Zhang Aisi said with a smile

We used to be childhood friends, but now we go our separate ways, and we haven't heard from each other. ......

1, the beginning of the story

Li Si is two years younger than Zhang San, and the two families are neighbors. That year, Li Si wore a lovely ponytail in the first half of the year, and Zhang San was in the second grade, with a smart flat head.

In the winter morning, it was still dark at school, and Li Si was afraid. Li Si's mother found Zhang San's mother and wanted Zhang San and Li Si to go to school together every day. Zhang San agreed. After getting up every morning, Zhang San knocks at Li Si's house and invites her to go to school together. They didn't talk much along the way.

After the snow, the two of them walked through the snow and their shoes crunched in the snow. The woodpile on the roadside stood like a man. When the wind blows, the woodpile moves like a person walking towards you, which makes people feel numb. "Brother Zhang San, are you afraid?" I'm not afraid, and you don't have to be afraid. "Brother Zhang San, do you eat peanuts?" I don't eat peanuts. Let's hurry.

Zhang San and Li Si study well, and they all belong to one genus and two genera in the class. Li Si's family is in good condition and bought a TV in the team in advance. Like other neighbors, Zhang San often watches TV and Li Si with his family. Li Si stood in front of Zhang San and leaned over to ask, "Brother Zhang San, how did you do in the exam this time?" Although he asked a simple question, Zhang San felt a warm current flowing all over his body.

Sometimes, Li Si will come to Zhang San's house to borrow things and return them according to his mother's orders. Zhang San at the dinner table ate and didn't talk. Although he is calm, his heart is full of joy.

2. The existence of a sense of distance

In a blink of an eye, Zhang San is in the fourth grade. With his own little friend, Li Si has grown up and doesn't need to be sent. However, after the occasional encounter on the road, the greetings from "Zhang San's brother" made Zhang San feel surging. Sometimes it's been a long time. Zhang Sanhui walked around Lisi's house for a long time just to meet Lisi, and even if he didn't know me, he could feel Lisi's existence.

Because of family conditions, Zhang San continued to attend junior high school in the village after graduation, and Li Si went to school in the city after graduation. An inexplicable sense of loss hangs over Zhang San. It is said that Li Si has done well in the city and is often among the best. Zhang San feels a lot of pressure, although his junior high school grades in the village are also top-notch.

Sometimes we meet in the distance on the road, and Li Si won't call Zhang San elder brother any more. At that time, Zhang San began to learn to play the flute, sometimes playing at home, hoping to be heard by Li Si. In summer, the sound of Li Si chatting with his family outside also brought about the fluctuation of Zhang San's thoughts. All the news about Li Si can interest Zhang San.

Perhaps because of going to school in the village, Zhang San feels not confident enough in front of Li Si. In the third grade, Zhang San studied hard and finally lived up to expectations. He was admitted to the key classes of provincial key middle schools with the first place in the whole school.

3, study hard in secret.

On the one hand, Zhang Sanyi has to learn to speak Mandarin, on the other hand, he is under great pressure. The ranking of the first mid-term exam is actually close to 100. Although there are 800 students in the whole grade and the ranking of 100 students can definitely go to key universities, Zhang San never thought about this ranking.

Later, I learned that Li Si was at the top of the class, and he was almost ashamed and brave. So Zhang San worked hard and finally got more than a dozen in the exam. When I met Li Si in the New Year, Zhang Sanduo wished he had the courage to talk to her, but he didn't take a step.

During the winter vacation of sophomore year, an old classmate asked casually, which made Zhang San make up his mind to be admitted to Shi Jing University, to be worthy of himself and Li Si.

During the summer vacation of Grade Two, Zhang San often thinks of Li Si, a girl next door who is worried about her. The more you can't see it, the more unexpected it is. Every time I hear even a little bit about Li Si from my mother, Zhang San feels very happy.

The competition in this key high school is so fierce that Zhang San tried his best not to let the first place pass. But in the third year of high school, Zhang San's grades have been relatively stable in the top five of the whole school. According to the experience over the years, about 20 students in the whole school can reach the score line of Shi Jing University, but only the top few are absolutely sure. If you don't play well a little, you may be assigned to an ordinary school in this province. You can't apply for the exam without absolute certainty.

In the end, Zhang San still played normally and entered this first-class university in China. Before leaving, Zhang San wrote a long letter, in which he wrote down all his thoughts over the years and entrusted his mother to Li Si.

Step 4 return to reality

After Zhang San entered the university, he got Li Si's mailing address through other channels, and the two began to write to each other. When he first received a letter from Li Si, Zhang San was very happy. At this time, it should be said that they began to have a real content exchange. Zhang San learned that his letter had been read by his parents. I didn't expect Li Si to have many small puzzles of his own. In the letter, he told Zhang San about some troubles in his study and family. When Zhang San writes back, try to comfort or make suggestions.

Time passed, and two years later, Li Si was admitted to a key university in Beijing. They met, watched their homework at school, and went shopping and chatted together. As night fell, Zhang San talked about the feelings of that year, and Li Si replied that it is good to be happy and to be friends.

In fact, Li Si's character is still lively and cheerful. Zhang San found that Li Si's face was a little dark, and there was a small nest on his forehead that he had touched before. This is the first time that Zhang San has carefully examined Li Si. I didn't expect to meet him so calmly, and the throbbing feeling in my heart vanished in an instant.

5. It's a story, not a story.

In fact, I don't like Li Si very much either. After a short communication, Zhang San came to the conclusion that I have always set up a perfect girl next door for myself. A great motivation for my efforts is to be worthy of her, but when I get to know each other better, I lose a strong feeling.

So what is the relationship between Zhang San and Li Si in these years? Neighborhood relationship is obviously not enough, and there are competitors in study. Although they are not in the same grade, they all say they are friends and friends. They communicate very little, but Zhang San has always kept a place for Li Si in his heart, and Li Si may not know it. And then positioned as unrequited love.

It is happy to secretly love someone. There is a saying that I love you, which has nothing to do with you. At the same time, it is also lucky to regard unrequited love as the driving force of struggle. There are countless examples of how many emotional problems affect your studies. Therefore, Zhang San is very grateful to have a girl like Li Si in her youth, who occupied her throbbing heart and inspired herself to study hard and finally got into a good school.

Li Si, I haven't contacted you for many years, and all the letters of that year have been handled. A few years ago, I heard from my parents that you have become a mother, but my parents have moved away, so it is not easy to find someone to inquire about you. Li Si in the distance, are you okay? Do you remember your brother Zhang San?

Day 4 of No Ring 365 Writing Training Camp