As a medical student, what's the feeling of the first autopsy?

The first autopsy was in a local anatomy class.

Anatomy is on the floor 1 of the laboratory building, and the heating in the classroom is not good. When I was lying on the stainless steel cabinet in class, I didn't know that the stainless steel rectangular cabinet could be opened until the third class. Inside, it was the body.

I remember that I dozed off in the last class and slept directly on it for a short time. ...

When I dissected it for the first time, I felt a little uncomfortable. First, the smell of formalin is too strong for people to bear; Secondly, we have a strange feeling when we think that there is a body under our textbook.

Thank those who have made important sacrifices for my medical career! stand in silent tribute ...

When dissecting a corpse, eight students took one corpse and two scalpels at a time. Our group is a middle-aged male corpse, fat and complete. It was so complete that by the end of the semester, we had dissected him and didn't even know how he died. ...

The whole body skin is intact, and all organs are intact. How did you die? Is it acute myocardial infarction or cerebral hemorrhage?

In fact, there is nothing special when actually dissecting a corpse. It may be that too many small animals have already finished their bedding before doing animal experiments. Sometimes, some groups dissect slowly, so that at night, there are only a few people left in the huge laboratory, and there are more bodies than students, but there is nothing to be afraid of.

Sometimes when you calm down, you will feel that what he left you can't be repaid in the next life. When your heart is calm, you will feel that even if you meet a ghost, you are still a good ghost ... When you can't find a nerve, I prayed several times for the corpse to move by itself and tell me where that nerve is. ...

In the middle of the semester, I once passed by the school forensic center and saw an autopsy, so I went to see it. It turned out that our teacher was doing it, and I was shocked! Autopsy is really completely different from autopsy (I don't want to describe it ...). The family members are waiting outside the door with a serious, frightened and complicated expression, which can still be clearly seen today.

I think this incident has left some shadows on me. Later, when I was in ethics class or talking about medical disputes, whenever I talked about autopsy, I would think of that scene: that day, it was really cold, and the body was just lying on the stage. ...

I am glad that I settled in the pediatrics department of the hospital later.

When I first showed my dead newborn baby to my family in the hospital, I tried my best to make the child smile. Finally, I succeeded. Mom and dad cried into tears. I stood by, at a loss. Finally, I cried ... I don't know why ... Later, one of our nurses pulled me aside. Later, the superior doctor criticized me; Later, this kind of thing never happened again.

I think I have some immunity to corpses.