Bai Xiaobai's joke

I thought time would make me gradually lose sight of the past, forget my vows and forget forever.

I thought it was time for everything to change. But your figure is still so clear. It seems to be yesterday.

-Inscription by Bai Xiaobai bolger

Text/Wei Wei

( 1)

When I met Bai Xiaobai, he was very thin. Seven draws one by one. He said it was her favorite cigarette before. Sometimes it's hard to buy. She also stubbornly refused to change the brand. He also said that he didn't know why he smoked before and didn't ask. Thought it was just a habit. Now he realizes that this is not a habit. It's her insecurity. When she is tired or bored, cigarettes and nicotine give him the greatest comfort. She is such a lonely child. Everyone says she has a bad temper. But they all spoil her so much that no one wants her to change. I always tell her, it's okay, Vivian. You have a good temper. Really. Now that she's gone, everyone misses her bad temper. We all want to tell her, Weiwei, come back, even if you lose your temper. However, after all, I can't go back. I haven't smoked since she left. This is the only way I miss her. Only in this way can I feel that we are not too far away.

I saw the sadness of spoil in his eyes. I heard him talking about the girl. That kind of gentle and loving tone seems to be afraid that what sound will hurt. I looked at his little box of MID-SEVEV one by one, and I finally understood how deep his love was. My heart twitched little by little.

Bai Xiaobai, I don't want you to forget her. I can't do it either. But Bai Xiaobai, can you give me some space in your heart? Just a little, really, Bai Xiaobai. Just a little.

(2)

Actually, I have known Bai Xiaobai for a long time. Freshman year. He is secretly called the prince of this session by all the girls' dormitories in the school, which is a topic that must be discussed before going to bed every night. It seems that every girl gets excited when she talks about him. He conforms to all the girls' initial fantasies about the prince. Clean, polite and elegant. I just don't care much about people, except when his girlfriend comes.

Everyone knows that Bai Xiaobai has a girlfriend who loves her very much. He doesn't allow others to speak ill of that girl. There used to be countless girls who thought they were beautiful. It is said that there is no man who doesn't like beautiful women. But they all lost in Bai Xiaobai. He doesn't even look at them and can't remember their names. Frustrated, they vented their anger on the girl. Embarrass her.

I have never participated in such a topic, but I am a little curious about Xiaobai. I have always admired persistent boys.

4)

I bribed his brother. His QQ and blog are here. His blog is full of her stories. I post with him every day. I told him my name was Blue. He called me Weiwei. He said he liked the name. I didn't tell him. I know him. We are in the same school. I think it's very satisfying for me to look at his joys and sorrows like this.

I tell him every day, Bai Xiaobai, that you should pull yourself together. She must want you to be happy. She said you'd all be fine. She will look at you from the sky.

Finally one day he asked me, who are you? Do you know where my Weiwei is?

I don't know how to answer his question. I said, your majesty is an angel. She returned to the place where she should be, to the beautiful paradise. It doesn't matter who I am, does it?

(5)

"Spring is coming, this is Vivian's favorite season. She said she could smell April. She likes all beautiful and thriving things. Every time I think of her smiling face, it is full of sunshine, splashing down bit by bit. My heart hurts and I can't control myself. So innocent and sly eyes. Every time I close my eyes, I seem to touch her. But it's deserted after all.

The wild flowers on the roadside are swaying and blooming, and my heart is suddenly filled with sadness. A big one, a big one. But I don't know what I'm sad about. Love seems so far away from me that I can't tell its taste.

The last time I saw Vivian, she was lying unconscious in such a white room. I'm stuck there. The brain is blank. Tears fell involuntarily. I ran to hold her hand, so soft, so soft, unlike her usual energetic appearance. My tears flowed to her hands and body. I said Wei Wei, I'm Xiao Bai. Will you look at me? I wore the most handsome skirt you said today. Baby, I know you can't bear to leave me. No one can be more obedient than me. Right? Honey, I know I'm late. Don't be mad at me, okay? When you are ready, you can punish me at will. Don't ignore me, okay? Didn't we agree? Wei Wei, I love you very much. We will always love each other and never give up, right?

I saw tears oozing from the corner of her eyes. She took off her oxygen mask and said to me with difficulty, honey ... I'll go first ... Don't be sad ... I ... love ... you'll never leave ... No. ...

She left before she finished. She got cold. I want to give her all my temperature. I held her tightly, but I couldn't stop her from leaving. Her mother pulled me up and said, Xiaobai, Weiwei is gone, and we all hope you are all right. She handed me an envelope. Always a girl's overbearing tone. She said, I knew your mother was unreliable and would definitely tell you about my illness. Fool, you are mine. You can't escape. I don't want to suffer here anymore. So go first, you give me a good life, instead of me, watching the sun and the sky and the children. Otherwise, when we meet again, I will definitely waste you. "Trembling handwriting.

I often take it out to have a look. Azure is right. I want to live well, not Vivian. It's like a memory is being stripped from me. I can't remember Vivian's pale face gradually. But her smiling face is more and more vivid. I thought maybe she was reminding me. Have a good life. Wei Wei, I promise you, I will be fine. But I miss you very much. "-Bai Xiaobai bolger

(6)

Bai Xiaobai updated his blog and came to class on time. Always keep it clean. A tolerant smile. It's just that he has rarely played basketball. Sometimes I smoke next to the basketball court. His smoky eyes were blurred by the sadness of memories.

I go to the classroom early every day. Put the sorted notes on Bai Xiaobai's desk. Sometimes a glass of milk, sometimes a lollipop. I heard that he bought it for Weiwei before. I think his mind is sweet when he quietly puts things in his backpack.

Bai Xiaobai still updates her blog frequently. He also started chatting with me. Talk about mood. You will tell me safely, Lan. I miss her so much. It hurts to think about it. Bai Xiaobai, when your heart aches, blue will also hurt with you. It's just that you did it for her, and I did it for you.

I never thought that one day would come. I still went early that day. Review English in your seat. Suddenly I heard someone knocking on my desk. I looked up and saw Bai Xiaobai's face. He said, you are so blue. I was stupefied for a long time, but I managed to smile and said, Hello, Bai Xiaobai. He asked me politely, can I sit next to you in the future? I was a little confused. The chicken pecked at the rice and nodded. I said of course. There were only two of us in the classroom at that time. The sunshine in June suddenly passed through behind the heavy curtains and was bright.

I asked Bai Xiaobai how he knew I was blue when I met him. He always laughs but doesn't answer. But I really understand Bai Xiaobai's thoughtfulness. When I am tired, he will buy me dried plums, and when I am unhappy, he will invite me to eat sundaes. On sunny days, we will take lollipops across the campus together.

Gradually, we were inseparable. At first, many people asked me if I was Bai Xiaobai's new girlfriend. Who knows the answer?

(7)

When I am free, I read fairy tales to Bai Xiaobai. We sat in the quiet Woods of the school. The sun shines through the leaves, on the ground and on us. At the beginning, Xiao Bai laughed at me and said, Azure, at your age, why are you still reading fairy tales? He often slips away when I watch it. After a long time, he began to listen carefully. He said, Azure, when you read fairy tales, it's beautiful and quiet.

It's like going back to when my mother told me fairy tales when I was a child. After listening to your words, my mood will gradually calm down. Forget some unhappy things. I listened to his words and my heart was sweet. But then he said, Azure, do all girls believe in fairy tales? I said, right? Every girl had a dream of a prince and a princess when she was a child.

Then Bai Xiaobai began to be silent, and I saw his face full of memories. He lit a cigarette and slowly began to say, Azure, there is a girl who didn't believe in fairy tales since she was a child. I wanted to give her a dream, a dream about fairy tales. I want her to be the proudest princess in the world. I am willing to give in to her. I don't know if I am his prince, but I want to give her everything I have. I like listening to her noise and watching her smile. I used to be a very autistic child. But with her, my world is all shining, and she is so dazzling. I thought we would have a good life. But ... the reality is too cruel. Azure, I have always believed in fairy tales. I have been praying for her devoutly, but why? Why is our time so short? I wanted her to live the best life, but in the end I found that there was nothing I could do. Blue, why? Should we really not believe in fairy tales?

I saw Bai Xiaobai's tears slide slowly. My heart is in great pain. He said, Lan, I miss her. Whenever and wherever, I will think of her. I often think that if only she could still be with me. What will we be doing at this time? Chatting or funny? Even if I don't say anything, I feel extremely satisfied and happy looking at him. Even if I'm not with her, I will, as long as she is well. But? God won't even give me this chance!

That was the first time I saw Bai Xiaobai's tears, tears for the woman he loved. For the first time, I began to wonder, Bai Xiaobai, will he fall in love with someone else in this life?

(8)

Bai Xiaobai finally decided to take part in the grade basketball game. I spent a long time trying to convince him. I think maybe this game will make him happier.

That day, I sat in the middle of the front row of the stands and watched Bai Xiaobai running on the court in the No.27 (beloved wife) jersey. Look at him fighting bravely on the court and sweating like rain. I know a girl once sat in this seat where I sat, cheering and screaming for her Bai Xiaobai. Bai Xiaobai blew her a kiss on the court. So tacit understanding. I saw the girl's picture on Bai Xiaobai's jersey. Suddenly, it seems that that girl is right beside me, cheering for her prince. It's just that none of us can hear or see. Because that's their world.

At the end of the race, Bai Xiaobai was ahead of them by more than 20 points. I finally stood up and shouted, "Bai Xiaobai is so handsome, and Bai Xiaobai is the best." . The students around me also shouted after me involuntarily. Bai Xiaobai subconsciously threw a kiss here. The excited crowd didn't stop shouting. But I was shocked. Bai Xiaobai, Weiwei has become your habit. Into your life bit by bit, you can't tamper with it. What about me?

Celebration dinner, Bai Xiaobai took me there. Because he said he should thank me for encouraging him. The party was very lively. His teammates are funny. Everyone drank a lot and had a good time. Some people say, Bai Xiaobai, this is not interesting enough! New girlfriends are not introduced. Bai Xiaobai gave me a look and said nothing. A big boy said, Xiao Bai, some things should be forgotten. I'm glad you're back. Let's drink to Blue and thank her for letting Xiaobai find herself. Small white block said, blue won't drink. The big man said, forget it, Xiao Bai. You said that girl Weiwei didn't drink before. But then they packed a box and drank us all! Have you forgotten? That Wei Wei is really fierce, with a good personality and no shelf at all ... The big man is still talking, and someone pulls him aside and secretly tells him not to talk. The big man stopped suddenly. Bai Xiaobai raised his glass and smiled. He said, big guy, I know you all miss Vivian. Come on, let's get started. Many people in the team are red-eyed and really miss that girl. She is always so happy that people can't help feeling happy. Xiao Bai, let's get started!

I know Weiwei is a cheerful girl, and she is free and easy to drink and eat meat. But Wei Wei, can you tell me? How to make Bai Xiaobai happy? I know you love him, and I love him too. I think our wish is the same, that is, I hope he will have a good life. Isn't that right, Vivian? Can I love him instead of you?

(9)

We were having dinner in the cafeteria that day when Bai Xiaobai suddenly said, "Blue, Harry Potter is on." . Why don't you come with me? I almost choked on the rice, so I nodded and said yes! I like that series of movies best.

In the cinema, Xiao Bai bought a lot of delicious food. He looks particularly happy today. The film started and he was attracted. When Dumbledore died, everyone in the cinema began to cry, including me. The end of the film is very depressing, and I don't know how difficult it will be to face Harry in the future. Ron and Hermione told Harry that we will always be by your side, no matter how difficult it is, we are all one. At this moment, Xiaobai said to me, Blue, thank you for staying with me. You make me feel less sad. I smiled in the dark. Bai Xiaobai, you can easily control my emotions.

On the way back, Xiao Bai said that this was the movie she had been looking forward to seeing. I can tell her tonight. I wonder if she can hear me. I said I would. I'm sure she will hear you. Xiao Bai, your Weiwei is an angel. She will be above and continue to love you. Bai Xiaobai smiled at me. I haven't seen his shining eyes for a long time. He said blue, you are so considerate, there must be many boys chasing you, right? I blushed for some reason.

I met my sister in the campus dormitory. As soon as they saw me and Bai Xiaobai, they came running. Pull me up and say, blue, tell me. What's going on here? I looked back at Xiaobai, and I said no, we are just ordinary friends. The sisters hissed loudly. "Ordinary friends? Have you seen the girl who is close to Bai Xiaobai? Say, are you dating? " The nuns asked me to question Bai Xiaobai. "Handsome boy, are you good to us?" Bai Xiaobai smile, showing white teeth, is the kind of smile that kills people without paying for their lives. My heart suddenly became tense. I don't know what questions my sisters will ask, and I don't know what answers Xiaobai will give. Xiaobai said, yes, I took good care of her. Then keep smiling. Then I looked at my sisters who were infatuated with others.

( 10)

Bai Xiaobai is really good to me. When crossing the road, you will gently hold my hand and then quietly let go. I will be sent back to the dormitory after class at night. He always protects me invisibly. There are always waves in my heart. But Bai Xiaobai seems to be just doing what he should do. There is not much movement.

After a long time, I often see Bai Xiaobai's smile. Bai Xiaobai's smile blooms in the bright winter sunshine. Almost the whole school knew that we were inseparable and thought we were in love. I was immersed in this sweetness, too, without thinking too much. I think it's good to keep doing this.

At Christmas, I bought Bai Xiaobai a pair of sports shoes that he likes. He was ecstatic to see it. He gave me a big piece of crystal. My name is on it. He said, thanks anyway, Blue. For more than a year, give me care and love. They say that if you give the crystal to your bosom friend, she will be safe all her life. Azure, thank you for making me feel. Blue Sorry, I'm leaving here.

Like a bolt from the blue. I suddenly woke up from a beautiful dream. The news that Bai Xiaobai was going to study in Germany soon spread. People keep coming to me to verify the truth. Really, really, Bai Xiaobai is leaving. Leave with my dream. Bai Xiaobai, finally, I am with you, just a bosom friend.

Bai Xiaobai, Blue doesn't want to be a bosom friend, Blue wants to be your lover.

( 1 1)

Azure, I understand what you have done to me. Thank you. Didn't you ask me how I knew you were the blue one on the Internet? I remember when Weiwei was still here, she once came to school to play. I ran back and forth with my little wife on my back, and a girl kept watching us. My little wife told me, honey, your other suitor. I don't believe it. I said people just look at us more. The little wife patted me on the head and told me that a woman's intuition is the most accurate. She said, Bai Xiaobai, if one day we are separated, this girl is still good. She gave me a different feeling. I looked at my little wife, and there was nothing I could do about her. Azure, you wore a floral skirt that day. Very quiet. Full of envy and expectation. It was a long time before I noticed you sitting behind me. Inadvertently looking back will sweep your side face.

Later, someone posted it to me and told me to be fine. Put the note on my desk, and I'll know it's you when I put milk in it. My little wife is right. Hehe, Azure, I have been reluctant to refuse you, because you are very much like a place in Vivian, and you are all so kind. Sometimes when we are together, I feel that I am still the girl who has never left. Blue, she fills every corner of my heart. It is very empty.

Azure, after being with you, I began to be less afraid of the day. After so long, I have enriched a lot with your company. I like listening to you read fairy tales. Your expression is so holy. Like I'm listening to the Bible. I don't feel so lonely after listening to it every time. Azure, sometimes I think I'm in love with you. I'm used to having you around. It's very comfortable. It is natural for me to tell you about her past life with us.

Azure, you are different from other girls. You and my girl are so special. Just a publicity, an introversion. Azure, I am a quiet person. Someone used to say that my girl and I are water and fire, and we are not from the same world. But blue, then we have two worlds together. Nobody knows the loneliness behind my girl's arrogance. Lan, I just want to love her. You are the second person I want to love, but azure, I'm sorry. You are late.

Germany is Vivian's favorite country. She likes hops in Munich, football and dancing there. I dreamed of her that day. She said, honey, you should be happy. Looking for new love. In Munich Square. Azure, I think my Weiwei will wait for me there. I don't think I will fall in love with anyone except her in my life. There is a feeling that is unforgettable. I think I will be there, in the square of Munich, dancing with them and waiting for Vivian. She will definitely come back.

Blue, you should also find your own happiness. Sorry, I can't promise you anything. No matter in this life, next life or next life. I'm sorry, Blue. I have a deep-rooted feeling.

Azure, I believe in fairy tales. I always believe in them. But I prefer to create my own fairy tales. Azure, believe me, I will find Weiwei. No matter where in the world.

Azure, we should all cheer for our happiness.

( 12)

I smiled in the cold wind with Bai Xiaobai's letter. His plane has already taken off. Slowly, he took off with her and his dream. The sun is dazzling.

Yes, Bai Xiaobai, we all have to cheer for our happiness. Do you know that?/You know what? Do you know that?/You know what? You are my happiness. Bai Xiaobai, I also believe in fairy tales. Even if Snow White is not rescued, the prince can still love Cinderella.

I have a ticket for the next flight to Munich. I think I will find my happiness in Bai Xiaobai.

Bai Xiaobai, you are right. I am an introvert, but I will risk my life for my love. I'm not afraid. I will be as brave as Weiwei. Bai Xiaobai, it's okay. No matter how long, I can wait. Being with you is my happiness.

Hou Ji temple rang a song:

Back to back/yesterday under the eaves/your smiling face/flawless eyes/looking at the sky/I listened to your loud wish for the future/where you want to go/I accompanied you to adventure/shoulder to shoulder/how dazzling the sunset was/I pretended not to notice/tears in your eyes/remember/you dreamed of traveling alone/arduous journey/glowing process/life is finally complete/across the ocean.

You know/I will never leave/Crossing the sea is your harbor/I am lonely occasionally despite inevitable failure/I can understand/try to accept the immediate challenge/My heart will always be with you/I know/You have always been the bravest/The wind is blowing gently/You sent your card/You said that life is busy/You lost a lot of weight/Remember/We often go to the breakfast shop on the corner/We like to squeeze a seat.

Dear, let's meet in the square of Munich in the unique sunshine of Germany with thick scarves. I will smile and say to you, Hello, Bai Xiaobai!