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Here is an article for you. I hope you have confidence in yourself.

Heaven one meter away.

In the dark, we groped for the door to heaven. Once, we all thought it was far away. After one fall, two trips and three collisions, our confidence is easy to despair in helplessness, collapse in despair and slack off in collapse. However, one day, we finally saw what heaven looked like. Looking back at the starting point, it is only one meter away.

In mid-February, 2003, the day before the start of the second half semester of senior three, I wrote my motto on N posts, and posted it everywhere-"If the sky falls and hits the Sri Lankan people, you must first suffer from their bones and muscles and starve their flesh." I always believe that as long as I work hard now, even if it is very bitter, as long as I endure it, the future will be brilliant. This idea is not only mine, but also every senior three student's. We all know what it means to enter a famous university in today's society and what it means to fail in the list.

Teachers generally believe that only exams can truly reflect our existing learning level, so exams are more and more difficult. When I didn't break 90 points (full mark 150) in mathematics several times in a row, I began to feel the beginning of the nightmare. Math has never been my strong point, and scores often jump up and down, which is enough to scare people to death. When I decided to choose liberal arts, more than one experienced teacher once taught me, "If you choose liberal arts, you must be good at math, because in liberal arts, there is often no gap, only one math can keep your position." However, I didn't care about such persuasion at that time. At this moment, in the face of the test paper full of red crosses, I almost despair and don't want to see the numbers again. I can't imagine how to knock on my ideal door with an unbroken math score.

At this time, the results of Fudan's extra points arrived, and my relatives and friends thought that I was confident enough to be admitted to this university. However, I can't be confident in the face of terrible math scores. When I woke up in the middle of the night, I repeatedly asked myself: Where was the confident "I" a few months ago? I think I may have lost her. In those days, I frantically looked for someone to find a math tutor everywhere. I went to class by car alone, and then in the dark night, I walked alone through the long street without street lights.

At this time, the United States finally opened fire on Iraq, which was unwilling to be lonely. When the head teacher went to the office, we turned on the TV in the classroom and watched the live war movies excitedly. I thought my life had been adjusted a lot, but I didn't expect that there would be more political materials, and "hegemonism, power politics, national sovereignty and foreign policy" would be black. So my friend complained that Bush could not go to war in three months, and I said that American soldiers would be familiar with it in three months. Everyone comforted each other in self-mockery, and then continued to study hard.

The first mock exam, I ushered in a depressed state. The result is naturally not good. According to the ranking in the district, I can only enter East China University of Political Science and Law. This prediction makes me extremely disappointed. Since childhood, Fudan has always occupied a very important position in my heart, which is my dream, ideal and pursuit.

After the mock exam, all kinds of extra-point exams in universities poured in. My father took me to take the "Hua Zheng" exam. He said it was to leave a way out, but what I value more is my extra points in Fudan. I told myself to believe in myself first. Call me a senior admitted to Fudan University. She said that the college entrance examination is actually just a hurdle. When you walk past, you will find that this is all. However, I now feel that this hurdle is so long and rugged.

In April, a superstar changed from the 24th floor to a butterfly. I grew up watching his movies and listening to his songs. I never thought that such an easy jump in the world would make me feel the impermanence of life and add despair to my heart.

During this period, the whole world suddenly began to pay attention to mental health, and "depression" appeared in the media. A friend said, in fact, we are the people who should be most concerned about psychology, and the suicide rate after the college entrance examination is the most horrible. But nobody cares about us. The teacher said that our main task now is reading.

A month later, my mind almost returned to study. People are forgetful animals, what's more, the college entrance examination is their own life trend after all, and the one that passed away has nothing to do with themselves after all.

I have been busy making friends with numbers for months. Every day, no matter how much homework I have on that day and how late I finish it, I am strict about how many pages I must complete to study the topic paper. If I am lazy and don't finish, I will cross the paper with scarlet. This method is very useful, because when I was doing my homework at my desk the next day, those forks stung my eyes very hard, reminding me of my heartache when I failed. I also posted some horrible math papers everywhere in my room, and those shameful scores can motivate me very effectively.

I don't know whether the training in recent months has worked, or whether the teacher made it easier for us to give us face. Anyway, in the subsequent exam, the score gradually became beautiful, and the problem of jumping up and down also changed, which made me very happy. But according to the class teacher, it is my better and better attitude that leads to the stability of my grades. I don't know what "mentality" really means, but self-confidence is indeed an indispensable thing. Sometimes people's self-confidence is supported by some very small things. A few failures in exams can almost destroy a person, but equally, several successes can rebuild confidence. I tried my best to conquer mathematics in those months, but now I think it may not be so effective psychologically, because I have made great efforts to conquer it, so I have absolute reason to believe that I can see the gains after my efforts. This "absolute rationality" endows the mind with great power.

I did well in the second mock exam in the city. In the liberal arts class, I climbed to the first position.

May should have been the last sprint, but after stretching for half a year, everyone began to get tired at this time. At this time, a veritable "uninvited guest"-"SARS" came to China and stirred up the water of our lives. The masks on the street are frightening, and the epidemic report in Beijing seems to be coming to the end of the world. The rumor that the college entrance examination was postponed was well compiled, and we were really excited for a long time, but the solemn statement of the Ministry of Education made us fall from the sky to the bottom. In this confusion, we were told by the teacher not to forget to study hard, make progress every day, check the thermometer when we have time, and wrap ourselves up in crowded places. This makes us feel a little bit excited without experiencing major events, and the boring study is swept away. We tried our best to find all kinds of beautiful masks from the stalls and wear them to show off in school. We also have a good reason not to drink boiled water, but to go to the grocery store to snap up the "fresh orange duo" rich in vitamin C.

But this happiness didn't last long, because the school soon gave us a big holiday and let us go home to review. When I got home, I suddenly felt at a loss. The next day, I slept until two o'clock in the afternoon, and then I wandered around alone for two days. Then I remembered that the teacher repeatedly told us to be nervous when we left, so I blamed myself. In order to curb my recklessness, I took the test paper off the wall, put on a look that "heaven and hell are only one step away, and success and failure are only a stone's throw away" and criticized "killing in Fudan". I pasted this scribbled couplet all over the room to warn myself. People sometimes use a certain sense of oppression to spur themselves, which is why Xiang Yu "burned his bridges".

Many friends said that the last review at home was a process of rising excitement, and now it is the most difficult time for me to remember. To tell the truth, by that time, there is nothing to look back on, and in fact, the overall situation has been set, and there is no power to save the sky in these short decades. But I have to convince myself of inertia in my body, sit at my desk and read books and do exercises in strict accordance with the examination time of the college entrance examination. On this day, I feel like a year, but subconsciously I hope that this "year" will pass as slowly as possible. During that time, I often couldn't sleep at night, and the joy after success and the pain after failure flashed alternately in my mind. After comparing the two, I can clearly hear my heartbeat and nervousness, and then I have to turn on the light to convince myself of my confidence in coming back to life before I can sleep peacefully. In the last few days, I felt like I was going crazy.

On June 7, 2003, the college entrance examination officially began. I can't remember the exact three days now, but the first day after taking the math exam is the most impressive and unforgettable. Mathematics is very difficult this year. Many of my friends left the examination room in despair after taking the math exam, and then brought this despair to the next four exams, infinitely doubling. Actually, I also did badly in the exam. On the way home, I was so cold that I almost lost my temperature. But I keep telling myself that there is only one bad thing, and I have no reason to give up like this. "Looking forward" is the best way, otherwise I will regret bringing depression to the later exam subjects.

Later, my grades came out, and my math was really as bad as I thought, but the other five subjects were normal, and several subjects were extraordinary. So the total score is not too ugly, and later I received the coveted admission notice.

Sitting in front of the computer today, I saw myself reappearing on the screen under the tap of my fingers in the past year. That feeling is very complicated. The college entrance examination will really make people grow up, and there are many feelings that can never be expressed in words. Only when you really walk through this road can you appreciate the taste. In that year, we often lamented that there was such a strange thing as "one exam will be fixed for life". However, when we relive those days, we will be slightly grateful. In this year, we tasted the ups and downs, cried and laughed, and in that tempering, we matured.

Looking back, it's really just a paradise one meter away. After that, you can embrace heaven and earth.