"Life is a gorgeous robe full of lice." Which novel of Zhang Ailing did this sentence come from? How to understand?

Please pay attention to the words "I found that I can't peel apples". After hard work, I learned to mend socks. I'm afraid of going to the barber shop, meeting guests and trying on clothes for the tailor. Many people tried to teach me to knit, but none of them succeeded. After living in a room for two years, I was at a loss to ask where the clock was. I went to the hospital for injections by rickshaw every day for three months, but I still didn't know the way. To sum up, in the real society, I am equal to a waste.

My mother gave me two years to learn to adapt to the environment. She taught me to eat; Wash clothes with soap powder; Practice walking posture; Look at people's glances; Remember to close the curtains after lighting; Study facial expressions in the mirror; Don't tell jokes without humor genius.

I show amazing stupidity in my common sense of dealing with people. My two-year plan is a failed experiment. My mother's painful warning didn't affect me except that my mind was out of balance. "

"In short, in the real world, I am equal to a waste.

I show amazing stupidity in my common sense of dealing with people. "

"The art of life, there is a part that I can't appreciate. I know how to watch Clouds in July, listen to Scottish soldiers playing bagpipes, enjoy rattan chairs in the breeze, eat salted peanuts, enjoy neon lights on rainy nights, and reach out from the double-decker bus to pick the green leaves at the top of the tree. "

As can be seen from the above text, Zhang is a person with keen quality consciousness, sensitivity and delicate psychology. So she realized the beauty of life, so she compared life to a gorgeous robe, but at the same time, because of her keen feeling, she is a lonely person, not long at communication, and also let her realize the ugliness of the world and the hardships of life, which are all essential things in life. Therefore, to love life, we must correctly understand and experience those hardships and sufferings.

Therefore, she said: "When no one handed over, I was full of joy in life." But I can't overcome this little distress for a day. Life is a gorgeous robe full of fleas. "