Before I was 20, I was still a young singer.

Singing: Betali &; Nanyifeng

I was a teenager twenty years ago.

Have a house and money at home, and have fun every day.

I like surfing the Internet and watching TV in Internet cafes.

At that time, my dream was to be a saint.

I really hope this day will last forever.

But God never considers my opinion.

My parents play diamond dust boxing at home every day.

Caught in the middle, every day is like a year.

I still have her without my parents.

Get married and start a family, looking for happiness.

Finally I realized that love is actually a joke.

Marriage failed, no longer believe in love.

Dream of breaking into the ice age

Desperate, I ended up with Feifei and Xiao Tai.

Happiness lies in deep winter.

Only the bitterness and pain in my heart have been frozen like ice.

Dreams fly away like kites

I tried to reach out and stop saving, but I lost my freedom.

Knowing that this is self-deception, it will not be a miracle.

But there is nothing I can do. I have lost confidence and courage. I chose to back down.

I will never think of that sad memory again.

Let me drink this bottle, forget it vigorously and paralyze my heart to live.

I'm a total loser like Reservoir Dogs.

If you keep burning money, you can stop shivering.

If I could take a taxi, I would never walk on my legs.

Spending less than 500 a day makes me feel sick all over.

The outside world is too dangerous. I have to leave.

Only in sweet dreams can I feel happy.

Even in reality, I am just a black sheep.

A bottle of strength can also make me extremely excellent.

Drunk bottle after bottle, and spent it in a drunken dream.

I still feel empty and lonely after waking up.

I used to want to cheer up, but I have lost confidence.

Can only continue to fall in a daze.

Happiness lies in deep winter.

Only the bitterness and pain in my heart have been frozen like ice.

Dreams fly away like kites

I tried to reach out and stop saving, but I lost my freedom.

Dreams and bubbles are always driven away by reality.

When I wake up, I can only look down at my empty hands.

Even if I pretend to smile and defend myself, I am outstanding.

I still can't hide that I have lost my courage and integrity.

Knowing that this is self-deception, it will not be a miracle.

(I can't get rid of sorrow)

But there is nothing I can do. I have lost confidence and courage. I chose to back down.

How to save an empty and lonely heart

I will never think of that sad memory again.

(Why do you remember when you die? )

Let me drink this bottle, forget it vigorously and paralyze my heart to live.

I want to freeze my mind and go into exile alone.

Hmm. How interesting