Husband loves playing mahjong, should he really get divorced?

These days, on the surface, everything seems as usual. It's time to go to work, eat, sleep, sleep. In fact, my heart is very tangled. I don't know whether my marriage of more than 20 years should continue, divorce or compromise again.

It's a long story I don't want to say too much. I just want to talk briefly about our family income. We belong to low-income families, people at the bottom. Please don't joke. My husband earns a little more than 3,000 a month, and my income is about 4,500. To raise a child and share a house with others, one month's rent is 1000, and the other is the living expenses of the child for about one month 1000, not counting buying clothes for him. My husband smokes and drinks. Basically, a pack of cigarettes is 1 1 yuan, and a glass of beer is one day. I have no other people's bad habits. I don't smoke or drink. I buy one or two clothes occasionally. The price is not too expensive, generally within 500 yuan. It's not easy to live in Shenzhen. I don't have other skills and education, so I don't have too high requirements. I wouldn't say that his income is small, and everyone's ability is big or small. Since you have chosen, don't dislike each other because you can't make money. I think as long as he divides the bill and saves a little, the day will pass. After all, there is a child. I don't want to divorce for my child, and I don't want him to grow up in a broken family. As a mother, I can't give him a rich life, but at least let him grow up in a sound family. It was my idea.

But just a month ago, I found him playing mahjong again. (Before playing mahjong, we almost got divorced. Later, he promised my family that we would never play mahjong again, and we made up. ) borrow money from me to play mahjong. At that time, I was very angry and disgusting and asked for a divorce. He refused, and admitted his mistake, saying that he was wrong, and I would never play mahjong again. Things are like this again. Later, he asked for his salary card, saying it was the expenses of his family and children, and he wanted to keep the money for himself. I didn't say anything, just gave it to him. Just last Friday, I found him cheating me by playing mahjong. We had a big fight. At that time, I threw all his clothes out, told him to get out, and took his keys. Later, he stopped living in his room and took his clothes to the balcony, calling me too strong and saying that I cared about him. I didn't come back until I took a shower these days. Usually I don't care much about him. My mobile phone hacked him. We basically don't talk now. I really think this marriage is very tiring. I don't know whether to leave or not. Please give me some advice. Am I really too strong?