Don't let jokes

1. I won't say I'm just a child anymore, because I've really grown up.

When I fell to the ground on that rainy day. I finally understand that I have really grown up.

At that time, the child who only cried for his parents when he was in trouble finally walked out of my world.

That day, for a moment, I wanted to burst into tears. But I just pushed the car up and walked on with my friends with a smile.

I know that even if I cry, in the eyes of others, it is just a joke.

As I get older, I gradually begin to understand many things that you once took for granted.

You must give up when you grow up. Otherwise, you may become a joke in the eyes of others.

It may also be one of the many losers in this world.

I went to the classroom that day and found my hand hurt.

I can't say it's dripping blood, but it's the most serious injury on my hand.

But I am just a person, quietly cleaning up the fine sand and blood, and then continue to do my own thing.

No matter how painful, I will be silent. I think, in the future, I won't say that I am just a child.

Because I really grew up.

? 2. When I want to cry, I am used to hiding in my room to recall the past.

School life has taught me one thing.

No matter what you have experienced and what your mood is, you will only share the pain or happiness by yourself.

Therefore, the silly girl who would talk to her friends about something in those years slowly learned to bury all her worries in her heart.

I didn't cry in front of others because I was sad. I won't show off in front of others because I am happy.

I know all I have is myself.

So, I learned to put on a mask called strength for myself. Stand in the crowd and let them slowly drown themselves.

Girl, you should always remember that many times, your vulnerability is just a comedy in the eyes of others.

"If you have anything sad, just say it and make me happy." Girl, never underestimate the inner meaning of this sentence.

So, when you want to cry, just stay in the room alone. You should believe that you have the ability to handle your life well.

Girl, have you ever been in love? Have you ever tasted pain?

Some time ago, I experienced a short love. At that time, we couldn't even laugh at the failure.

But now, I'm over it. Girl, have you ever experienced love?

A long time ago, I was fascinated by the perfect love in fairy tales.

But I forgot that the end of every fairy tale was written as pure fiction.

I know that in this real society, even people's hearts are black, how can there be pure and long-lasting love?

I am a person full of flaws, so I feel extremely inferior. Once you have it, it's hard to let it go.

Even if those things don't belong to you anymore.

So, this time, I am proud of myself, because I finally learned to let go.

Many people will say that love is a joke.

However, I think every love is a gift, at least you have been enjoying it.

So, even after breaking up, I am still so miserable.

But now, I am still grateful for the happy time I spent.

At that time, I didn't hate you or alienate you.

Not because I still love you, but because I let go of this love and no longer love.

Girl, have you ever experienced love? Have you ever tasted pain? If the answer is yes, then, do you understand what I mean?

My life is getting more and more lonely, but I believe that I am still bright.

Although I was so eager at first, the more I grew up, the more I understood.

The warmth your family gives you is the happiness you don't want to be away from in your life.

I am not good-looking, my figure is not good, my study is not excellent, and my personality is not kind.

But this is the real me, maybe I will be doomed to be lonely, maybe I will attract a lot of resentment.

But I can't change it. You can dislike me or hate me.

But please don't hurt me secretly. I hate behind-the-scenes comments and unfounded rumors.

Well, even if it makes my life more lonely, I believe I am still bright.

Because I still have the old me.

Girl, don't cry, don't be sad, and don't show your vulnerability in front of others.

You see, others are not as happy as you, and you must be happier than her.

Your pain, your vulnerability and your sadness can only be because of yourself, and have nothing to do with others.