The new moon is the same as before.

It's extremely dark tonight, and the air is filled with moisture. After a while, there was a sudden strong wind and heavy rain, and pedestrians on both sides of the street gradually accelerated their pace-a storm was coming.

Qi Yi stood outside the window, staring at the quiet alley, lost in thought. This alley has stood for a long time, and many people shuttle through it, looking for the scattered past. However, times have changed and things have changed.

Qi Yi looked up at the sky again. Dark clouds were gathering overhead, and the bright moon was firmly blocked.

"People will never see Gu Yue, and the new moon will no longer be the same." Say, with a sigh.

0 1

Qi Yi looked at the red castle, which had a golden roof and was surrounded by a fence covered with creepers. A smile appeared on her face. After two years, I finally want to leave this sad place!

"Seven, do you really want to transfer?"

"Xiaoya, Wenjing and Wei Yan are all gone. There won't be many people in our class if you leave again. "

"Seven, are you really willing to leave?"

One of the girls suddenly took her hand and her eyes were full of disappointment.

Qi Yi was stunned. For the first time in two years, she felt the concern of people here. Suddenly, she was in a trance: these people had clearly regarded me as an alien before, and they wished that one day I would disappear in front of them. Now they know I'm leaving, but they are reluctant to give up. Maybe they have a conscience? But it is impossible to think about it. I think if I leave, there will be no one to play with. Thinking about thinking, Yu Guang glanced at the teacher who was talking to his mother at the door.

"Why do children suddenly want to transfer?" There was a flicker of anxiety in the teacher's eyes, but it soon disappeared.

"I want her to go to preschool early, or go to primary school early." Mother smiled politely.

This is my mother's excuse. My mother doesn't want to fight with these hypocritical people. Wan Qi told her that since the first day she entered here, no one wanted to play with her and the teacher didn't want to talk to her. The mother can't believe that her daughter was treated unfairly at such a young age.

"Actually, I think she should finish the big class." The teacher paused and continued, "Don't mind if I tell the truth." The child is inferior to others in qualification. If I go to preschool directly, I'm afraid she can't keep up. "

Mother's eyes suddenly became extremely cold. "Don't bother Mr. Wang about these things." With that, he went up to him, took Wan Qi away and came to the teacher. "Xiao Qi, goodbye to the teacher."

Qi Yi looked at her mother and gave a rare smile. She waved to the teacher and said, "goodbye, teacher!" " "This is the first time in two years that she sincerely said goodbye to the teacher, because she knew it would be the last time they met.

Looking at the distance between Wan Qi and her mother, the teacher's heart is complicated.

"Sorry, teacher, we couldn't keep her." Just now those children hung their heads guiltily and stood behind that woman.

The teacher shook his head and said coldly, "It's going to rain, and mom is getting married. If she wants to go, let her go! " I turned and went straight to the office and whispered, "I'm just taking part in accidental amusement." A lonely and eccentric child like her will be fine if she leaves, so as not to spoil other children. "

Seeing the teacher go away gradually, several children began to have a heated discussion.

"If the teacher hadn't asked me to keep her, I wouldn't care about her!" The man talking is the girl who just held seven hands and struggled to keep her.

"That is, my mother said that I would not be allowed to play with children that the teacher didn't like, saying that they were all bad children would teach me bad." Another boy echoed.

Then, more and more children began to talk about Wan Qi.

"That's what my mother said."

"And when you see her teacher asking her questions in class, she doesn't know anything. Really stupid! "

"Yes, yes, it's better if she's gone. You don't have to see her bitter face every day!"

"Bitter gourd? Poof ... "

"Ha ha ha ha ha ha ....."

The children laughed their heads off as if they had been beaten at the same time.

Laughter is endless.

Wan Qi sat in the back seat of his bicycle, shaking his legs. She asked curiously, "Mom, what do you think they are laughing at? Is the teacher leading them to play games? "

Mother turned her back on her and was silent, as if she had not heard her question.

Qi Yi continued: "It is estimated that the eagle has caught chickens again. I don't know how many times I have played, but I still don't feel tired. " Looking up at the blue sky, she suddenly found that the sky was so clear without a trace of noise; The grass is so green that it gives off a faint fragrance. She couldn't help humming a ditty, but she didn't know what she was singing. She only felt a rare comfort and relief after finally breaking free from the cage.

At this moment, she is truly free!

She looked back at the direction of the red Jinding Castle, and a sharp light flashed in her eyes, secretly swearing in her heart: You don't play with me because the teacher doesn't like me; The teacher doesn't like me because I can't learn anything well. Because of this, I haven't cried a day in two years. I hate you, and I will never forgive you! However, thanks to you, I understand that only by studying hard can everyone like me and be condescending and not bullied by others! Don't worry, I'll never be the same again!

02

During the one-year pre-school life, Wan Qi desperately studied different things: Chinese, English, painting, singing and so on. Things she couldn't learn before. She tried to show her friendliness and enthusiasm and blend into various circles. Fortunately, she gradually discovered that she had a unique talent in language and writing.

Soon, facing the entrance season, she and her friends also entered different primary schools and started a new journey.

On the first day of school, there was a sea of people. Under the guidance of the teacher, she and a group of children of similar age walked into a classroom that could accommodate 60 people. Sunlight shines into the classroom through the window, and the whole room is full of sunshine, which is particularly warm and comfortable. There are white lilies and blue starry sky on the windowsill, the breeze blows, and the faint fragrance of flowers comes to the nose.

"This blue flower smells good, like the stars in the sky, so beautiful ~"

"This is called starry sky, which represents pure friendship."

Wan Qi felt that a huge magnetic field attracted her. She heard fame, and there stood a girl beside her: wearing two low ponytails, a blue gauze skirt, a pair of peach blossoms under round glasses, and two crescent moons hanging from her eyebrows. Qi Yi couldn't help secretly admiring: The angels in fairy tales are probably like this!

When the girl saw Qi Yi staring at herself, she smiled and held out her right hand and said, "Hello, my name is Xinyue. What's your name? "

Wan Qi quickly climbed onto her hand and said, "Hello, Crescent, my name is Wan Qi."

"Hey? Which word is it? " Crescent asked curiously.

Qi Yi drew his name on the slate on the windowsill with his index finger, adding "Xi" and "?" .

Xinyue doesn't understand this word, so she doesn't know why. In order to ease the atmosphere, she had to praise it: "Wan Qi, this name sounds really nice!"

Qi Yi also smiled and said politely, "Thank you ~". Although she said this on the surface, she was secretly glad: of course, I am different!

"I don't know why, I always feel very happy to see you, from the bottom of my heart." Crescent eyes turned, her eyes focused on Wan Qi. The first time she saw Wan Qi, she felt very cordial.

"Me, too. I seem to have seen it in my last life."

"Ha ha ha ha, maybe we were best friends in our last life!"

When Qi Yi saw her say this, she quickly said, "Then we should be best friends in this life." In her opinion, one more friend is not a bad thing. Maybe the new moon is really an angel. If you think about it, you will smile more brightly.

"good!"

She went on to tell Qi Yi what different flowers mean and what they represent. "Lily's flower language is pure and solemn, symbolizing a hundred years of harmony; White forget-me-not represents eternal memory; The red flower on the other side symbolizes separation; Blue platycodon grandiflorum is a lonely and melancholy miss; The flower language of butterfly dancing flowers is a fragmented friendship, which shows that friendship has come to an end. "

Wan Qi doesn't know all these things. She didn't expect that this girl who looks similar to her age should know so many novel things! Curiosity drove her to know more about the new moon.

In less than half a day, Wan Qi became acquainted with Xin Yue. They talked about almost everything, from kindergarten to preschool, from the fairy tale of the beloved disciple to the hit TV series "The Seven Fairys", and from now to the future imagination. From Wan Qi's narration, Xin Yue thinks that Wan Qi is so humorous and kind. She talked about her kindergarten climbing over the wall and being caught by the teacher. In order not to punish the teacher for telling jokes, she made the teacher laugh. I still feel guilty about making a girl cry in preschool; She has a Thumbelina, just like in a fairy tale; She likes the purple in The Seven Fairys best. What Xinyue doesn't know, however, is that Wan Qi's story about her experience in kindergarten is just her imagination.

In a blink of an eye, winter arrived, and it snowed heavily that year. The thick snow layer does not reach their ankles, but it can't stop the children's childlike interest.

Wan Qi and Xinyue made each other's first snowman together in the snow. Xinyue also specially decorated it with beads and stones that she had treasured for a long time. Ai Qi also brought carrots and chocolates from home to make the snowman's nose and eyes. Finally, they added a smile to the snowman with branches.

"Snowman, snowman, you are the witness of our friendship. Please bless our friendship forever. " Stand in front of the snowman with your hands folded.

The new moon knows that wishing on a snowman will have no effect. When the sun comes out, it will become a pool of water and finally float into the air and become a cloud. But she didn't want to spoil everyone's fun, so she put her hands together, but didn't speak. She just prayed silently in her heart: "Even if the sun rises and you fly to the sky, remember to come back to see us often."

"Why didn't you say something?" Seven thousand asked her doubtfully.

"If you say it, it won't work."

"Oh, really? Then I have to make another one. "

The melting of ice and snow, the revival of everything, is the beginning of a year. The willows pull out new branches, and three thousand willows hang like tapestries. A hundred flowers blossom and a hundred birds contend, just like an ink painting.

Wan Qi and Crescent Moon run freely on the grass. You chased me. When you are tired of playing, lie in your arms and look at the white clouds floating in the sky. It was not until sunset that Xishan reluctantly said goodbye to each other.

"New Moon, I'll wait for you here tomorrow ~" Qi Yi waved his arms and shouted at the New Moon.

"ok, I'll wait for you here tomorrow ~" came the same response from the opposite side.

For six years, they were almost inseparable. In her composition and examination paper, Wan Qi described her wonderful experience with Xin Yue one by one. Her composition is often read by the teacher as a model essay in front of the whole class, listening attentively and smiling at her from time to time. In Wan Qi's view, the days with the new moon were so happy, and she gradually let go of her previous pain and hatred.

03

Qi Yi thinks that this kind of day will last forever, just like the eternal moon over nine days. Whenever it gets dark, it will hang high above the night sky. Until that night, she passed by the downstairs of Xinyue's house and saw that the front door was full of cartons, large and small, and a big truck was parked by the roadside. Xinyue was crying at the side, and a bad feeling welled up in her mind.

Qi Yi hurried forward to ask the reason, "Crescent, why are you crying?"

Tears of the new moon, like broken beads, can't stop flowing downwards. She looked at Wan Qi in a trembling voice. "Wan Qi, I'm moving away, and I may never see it again ..."

The new moon's words were like a bolt from the blue. She felt numb and stepped back to stabilize her leaning body.

Xinyue hurried forward to hold her and continued: "Wan Qi, I didn't intend to tell you, because I was afraid you would be sad, so I wanted to leave without saying goodbye ..."

Before she finished, Qi Yi shouted loudly, "How could you? How could you not tell me? Even if you are afraid of my sadness, you should tell me. Do you still have me as a friend in your heart? "

"Seven, of course, I regard you as my friend and best friend!" Xinyue didn't understand why she thought so, and she didn't notice her bright red fingerprints on the back of Wan Qi's hand.

Qi Hao felt that the resultant force of her palms was getting bigger and bigger, and a huge pain poured like a flood, but she couldn't tell whether the pain came from her heart or her palms. She leaned back for fear that tears would fall out of her eyes. However, it seems that there are 10 thousand silver needles in her chest, which pierce her softest and most fragile heart, and endless sadness flows back into a raging river, filling her heart in an instant. She rushed forward, grabbed the new moon and kept repeating, "Don't go, new moon, don't go ... if you go, what is there to be happy about in this world?" "Wan Qi this sentence is not an exaggeration. After six years together, she has long regarded the new moon as a spiritual pillar. The new moon is just like her sixth sense predicted: the new moon is an angel coming out of a fairy tale and sent by God to save her!

"Wan Qi" was glad that she didn't know that she put herself in such an important position. She can't help but have mixed feelings. I am glad that she is an extremely important existence in her eyes, but I am worried that she will leave soon, and Wan Qi is a sensitive and delicate person. I'm afraid her departure will be a heavy blow to her.

The wind rolled up the red leaves all over the sky, haunting them, blowing the hair on their foreheads, and tears flooded in the autumn wind, leaving a bleak and desolate feeling around them.

After a long time, the two people calmed down their excitement.

Xinyue wiped the tears from the corner of her eyes and choked: "Wan Qi, this is Xiaoyue. It was born on the same day as Xiaoqi. Let it stay with you while I'm away, okay? " The new moon said, holding a white hamster in the palm of her hand, it looks very special: the hair in the center of her head is curly, and five tufts of fluff slowly spread around, like a white forget-me-not-me-seven fingers slightly bent, carefully protected in the middle, looking up at the new moon deeply. She wants to see the new moon for a while, because the next second she may disappear in front of her forever.

"New moon, it's getting late. Time to go. "Xinyue's mother urged her, but Xinyue turned away despite her disappointment.

Qi Hao watched her step on the pedal of the truck, and the glass shook slowly. At first, she could see the stars all over the sky on the blue gauze skirt on her upper body. Then I can only see her empty eyes, and then I can't see anything. The tail of the truck gave out a roar of "a cry", and as soon as the accelerator was stepped on, it headed for the rugged road. Seeing that the car shadow will disappear at the fork in the road, Qi Yi feels that there is an invisible force pulling himself. She spread her legs and tried to catch up, but the car drove faster and faster. She used up almost all her strength and still fell far behind. Suddenly, I felt my legs go limp, my thin body hit the cold ground steadily, the blood at my knees slowly oozed out, the bright red blood streamed in the ravine, and a flower treated by the devil bloomed on the other side.

"New Moon, can I see you again?" A crystal tear ran down my face.

04

For six years, she stood on the top of the mountain, overlooking the earth, and watched all the joys and sorrows of the world: some people desperately climbed up, trying to turn over the wind like her and look down on all beings, but in the end they were all in vain; Some people are condescending, but they never feel that the heights are too cold; Some people have gone through a lot of hardships and finally reached the top. You will see that other mountains are dwarfed under the sky. ..

Wan Qi has experienced a trough, and she can best understand their feelings. What she can do is to help them when they fall and try to comfort their broken hearts. The new moon has been silently accompanying her, experiencing life with her and warming every lonely soul hand in hand.

However, now that the new moon is gone, her only comfort is abortion. It's a pity that heaven is merciless and her fate is unfair. Her only hope is to keep her in the rumor.

That year, I don't know where I heard that a child was bitten by a hamster raised at home and died of plague. From then on, people began to worry. People who used to keep rodents at home had to abandon them and let them die because of the oppression of property and people around them. Although abortion is extremely clever, she never makes a scene, and the seven-story plan is also one thousand ways to prevent it, but the road is one foot high and the magic is ten feet high, and finally it was discovered by the property.

She still remembers the sad expressions of those ignorant people staring at the moon, which really made her sick. She watched the abortion being carried away by them in cages. She tried to stop it, but it didn't help.

She doesn't know where the abortion will go, and she dare not think about it.

At night, Wan Qi has been standing at the window, staring at the dark sky without stars and the moon. Today, she finally realized what it means that everything in the world has wheels, going around or a person.

"So, what am I still doing standing on the top of this mountain?"

From then on, she will love to shelve, become indifferent to the people around her, and even give up years of pursuit and care about her studies and achievements. Qi Yi seems to have returned to the original red castle with a golden roof that made her sad and miserable, but this time she imprisoned herself.

Years later, she would still wake up in the middle of the night and say, "No, why did you do this to me? I didn't, not me, not like this ... "

"Did you tell the teacher?"

"Who else but her? She is the teacher's dog! "

"Bah, that's disgusting!"

......

"It's not me, it's not me, it's really not me …" She humbly explained in countless insults, but in vain.

"I don't dare to talk to the teacher at all. How can I report it?" She kept repeating this sentence in her mind, knowing that no one would believe it even if she said it.

There was another person who impressed her deeply.

In Wan Qi's view, a teacher is immoral. He humiliated her verbally just because she couldn't solve the math problem, and even cursed her like a child bride in the old society. Of course, not only her, but almost half of her classmates have been treated like this by him. However, everyone's memory only stays on himself.

In her six-year impression, a qualified people's teacher should preach and teach to solve doubts, and a qualified student should respect teachers and value morality. At that time, she didn't know whether he was qualified or not, but she really limited herself to qualified boundaries. No matter how humiliating a man is, she just bows her head and says nothing, because she feels that she can't do the topic first after all, so anyone who meets such a student will lament his misfortune and be angry with him.

For three years, she never dared to look up at the sky, nor did she dare to look others in the eye. She just looked down at the road half a meter in front of her eyes and continued to extend forward with the movement of her upper body. She held the blue platycodon grandiflorum in her palm and recalled the good old days, which was her only happiness.

05

It's getting dark, and a large area of dark clouds is overwhelming. The wind sped through the crowd, rolling up and screaming. The rain flowed down the eaves, at first intermittent raindrops, and gradually turned into lines. There is more and more water on the ground, and rivers converge on both sides of the stone steps.

The wind roared and shook the closed windows, creaking, and the white curtains reflected the crooked trees. Suddenly, the window was suddenly blown open, and the rain mercilessly invaded the remaining residual temperature in the room. Xiaoqi reluctantly got up and closed the window. Although the butterfly flowers on the stage have been blown apart, the roots are firmly nailed there like iron piles.

Suddenly, she saw a familiar figure standing in the alley, and the dim light was scattered on her, and her heart suddenly trembled.

"New moon? Is the new moon you? "

Qi Yi rushed into the alley without an umbrella. The rain fell obliquely on her and soaked her long black dress.

Wan Qi stared at the girl under the umbrella. She recognized the new moon upstairs at a glance, but when Wan Qi stood in front of her, she felt that it was not the new moon in her memory. The girl wore a red dress and took off her round glasses. Peach blossoms used to be like water, and her eyes were like bottomless stagnant water. She is very calm, she can't see any mood swings, and she can't see through what she has experienced. The word "two promotion" in the brow has long been different from the past, adding a bit of coolness.

Qi Hao looked at her excitedly. At that time, a lot of words came to my mouth, but it seemed to be blocked by something and I swallowed it again.

The new moon took the lead in breaking the silence. "Seven years, long time no see." With a hint of insipid tone.

Qi Yi immediately felt a hidden fence formed between them. She was dazed for a moment, but it seems that she hasn't got over the good memories of the past. It took a long time to spit out a few words from her mouth: "Long time no see." She didn't even have the courage to say, are you okay?

Xinyue looked at her wet whole body and gave her an umbrella with her right hand. "I'm only going to stay here for three days this time, and I'm leaving today, so I want to meet you."

Her words rekindled Qi Yi's little excitement that had been suppressed for a long time. She took a happy hand and cheered up and said, "Let's go upstairs and talk."

I never imagined that she broke free from her hand and said simply, "It's too late. I have luggage to pack. Let's call it a day. " Xinyue walked with her umbrella to the entrance of the building and turned away.

Watching the red figure gradually disappear into the dark alley, Qi Yi couldn't help himself to collapse any longer, and shouted: "New Moon, do you remember that year when we made a snowman together in the heavy snow, that spring when we ran wildly on the grass, and that autumn when you were away, you said to me,' I won't be lonely if I accompany you to have an abortion?' "

Seeing that the red figure was about to disappear, she suddenly stopped. She tilted her head slightly and asked, "Is the abortion still there?"

Facing the new moon's question, she was speechless for a moment, looked down at the mottled wall, sighed and replied, "It's gone."

Xinyue turned her head again, adding a hint of cool thin to her tone: "Forget it, what's the point of remembering it alone?"

The words of the new moon pierced Qi Yi's chest like a sword, and blood slowly trickled through the broken heart. She stared blankly at the alley, but there was no end in sight. The cool breeze swept by, and a butterfly flower fell on my palm. I couldn't help but let out a sneer, and my laughter was bitter.

"You once said that when butterflies dance and flowers wither, friendship will come to an end."

It's raining harder, and the world is shrouded in thick fog. Thick dark clouds are overwhelming with fog, and the previous moonlight also vanished in an instant.

"I don't know what you have experienced in these years, but I know that the new moon will never come back."

In the dark alley, under the dim street lamp, the red figure appeared again, with tears in her eyes and suddenly falling.

"Seven, I know we are only a short reunion this time, and after the reunion, it is still an endless separation. In this case, long pain is better than short pain, so let me be the villain. "

A bright moon broke free from the bondage of dark clouds, and bright light poured on the closed window on the second floor.

"Today people don't see Gu Yue, and the new moon remains the same."