How are you doing now after you failed in the postgraduate entrance examination?

Now, two years ago, I cried when I looked at the results of the postgraduate entrance examination. I applied to a 985 school, but I only got 57 points in English. At that moment, I knew I was hopeless, because I had never scored below 60 in this school. At the same time, those friends who took the postgraduate entrance examination with me have also confirmed that they can enter the second interview. At that time, there was a sense of loss and guilt, which was particularly sensitive. I always felt that others came to see my jokes until my senior called me and suggested that I try to adjust. I started to have a new direction and now I work in a company. I don't think my previous failures have affected me, but I have become stronger.