I took ninety-nine steps, leaving the last step for dignity

I took ninety-nine steps and left the last step for dignity.

I took ninety-nine steps and left the last step for dignity. Many people will say that the road of love is too difficult to walk. Okay, I took ninety-nine steps forward, why are you not even willing to take one step forward? Let me take a look at the relevant information that I left for dignity in the last step of taking ninety-nine steps. I took ninety-nine steps and left the final step with dignity 1

I always thought that the heartbeat was true love, persistence, or reluctance. The sudden temper was probably the grievances that had been accumulated for a long time.

Slowly understand that when you don’t have me in your heart at all, all my persistence and reluctance will become a worthless interruption. No, it is Harassment.

I always thought that as long as I bravely took the ninety-nine steps, you would take the last step and come forward unswervingly. In fact, I was wrong, because it was me who put down all dignity, Begging, reluctance, perseverance... but it has become a laughable joke...

Some people say that whenever you meet love, no matter how high or awesome your IQ and EQ are, they will instantly return to zero. . Perhaps my persistent pursuit is what you see as a fight to the death.

In fact, when I miss you endlessly, I unconsciously dial your phone and send you a WeChat message, just to hear your voice and see your response. I just want to hear your voice. , with your message reply, I feel relieved and quiet...

When I am worried about you, I will send a message, because I am afraid that you are not safe, afraid that you are sick, and worried about you. I don’t have a good rest...

Maybe I mistakenly took the phrase "persistence is victory" as the truth, and stubbornly thought about you, missed you, worried about you, and cared about you...

Because I understand that perhaps, my silence will permanently lose the person I cherish in my life. From now on, we will be separated for a lifetime, so I dare not miss the encounter and hug at any time, because that will It will be a wonderful memory.

It seems that everything is God's will and everything is destined. Because the excitement of the heart is not called love, only the concentration of the heart is called love.

Every phone call, every message, every reluctance, every begging to let go of everything when I am in love is just an interruption and various excuses for you who are determined. Interruptions for various reasons.

Because you can never wake up someone who is pretending to sleep, and no matter what I do, I can’t impress someone who doesn’t love you...

Sorry, I bothered you before, but I will do it in the future. No more... I took ninety-nine steps and left the last step for dignity 2

"Have you had lunch? A new Korean restaurant opened recently and it's delicious." The boy I used to like suddenly suddenly Send me a WeChat message and make an appointment to have dinner together at noon.

"Sorry, I've already eaten." I replied subconsciously.

Before, I would have been extremely happy, as if my heart was blooming with joy, and then I would have to pretend to be calm and reserved, and then "reluctantly" accept it after some push and pull.

What now? Maybe I was fed up with his hot and cold tenderness and sudden concern. Whenever I thought there would be a new development in the plot, what I got was his unprepared indifference.

One day I finally realized that maybe the affection and initiative I thought I had were just his lonely pastime when he was bored.

I think it’s time for me to rest. I don’t have to compromise myself because of him, I don’t have to be cautious and try to break into his world, and I don’t have to be so persistent, affectionate and tender.

Then be more free and easy, let this once beautiful pursuit time flow slowly, let the past pass, let the future come, and start a new life without him with a little regret.

Finally, I don’t have to say good night every day, and I don’t have to wait for his reply. I can cry happily and wet the pillow, turn off my mobile phone, and fall asleep unconsciously, without any expectations anymore. Secondly, Wake up naturally when you sleep, so you don't have to be busy opening your phone to check if there are any messages from him.

I have lived through that period of time when everyone looked like him, everything I did reminded me of him, and the songs I listened to were all about him. Fortunately, I can finally stop asking about my return date, no need to contact him, no longer thinking about him, no longer waiting for him. It turns out that losing is much more practical than having.

Someone asked me if I still liked him. I smiled and shook my head.

It’s not that I don’t like it, it’s just that I don’t ask.

One day, those things that made us cry uncontrollably will be told with a smile.

How does it feel to give up the person you love? Even though I am holding a sharp sword and trampling on mountains and rivers, I am striking again and again, but I can't open your heart no matter what. I took ninety-nine steps toward you, and I could only leave it to my dignity in the last step.

Maybe it was a moment of heart-wrenching moments, and I learned to remove all the traces you left in my heart.

From special attention to cancellation, from chat top to cancellation, from individual grouping to public grouping, from all with your name to deletion, from mutual following software to unblocking, it is you everywhere. of things to empty.

"This place is barren and barren. Then you came here and walked around. Miraculously, everything grew. Here is my heart. Here is my heart. Miraculously, everything grew. Then you came here and walked around. Unfortunately, there is no grass growing here.”

Later, you never appeared in my life. I wanted to cry but couldn’t, and I couldn’t laugh even if I wanted to. I had to pretend as if nothing had happened every day, even though I felt everything was wrong. I am reluctant to give up, and I understand that I can only go so far with you in this life.

Maybe it was a moment of relief, finally realizing that you are not in my life.

There is no need to look forward to the next time we meet every time when we say goodbye, there is no need to look around nervously for you when I hear your name, there is no need to dress up or take a shower specially for a party with you. I finally don’t have to wipe my hands to reply to your messages, and I don’t have to think of you first when I see this article.

No need to worry about whether you have eaten on time, no need to worry about whether you stayed up late today, no more guessing about your mood today, no more being affected by every post you post on Moments, no more being influenced by After touching the bottom line, I lower myself again and again, and I no longer have to rack my brains to please you.

I don’t like you anymore, and you don’t have to hide from me anymore. Although the fate is very wonderful, but the love is deep and the fate is shallow, you never belong to me.

Thank you for giving me a panic in life. Finally, I can stop missing you. I will walk alone for the rest of my life and will not disturb you anymore. I admit that I have liked you for a long time and have been waiting for you for a long time. Now I am finally leaving. This may be longer than a long time.

I hope you will take good care of yourself in the future, meet your beloved, live happily in the city with your beloved, and live the rest of your life in warmth.

Maybe this is also a new beginning, it is the shining light of our lives.

I remember a sentence that impressed me deeply: "When you are old and look back on your life, you will realize: when you went abroad to study, when you decided to start your first career, when you chose a partner and fell in love. , When you get married, it is actually a huge change in your destiny. It's just that when you stood at the crossroads and saw the storm, the day you made the decision was quite dull and ordinary in your diary. At that time, you thought it was an ordinary day in life. One day. "

When you decide to give up and live a life without him, it is actually a major turning point in your life. It turns out that love is not something that can be obtained through hard work. Failure to love is the normal state of life.

I don’t know if you have watched the movie "Heartbeat". The heroine Julie climbed up to the fig tree and looked at the sunset in the distance. She said: "The scenery in the distance is so beautiful. The higher the place, the more beautiful the scenery, and the same goes for the people. The further you go, the better people you meet.

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So you don’t have to worry about the passer-by who doesn’t belong to you, and you don’t have to insist on taking the road to his heart. Take other, better roads to the distance, and you will discover the scenery of the future. It will be even more charming.

In this life, it is not uncommon to encounter love or sex. What is rare is to encounter understanding. There may be many people who say they love you, but there are not many people who really understand you. Very few.

Loneliness is the normal state of life. We are likely to be single for the rest of our lives. This is the common state of most people.

Even if we are with someone. When we are alone together, we will still end up alone, because it is impossible for us to find someone who can fully understand all your thoughts. In this sense, everyone is lonely

So don’t take it for granted. Being alone and growing old together is an inevitable thing in life, or it is 100% possible. It is really rare.

I think this is God. The gift given to us, we must first prepare to die alone, and then we will cherish every relationship we encounter even more.

Your loneliness, even if it fails. It's so glorious. If you can't find someone to fall in love with, it's okay to be alone. If your deep love is always betrayed, it doesn't matter if you spend the rest of your life alone.

May your story flow forever. Loneliness ends one day.