Proposition composition, "It's Not Like This". Hurry up.

It’s not as good as this

In autumn, when the sun goes south, we turn east, and one of us has insomnia. In this dry season and on a lonely night, it is always easy to be disturbed by sadness. The sun is afraid of the cold. As the sunshine time decreases, the sun takes away part of the hope and happiness, so the leaves fall and the grass withers. I feel a little sad, and the melancholy at the corner of my mouth is haunting the dark night. A quarter of the busy senior year of high school has passed. More than 200 days later, I will stand at a different starting point with all my dear classmates. But me, what do I want? A journey without a purpose is always very hard. Turning around suddenly, I saw Life lying on the pillow, with his hands spread out: "It's better to live on first."

Such an answer is really disappointing.

The newly bought alarm clock is like a stubborn old man, spinning around in circles with no new tricks. In the cold early morning of early autumn, it uses the same frequency to warn me that I am one second closer to the college entrance examination. At this moment, I started to hate its dull sound. It is this never-ending voice that turns strangers into friends, and it is because of it that friends turn into strangers... Fear and caution are like leaves and caterpillars in the face of time, irreconcilable. I was a little discouraged, and I began to question the meaning of it walking. Time brings irritability and vicissitudes, heartache and death. Is the killer really his profession?

I casually opened a book that had been pressed under the desk lamp for a long time, the "Tao Te Ching". Line books are inherently sacred. After scanning a few lines, I seemed to see a wise old man lying peacefully on the bamboo bridge beside the stream, closing his eyes and meditating, silently reciting the elegant thin gold characters on the page: "The best is like water, water benefits all things without dispute." . "Is this my salvation, or is it a gift? The belief of "not fighting" and the aesthetic "the best is like water" seem to make me calm down. When I got up, I poured a glass of pure water and swallowed it carefully. "The best is like water." I believe that what I swallowed is the true meaning of dealing with others. The water is a little sweet, so sweet that I feel a little confused, as if I heard it say: "It's better to go back to the moment when 'nature is inherently good', and "no fight" with the world and "no fight" with myself.

A give-in It's a heart-warming but frightening suggestion. I'm afraid that my belief in "not fighting" will make me lose my momentum, lose my passion for life, and become a shell that can't find myself. Although I still don't know my destination, I know this kind of life. It was definitely not what I wanted. I am not a sentimental person, but because of my hesitation and helplessness, I shed tears under the starry night sky. I was glad that no one saw my tears, and they fell from the bottom of my heart behind the mask. .

Someone likes EASON’s songs and fell in love with this unique voice that is sometimes wild and sometimes sad. “Every toy that had to be put down finally brought happiness. "I like how he hummed these lyrics with an expressionless face, calm but full of power. Suddenly relieved, the hard work of the third year of high school makes people miss the leisure and freedom of the past. The more I miss it, the sadder it becomes, and the sadder it becomes, the more confused it is. EASON sang: “Good memories are unforgettable, but they bring sadness... Feelings are always kind, but cruel ones are reincarnation and growth. ”

In the early morning of November 6th, I clearly experienced a reincarnation of growth. I pressed my left hand on my right chest and felt the rhythm of life. One night, I was in close contact with myself. Although I never grasped the direction of my heart, But I have found the next destination.

It is better to live a down-to-earth life; it is better to keep "the best is like water" deep in the heart as an ideal, and there is no need to be demanding, so as not to dry up; In this way, you turn around and smile when you have to let go; it is better to grow up and experience transformation in reincarnation; it is better to let the emotion flow in your life... Postscript: EASON's "Not Like This" rings in my ears over and over again, the lyrics Finally, the strength he brought me stayed with me through this hard night of reincarnation and growth. It was almost dawn, and I closed my eyes with peace of mind...