Real maturity is losing the desire to speak?

In my opinion, the world belongs to me and has nothing to do with others. There are very few people who really care about you except their closest relatives. Losing the desire to talk, being brave in loneliness and being strong in silence are signs of a person's maturity. We have lost the desire to talk, because we understand from the bottom of our hearts that it is a compulsory course for a person to mature to learn self-healing and self-commitment, to grow up in loneliness and to be strong in silence. Just as Audrey Hepburn's last words: "The most important thing is that people have the ability of self-repair, self-rejuvenation and self-redemption. Never expect anyone. " Real maturity is to be your own quiet ferryman.

Everyone has experienced countless setbacks, failures, misfortunes and hardships from childhood to maturity, and then slowly grow up. When we were young, we didn't know how to advance and retreat. We know everything, talk endlessly, and don't know how to converge. It's easy to get upset unconsciously. When we grow up, we understand that we should grasp the scale and boundaries in doing anything, so as not to hurt people or ourselves.

In the past, when we encountered troubles and setbacks, we would chat with friends or girlfriends, talk about wine and drink, and get drunk to solve our worries. Girls and girlfriends go shopping together, buy buy buys, eats and plays. After a simple meal, I basically recovered. With the growth of age, after experiencing a lot of things, you will lose the desire to talk, and you will only hide your grievances in your heart and swallow your tears. You will never find someone who will chat with you all night, because you are afraid of being disturbed and disappointed.

When I was young, I always drank in the name of eating, entertained in the name of drinking, and played in the name of entertainment ... After that, I went home, and the steps began: complaining about water, all kinds of hardships, understanding, having to work, and then falling asleep naturally. Please eat when you are in good health, and I will drink in the name of eating. I don't know when it started. There seems to be no such program after the age of 30. I'm so bored with everything now, I don't know who to talk to, and others don't care what they think of me.

This is probably maturity. What do you think is the sign of your maturity?