300 words for the third week of the third lunar month: You dismiss my trust

The content of weekly diaries comes from our observation of life. Therefore, it can record things, describe people, describe objects, describe scenes, and also describe activities. Everything you have done during the week, or Whatever you see, hear, or think about is the content of your weekly diary. The following is a 300-word diary for the third week of the third lunar month prepared for you: You dismiss my trust, for your reference.

From this day on, I began to understand that trust really cannot be given away casually.

The people I trusted made me very sad. They thought they were playing a little joke, but they put my self-esteem and the reputation of others at stake. I don’t know how generous I am to them, as I always laugh at their many jokes; or do they think that I, who is usually smiling, don’t care about every joke they make. I'm afraid none of you thought that I would cry like that after hearing*, but I bet none of you can taste my heartbreak.

I admit that it was indeed a prank. Maybe I would laugh it off normally, but this time you used someone else’s reputation as a bargaining chip. Not to mention I heard it from other people’s mouths*. Even if you had come and explained it to me a few minutes earlier, I wouldn't have had such a big reaction. I feel like the poor clown in the eyes of others. I am nervous, worried, and even angry. And for you as bystanders and planners, this is all such an interesting comedy, isn't it?

You don’t understand why I lost my temper because you don’t know how much weight you hold in my heart; what I care about is not the incident itself, but the person who did it. Thank you for letting me know what betrayal is, letting me know what being a fool is, and letting me know what life is like a play. I finally choose to forgive you, but please remember that we are no longer us.