Kneel down and beg for "Seeds When Cherries Are Ripe"

Dear netizens: When I was in the second grade of junior high school, I watched a pornographic videotape at home, which led me to the path of no return for cheating and evil. (Parents, please note: Do not hide bad books or videos at home, because once your children find out and read them, your hard-earned education and your children’s future prospects will be ruined. And most parents don’t understand. It can be seen that the children born to evil parents will also take the path of evil under their influence)

In the second year of junior high school, I opened Pandora’s box of evil and my lust was raging. To what extent? I go to the toilet to wash my hands once a day, sometimes even three times a day. In the end, the genitals were bruised and bleeding. The toilet is the dirtiest place. I lost the most precious things in my life here and also absorbed the dirtiest air. After studying in the evening, I went home and took out the hidden pornographic video tapes in the living room while my family was sleeping and watched them slowly. Try it after reading it. Sometimes I just watch and play in the living room, making the floor dirty. I am already tired after studying in the evening. If I go back and do this again, my energy will be so low. As a result, my academic performance is always not improved. Although I sometimes study until very late at night, my efficiency is very poor. Although I was only a junior high school student at the time, I was completely possessed by evil spirits. I would become interested when I saw a woman's breasts or lower body.

When I was in high school, I didn’t know how to be alert at all. I often tell some dirty jokes to my classmates and call them "humorous". I don’t know how many students I led astray. I brought some dirty CDs to the dormitory and exchanged them with other students who had the same hobby. I get very close to classmates who are evil-minded, but I just can't get together with classmates who have good moral character and good grades. At that time, there was a video room next to the high school. The owner was a woman. She targeted our group of lusty teenagers and bought many pornographic CDs. I didn't dare to go see it at the time, but at the instigation of a few bad friends, I still went there despite being possessed by a demon. Once I saw it, I got out of hand and went almost every week. Sometimes I skipped school to go see a movie. One time I went riding a bicycle with a friend. When I was leaving the school gate, my knee hit the school gate and I was knocked hard. However, I was full of lust and dragged my leg with unbearable pain. . Sometimes I encounter students from other classes watching and have to queue up. The boss made a lot of money from us high school students.

Although I was divided into several classes in high school, I could still find like-minded friends in the class. In the dormitory, a pornographic book could be passed around many times. In those bookstores that stocked obscene books and periodicals, there was always a figure of me "studying hard" in a dark environment, and as a result, my eyes immediately became myopic. At this time, I still had constant hand pain, stones appeared in my body, and the pain was excruciating. I also developed hemorrhoids, which I was cut by a barefoot doctor. My stools were filled with blood for several days, but I still had hand pain when I was sick. The quality of my sleep is very poor. Hand ying before going to bed is a compulsory course for me. Sometimes I shake so hard on the bed that others can't sleep, and I use the hand towels used by others to wipe their faces.

In my senior year of high school, my mental state was almost gone, and I relied on health supplements to stay refreshed and fight fatigue. On the night of the college entrance examination, I still struggled and got into a second-rate university. I thought that if I didn't cheat, it wouldn't be a problem to get into a first-rate university. But evil is like a ruptured artery bleeding, consuming a lot of my blessings. At that time, I couldn't muster the energy to repeat my studies, so I went to a second-tier school.

University is a paradise of depravity. Many students with integrity in middle schools have degenerated one after another in university. Staying up late playing games, watching pornographic films, and knowing the names of actresses by heart. If you still watched or talked about it secretly in high school, then in college, it has definitely become public. In the dormitory, pornographic films were played so loudly that everyone in the building could hear them. A group of people gathered around the computer, staring intently and commenting. I was one of the pioneers. I didn’t have a computer when I was in high school, so I had to go to the video room outside. Now you can see it everywhere in Internet cafes. Those bosses who knew the needs of college students well downloaded it in advance and made it public in the evening.

I saw an article written by someone called "It's not that it's difficult for college students to find a job, it's that it's difficult to eliminate their careers." What it says makes sense. College students are ignorant and incompetent on campus, watching pornographic films, playing games, living together without marriage in pursuit of trivial happiness, and even having abortions. How can they find a good job after graduation? I'm one of those examples. At the beginning of my graduation year, I had skin allergies and red bumps all over my body. I was charged nearly 10,000 yuan by a dermatology hospital but could not be cured. The first half of the year was a critical moment for me to find a job after graduation, but I could only waste time in the ward. When I graduated and left school, my hemorrhoids recurred again. As a result, others happily went to work, while I stayed in the hospital for surgery. That year was unbearable to look back on. I failed in the postgraduate entrance examination, failed in the civil service examination, and had problems all over my body. It wasn’t until after graduation and after the summer vacation that my body returned to normal. But when I went to find a job, the day lilies were already cold.

I had no choice but to entrust the leadership of a provincial unit and find connections, but I could only do an internship in one unit. The person in charge of that unit clearly told me that it was impossible for me to stay in the company based on my school and academic qualifications. to their unit. As a result, I went out to look for a job less than a month after my internship. When my resume was posted online, regular employers didn't even look at it. However, an insurance company took notice of me and asked me to try it out. I went there with great joy, thinking it was a good job, but it turned out that I was selling insurance. I've always been dirty and introverted, and I'm not good at talking. How could I sell insurance? I haven't earned a penny in a few months, and I have to ask my family for living expenses. It's not easy for my parents to make money. I thought I could support myself after graduating, but I didn't expect that college would be the same as not having graduated from elementary school. I would be worse than a migrant worker who hadn't graduated from elementary school. Although they have lower academic qualifications, they still have strength. As for me, my body, which has been depleted by manipulation and evil for many years, lacks strength and ability. I ran around the city under the bright sun, knocking on doors in one building after another to sell insurance. I was scolded and looked down upon, but I couldn't sell insurance. I was so frustrated that I had no choice but to resign and go home.

This year, faced with an unbearable fate, I couldn’t help but think about my own life. One time when I went online, I came across the "Jie Xie Ying Net" and saw experiences similar to mine on the Internet, such as the drums at dusk and the bells in the morning waking me up. It is evil and manipulation that have caused my current situation. From then on, I tried my best to avoid evil. Although there were occasional recurrences in the middle, it was a good start after all. I took out all the video tapes and dirty CDs at home and destroyed them.

Later I learned about traditional culture through Jiexieying. It is incredible that a person who has been practicing evil for nearly ten years started to quit as soon as he was told to quit, and he became more and more diligent. In the second year after graduation, I still found a loss-making job, but as I continued to improve, I found a satisfactory job in the third year. My health improved a lot and I no longer suffered from constant pain. From then on, I straightened my waist and behaved as a human being. As I type these words now, I feel that I was a ghost before and am now a human being.

In today's society, the Internet, TV, newspapers, magazines and other media promote the word "ying", and everything must have a touch of lace or eroticism. There are no unbroken eggs under the overturned nest. Look at the people today. People are not like humans and ghosts are not like ghosts. They regard ugliness as beauty and are willing to fall. Women go for beauty treatments and plastic surgery, and spend thousands or tens of thousands on sexy clothes that don’t cover their body, in order to increase their so-called charm, go out on the streets to increase their return rate, and let men chase them and satisfy their needs. Poor sense of vanity. Men, the rich ones, go to prostitutes, keep mistresses, use money to buy women's bodies, use them to vent their sexual desires, and even use them as the pursuit of life; the powerful ones, use their power to play with women, show off and compete with each other to see how many women they have... …

I tell you as someone who has experienced it, if you want to quit cheating and evil, don’t even look at pornographic things, study traditional culture often, read books by saints and sages, and practice hard, you will definitely If you can quit, jump out of the pit of lust, and give yourself a pure life.