your life?

For me, I can’t say the most embarrassing thing in my life, I can only say the most embarrassing thing so far. That is meeting someone you shouldn't meet in a movie theater. The person you shouldn't meet is, of course, your ex-boyfriend.

I was still a good girl when I was a freshman in high school. Just like in the story, he was pursued by a rich second generation who didn't like reading. My friend kept inciting me and insisted on telling me how good the other person was. Indeed, after getting along with him for a long time, I also think he is quite good, but his interest is not in studying. So girls are particularly easily moved, and I am no exception. It was because I was moved that I accepted to be with him. The days we were together were very simple. We didn’t do anything, we didn’t hold hands, let alone hug each other, because at that time I always felt shy, and I also felt from the bottom of my heart that he and I were not in the same world. of. Maybe it’s because of our family background. Although our family is not that poor, we are not as wealthy as his family.

And there are many differences in concepts between the two of us. He often revolves around me, but I also know that it is boring. I remember someone asked him at the time, why don't you take your girlfriend to sing? He just said she liked reading. In fact, I also saw his helplessness, but he really liked me and didn't express it. At that time, I really couldn’t accept places like KTV bars. Such feelings naturally cannot last long. It was over in almost a month.

Oddly enough, I was actually quite sad after it ended. I always felt that I had lost something. After all, he was still a very outstanding person in the eyes of others, that is, the legendary tall, rich and handsome man. Soon he also had a new girlfriend of his own. I heard that the confession scene at that time was also quite enthusiastic, not inferior to mine at that time. After the division. I have been avoiding him because I always feel sad when I see him.

However, in the first month of this year, I went to the cinema to watch a movie, and I happened to meet him and his girlfriend. What's even more embarrassing is that I bumped into them before entering the venue, and they were still adjacent to each other. I originally went to see Shu Lai Bao in a very good mood, but it turned out that I didn't even watch two minutes of the entire movie. The two of them sat next to me, and the girl kept leaning on him. There are 10,000 fucks in my heart. I always feel a little bit jealous, but I can't say jealous, just all sorts of unhappy.

At that time, I really imagined borrowing a male protagonist from a TV series. Don't put yourself in such an awkward position. What's even more annoying is that he also asked me, "Are you going to watch a movie alone?" I really want to tell him that I came with you. But facing his girlfriend, I was embarrassed to make this joke, because his girlfriend also knew that I was his ex-girlfriend. I felt like I was being tortured alive for two hours. After leaving the cinema, I kept walking forward without looking back. Because my face was already red, of course he didn't stop me.

After returning home, he sent me a message on QQ. As I said, today is really a coincidence. I hope you can find someone who can watch movies with you soon. Hearing such words, I felt even more unhappy. I choose not to bother replying. So it is really embarrassing to meet your ex-boyfriend, especially when you still have a feeling that you can't let go of him.