Willing to be played with feelings, am I sick?

Since I have paid my feelings, it is not easy to be afraid of being free and easy. She cheated first, and you broke up with her, and she couldn't get it back. Her incorrigibility shows that she doesn't care so much about the relationship between you two. I guess you are a little unwilling and hurt your self-esteem. After that, she complained to you that she needed you and made all kinds of promises, as if she saw and admitted your value and restored your self-esteem a little. Listen, call me. Then I dumped you and made you suffer again. I guess on the one hand, you are not your feelings, on the other hand, you don't want to end it like this. You don't want to pay for her or dump you for her. As long as you want a response from her that will make you happy and affirm your value, you will still go to see her and page you to prove that you are a good person.