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Adele Hugo's monologue.

When it comes to my father, victor hugo, few people in the world don't know. As for me, an ordinary woman called Adele by my friends, I'm afraid I'm little known. And I also have my own story, and that unforgettable love will become the tidbits of my father's biography and will always exist truly.

It was a turbulent time. The American Civil War has reached a white-hot stage. Great Britain realized that confederate independence was a foregone conclusion and took part in the American war. Because of this war, Halifax, northern Canada.

A little-known city in Kuwait has become a strategic location for Britain and the United States. Finally, the British army took it first and sent it to the garrison. My beloved, Captain Albert Pishan of the 16 light cavalry regiment, is one of these troops. In my hometown of Gus, France, I waited day and night for news from the other side of the Atlantic, but I was more and more disappointed. His letters became less and less, and finally there was no news. After several sleepless nights, I couldn't stand the pain of lovesickness any longer. I left without saying goodbye to my family and came to this strange city alone.

At that time, Halifax was controlled by a group of militant fanatics, and the city was full of noise and commotion. Leaving the quiet town in my hometown, I suddenly found myself in this land only one step away from the war. An irresistible fear and helplessness made me shudder. However, when I think that my dearest person is also under this sky, my heart is filled with great joy.

Seeing me alone, Mr. Brian, the kind coachman, suggested that I go to Hampton Hotel. He said it was clean and cheap, and the landlord, Mrs Sandra, was the kindest person in the world and the most suitable place for single ladies to live. What he said is really good. From the moment we met, I fell in love with Mrs Sandra. She is a tall, thin and refreshing woman, and her eyes droop slightly, which always gives her a look of pity. She quickly took the suitcase in my hand, asked me if my journey was hard, and called me "my child". I'm afraid to reveal the truth for the time being, only telling her that I'm from France and I'm looking for a cousin I haven't contacted for a long time. His name is Albert Pishan, and he is a British officer. Mrs Sandra didn't ask much, but I think she must have guessed our relationship. Yes, what woman would go all the way to find an irrelevant person alone? The next day, I went to the bookstore near the hotel. I need a lot of paper. I will record every day and every moment here, which will prove my feelings and this experience will be an important stop in my life journey. At the gate of the bookstore, a young officer passed me, his tall and thin figure, firm and powerful pace, so familiar. My intuition tells me that this man is my dear Albert. I quickly pushed open the door of the bookstore and asked the boss, "Was that the captain's leather merchant who just left?" "Yes," the lame boss (I later learned that his name was Mr. Wesley) was very talkative. "He just came here soon, but he has a good reputation. However, I heard that he owed some debts ... "

After returning to the hotel, Mrs. Sandra invited me to have dinner with her because her husband was going to serve in the officers' club later. My heart moved. "Will the British officers be there?" "Of course," Mr. Sandra said while tidying up his clothes, "this party is held in their name to celebrate the arrival of the 16 cavalry regiment." "So, my cousin will be there. Mr. Sandra, can I ask you to write him a letter? " "Of course." I hurried back to my room and wrote in a hurry: "Dear, our separation breaks my heart. Since you left, I have been waiting for your news day and night. Now that I'm here, I'm on the same side of the ocean with you, and everything will start again. Love, Adele. "

My heart hung up all night. I deliberately sat in a chair near the door, so that even when I helped Mrs. Sandra with her work, I always noticed the movement at the door. What will Mr Sandra say when he comes back? Said Albert was ecstatic after reading the letter? Perhaps, my dear Albert, he will come to see me as soon as he knows the news of my arrival. I couldn't help laughing at the thought of my ecstasy several times, which made Mrs. Sandra ask me again and again if I was too tired.

Finally, Mr. Sandra came back and talked excitedly about how rich the party was and how excellent the band was. I can't stand it at last. "Have you seen my cousin?"

"Oh, you said Pishang lieutenant? Of course. I have never seen such a handsome officer as him, and he is so good at telling jokes ... "

"I mean the letter."

Mr. Sandra hesitated for a moment, and I was afraid he would forget. Thankfully, he said, "He read the letter, but he said he didn't want to reply ..." My head suddenly swelled, as if the sky had collapsed in an instant. The suspicion of the past few days has finally been confirmed-Captain Pishang is not the Albert who vowed to marry Adele, and he has violated our previous oath. My ears are buzzing, and I can't hear a word Mr. Sandra said. Great loss and pain tormented my heart. I turned and rushed upstairs, lying on the bed crying. Did I come all this way for this more thorough blow?

When I calmed down, Mrs Sandra told me that Albert didn't read the letter at all. He looked at the cover and stuffed it into his pocket. A cruel man, he doesn't want to know how much I miss him.

That night, I had a nightmare, dreaming that I fell into an endless Shui Bo, and successive waves kept pushing me to the bottom. I struggled to get out of the water, but my head was veiled, suffocating and depressed, and I couldn't see a light. ...

At this point, I have no choice but to use all means to achieve the purpose of my visit-to change Albert's mind and then marry him. I wrote in my diary: "thousands of miles away from home, I began to learn to treat life in different ways." Now I can get used to everything, but as for love, I only have him. When the tide of feelings pushes me to him again, I will do anything to impress him. I will beat him in a gentle way, in a gentle way. "

At the same time, I wrote to my heartbroken parents to tell them about my situation here and ask my father to send me the living expenses for these two months. Halifax is too expensive.

The connecting flight will come soon. At noon that day, Mrs. Sandra knocked on my door in a hurry and told me that a young officer downstairs wanted to see me. Oh, it must be Albert. He decided to come back to me? I was overwhelmed by ecstasy. I'm afraid my bun will be messed up and my clothes will not fit. I looked in the mirror and hurried downstairs. Albert is pacing up and down the room anxiously, playing with a whip in his hand and wearing a team uniform. I guess I was kicked out temporarily. However, this suit makes him look more handsome and powerful.

When Mrs. Sandra saw me coming down, she immediately made an excuse to go out and closed the door gently. I threw myself into his arms, stroked his face with trembling hands and murmured, "I finally found you."

Albert's reaction was not as enthusiastic as I expected. His body is still hard. "You can't stay here. You have nothing in this country. "

"No, as long as you are here, I can go anywhere."

A sarcastic smile flitted across his face. "What did your great father say? I'm sure you didn't tell him. "

"We can get married, so that we can get tens of millions of francs of property, and we can not rely on anyone."

He suddenly pushed me away in irritability. "Your father look down on me, he will never promise. Anyway, I'm not here to propose. Please leave Halifax. "

"Don't you love me?" There is a pleading in my voice.

"That's a thing of the past."

My heart suddenly tightened, like a passing Strafe. Hope is turning into a soap bubble, which is gradually dissipating. I broke out completely and shouted hysterically: "If you don't promise me, I will tell your officers, show them the letter you wrote to me, tell them what you did before, and expel you from the army ..." Anger and jealousy turned me into a vicious little woman, and this desperate attempt completely destroyed my unstable love. Albert gave me a cold and strange look and turned and walked out the door. That expression made me shudder. I suddenly have a strong feeling that once he walks out of this door, I will lose him forever. I rushed to him like crazy, blocked the door with my body, grabbed a handful of money from my pocket and stuffed it into his hand. "Go and pay off your gambling debts." It's the only way I can keep him. Albert didn't refuse, but the words from his closed mouth made my heart hurt more. "I accepted it, not a gift, but a loan." Say that finish gently pushed me away, turned and walked out the door, never look back at me.

Although Albert is cruel to me, I can't stop thinking about him. I am eager to see his figure, even if it is still cold eyes and words. I wandered around the barracks all day, tireless and hungry, like a lurking beast, waiting for the prey to appear. Several times I seemed to see Albert's figure, but I rushed over eagerly and saw another man's surprised face. People in the barracks must think I'm crazy. On one occasion, however, I really saw Albert, which was definitely not an illusion. He left the barracks and entered a luxurious house nearby. I am like an owl curled up in the bushes at my door, waiting anxiously and impatiently for the last scene I want to see. The room was brightly lit and I saw a well-dressed lady meet me. Albert hugged her eagerly, and his lips pressed together eagerly. After that long kiss that suffocated me, Albert gently took hold of the young lady's waist, just as he was gentle with me that day. They hugged each other and walked to the stairs leading to the bedroom. ......

"I don't have any jealousy and pride anymore. I have moved away from pride. Since I can't have a loving smile, I will accept the pain. I believe in love. I won't give it to my body or my soul. ..... I am still young, but sometimes I feel the autumn of life. "

It's getting colder and colder. The winter in Halifax is really terrible. Snowflakes of cotton wool fall all over the floor, as if to cover up all the filth in the world. I am still wearing my thin coat. My father's remittance hasn't arrived this month, but most of the money sent last month was given to Albert. After deducting the rent paid to Mrs Sandra, there is not much left. I don't have any paper again. Although it's cold, I trudged to Mr. Wesley's bookstore. I can eat nothing, but I can't live without paper. I need it to convey my thoughts about Albert and record my mental journey. This is my only comfort.

Mr. Wesley has prepared two rolls of paper for me that I often use. I'm afraid I'm the weirdest and biggest customer he has ever received. I rummaged through the poor coins in my pocket and said apologetically, "I'm sorry, I don't have the money to buy that many, just one roll." "Never mind, give it next time." I thanked him and walked out the door. A cold wind blew, my body trembled like a piece of paper, and the road under my feet suddenly became as soft as cotton wool. I feel like I'm walking in the clouds and I'm on cloud nine. Finally, my eyes went black and I fell on the snow.

When I regained consciousness, I was already lying in bed at the Hampton Hotel. Mrs. Sandra told me that Mr. Wesley sent me back and she asked a doctor to diagnose me. It was pleurisy at that time, so we need to strengthen nutrition and have a good rest for a while. Good Mrs Sandra, she must have paid my medical bills again, but I can't repay her now.

That night, I wrote a letter to my father with trembling hands: "Dear father, Mr. Pishang has finally decided to marry me, but only if he receives your approval letter." I have no money again. It's not enough not to have 400 francs a month here ... My health is very good ... "

Semi-conscious and semi-conscious, I began to repeat the same nightmare: I fell into Shui Bo, and huge waves pushed me to the bottom one after another. I struggled desperately, but to no avail. ......

During this time, I never relaxed my emotional offensive against Albert. I bribed his bodyguard and stuffed a note with various words in his uniform pocket, sometimes "Remember me", sometimes "I'm crazy about love, you can't abandon me", and sometimes "I'm not myself without you". In a word, they are all my truest feelings. I imagine he will be angry when he sees these notes? Go on the rampage? Still no way? Anyway, I want to follow him like a ghost and let him feel my existence all the time.

My father soon sent 700 francs and a letter approving our marriage-"I, victor hugo, a former French aristocrat, agreed that my daughter Adele would marry a British officer, Mr. Pichan." For his little daughter, my father gave up his principles and dignity, but can all this be exchanged for the happiness of his favorite little daughter?

That night, I put on Mr. Sandra's black dress and joined the officers' club. In the revolving restaurant on the second floor, I met Albert, elegant and polite, talking and laughing with two ladies in evening dresses. He looked up and saw me, paused, whispered a few words to the two ladies, and then quietly walked to the door. I followed him to an empty corner. He stopped and said coldly, "You are spying on me dressed like this." "On the contrary, I don't want to embarrass you by dressing like this." I took out my father's letter and looked forward to his ecstatic hug. Unexpectedly, he just glanced at it and threw it back to me. "I cannot marry you."

I grabbed his skirt. "You said you would marry me as long as there was my father's consent letter."

"But I have changed now."

"Don't forget, you are the first to pursue me. You touched my arm at my father's party and kissed me in the corridor ... "

"Don't threaten me," he gave me a contemptuous look. "I have the freedom to know other women before and after."

"After we get married, you can be free ... but you can't stop me from loving you, Albert."

"If you really love me and are not so selfish, you won't force me to have you. You should leave Halifax! "

I don't know when Albert has left, leaving me standing alone in the cold night wind, desperately tasting the taste of loneliness.

I owe my father a lot of debts. In order to stay in this city, I have to continue my lies. "Dear parents, Captain Pishang and I are married, and the wedding will be held in a church in Halifax on Saturday. Because I need money for dowry, I need 500 francs as pocket money now. From now on, my address is: No.33 North Street, Halifax, Na Wei, to Mrs. Pishan. The letterhead must be Mrs. Pishan. "

Unexpectedly, my clever father made a statement for my marriage through the publishing house, and this statement was passed to Albert's boss. Soon, I received a letter from my father saying that he was disappointed with my infidelity. Albert wrote to him that he would never marry me. I don't know how Albert was punished for this, nor how he promised to clarify the facts. Anyway, I guess he must hate me. My father enclosed 600 francs in his letter, asking me to go back to France at once, because my mother's health is getting worse and worse. Holding the letter, I burst into tears. But can I leave? No, I'd rather be a fallen daughter than a weak one in love. As long as he is here, I can't and can't leave. My whole body and mind are concerned about him.

I did everything I could to make Albert change his mind. I once found a beautiful girl for him and delivered it to his door in person; Once I stuffed a pillow in my stomach and lied to him that I had his child; I even turned to the wizard and spent 5000 francs, hoping to win his heart again with the help of the power of heaven. I think I'm going crazy. I neglected all other people and things, and the whole world was condensed into one goal in my eyes: to bring Albert back.

Everything I did was in vain. The worst thing I expected finally happened: the newspaper published the news that Albert was engaged to Miss Angus, the daughter of Edgar Josie Stone. Miss Angus, the noble lady who made out with Albert in the bedroom that night, will always have my dear Albert instead of me. I suddenly realized that love is a crystal, which can reflect colorful light when it is intact, but once it is broken, it is difficult to reassemble it. The next day, I sat in front of Judge Josie Tong as victor hugo's daughter. I cut to the chase: "I don't think Captain Pishan is worthy of your acceptance." The judge looked at me and raised his gray eyebrows to show that my words had attracted his attention.

I'll continue my statement, "I've known him for years, and he's courting my family-you know my father's reputation, and he knows how to seduce naive girls." He is a hypocrite. He is not the priest's son at all. He was also a good deal in debt. Because he couldn't pay back, he had to go to prison or join the army ... We got married and he signed an engagement. ""Is there any evidence? ""The local newspaper announced our marriage. " "Then why do you want to be his wife?" "Do you think everyone can control her feelings?" My voice almost screamed, "and then ... I was pregnant with his child. "

My move finally worked. The wedding of Albert and Miss Angus failed to be held as scheduled, and the rumor about "Captain Pishan" caused panic in the whole city. I don't know if this is the reason. Soon, he moved to Barbados with the government.

My goal has been achieved, but I feel empty and tired from the bottom of my heart. I tried. What did I get? Dear people are gone, and the halo over the city that appeared because of him has disappeared. In my eyes, this land has been restored to its original appearance: garbage, violence, disease and death are everywhere. I decided to go back to France and my elderly parents.

Mrs Sandra is very satisfied with my decision. She thinks I've been running around asking for trouble for days, and now her "poor child" finally wakes up. While helping me pack up my few belongings, she gently comforted me: "You really shouldn't feel sorry for Pi Shang. Who does he think he is and won't marry you? " "No, I don't want to marry him," I'm still trying to maintain my poor vanity. "I think marriage is a kind of depravity for women, and I don't want to give up the title of' Miss Hugo'." At this point, tears burst down her face.

"A girl lives on her father's charity. Four years later, she still has hatred. Just like me, unbelievable. A girl and her lover reunited from the old world to the new world by the river. This is my wish. "

Although I have decided to leave, I can't convince my feet. It stubbornly led me around the city. As long as I am in this city, I feel that my dear Albert is still with me. I can smell him in the flowers and recognize his shadow from the clouds. I traveled all over the city, hoping to find his footprints. I have been to the house where he lived more than once, and the owner there has changed. The evil dog tore my clothes and scratched my legs and feet, but it couldn't stop my desire to go. Because everything there touched his skin.

I took a cruise to Babadori Island. I'm broke. I can't stay in a hotel anymore. When you are tired, curl up on the bench in the park or the station. When you are hungry, go to the restaurant to pick up some leftovers. I am reduced to a total beggar, a ridiculous beggar. You see, the once gorgeous dress has now become a wisp of rags, with long curly hair covered with leaves and pieces of paper, dull eyes, reading the name of my lover in my mouth, looking for love thousands of miles away, and wandering in the street like a ghost all day. There is always a whole group of children following me, shouting "crazy woman, crazy woman", spitting at me, throwing stones and stepping on my long skirt. But instead of being angry, I smiled at them, because I am really a crazy woman. Yes, I admit, I have nothing to say.

I can't get rid of the powerful power of love and the heartfelt emotion. I can only follow, expecting the man who once loved me so much to change his mind, hoping that he can remember the good memories between us. But no, this scene, after all, is just my lonely one-man show. I only love a phantom. But what does it matter? Even a phantom, a phantom is good! At least in my heart, I still have longing and hope for love and fond memories of the past, which are the warmth of love and the source of happiness. For him, I would give anything to cross the ocean and come to Qian Shan to meet him. Only I can do this!

I feel that some changes are taking place in my body, and my soul seems to be breaking free from the shackles of my body, struggling to rise and rise ..... One day, I seemed to see Albert who was still handsome and mighty in military uniform. He followed me all the time, accompanied me through the streets, as if calling my name, and his voice was as gentle as when we first met. I can't respond to him. My feet have really become another whole that is out of control of my mind. It won't stop and let me fall into his warm arms. How I want to stop, hug him excitedly and tell him how eager I am to find him. But I have forgotten what I am looking for, or my subconscious has regarded him as an unknown person. I don't want to respond to him. I looked at him indifferently, and walked on with a tired and empty body ... Running to find has become my eternal ideal in this life, but I inadvertently lost my goal. Suddenly, a river appeared in front of my eyes. This is the Shui Bo that appeared many times in my dream. My feet took me there, so I fell into eternal darkness and unconsciousness. ......

The following is what I learned later. I fainted in the black area of Barbados, and a black woman named Baa took me in because of her father's reputation. When my health improved, she escorted me back to France. My father put me in a separate ward of St. Mandel's Hospital until today.

This is the only love in my life. Albert, I still can't forget him. As I said, he is the only lover in my life. I can still find his shadow in the diary I wrote that year; I often meet him in my dream. I am glad that we have chosen such a unique road, because there, we will never grow old.