Hangzhou Diary: Tears are the catalyst for growth.

On the day I arrived in Hangzhou, it began to snow in this city.

The next day, I opened the curtains, all white and lovely. I only brought sneakers, so I walked to the subway station in the snow with two pairs of socks.

I am carefully afraid of falling down and want to stick more snow particles on my body.

Can't bear to walk back with an umbrella?

Walking? Walking? Suddenly, I have a feeling that Han Yu's preface to seeing Ma Sheng off in Dongyang "drags on, walking in a deep mountain canyon, poor in winter and a few feet deep in snow".

In these days in Hangzhou, every day is "work at sunrise and return at sunset".

I am more and more familiar with Yan Sang and Qin Sang, and I like them from the bottom of my heart.

Listen to Louis Vuitton SoundWalk in Shu Qi: Hong Kong, which has been repeated over and over again in the first half, is really a Hong Kong-flavor elf.

In the second half, I listened to Ma's radio program with headphones on every night? The time of a story is to ride a bicycle through the bottom of two bridges and turn a corner to get to your place.

There is a dog with a broken leg in the nearby construction site. When he went out this morning, the last time he saw it was across the street? It? Jump, jump, jump.

I said "? There are many small classrooms on our floor. You can hear different foreign languages by passing different doors? "

We laugh and remain silent occasionally?

This is a small world, with some small "ambitions"

2. 13.20 18

I called my mother for an hour at noon.

Then I took a hot bath.

The toilet water is slow, so you are standing on the stagnant water to get dressed? Walk into the room barefoot?

No bath towel and no hair dryer.

Fortunately, the weather in Hangzhou is sunny.

This weekend is the last weekend in Hangzhou.

I squatted barefoot on the balcony trying to dry my hair.

Then go downstairs to the noodle restaurant at the traffic lights.

Buy a bowl of 16 piece of braised pork noodles.

When I was nineteen years old, I went to class in the snow for the first time and lived alone for the first time.

My life is not as regular as I thought.

I have no particularly bad heart.

On the contrary, I happily escaped from everything I had to worry about, hiding in this Xiaotian yard alone and enjoying my inner entanglement and joy.

2.5.20 18

When I came back today, I went to the shopping mall at the exit of the subway station to buy makeup remover.

I also began to smear my face.

Learn to be an adult.

You don't need to sneak in the corridor when you were a child and walk in a hurry in mom's high heels.

Don't be afraid to be seen wearing lipstick by your mother.

I painted my makeup at home and asked my parents.

"Give it a good look?" (Does it look good? )

Today, I wore a new dress with the words "Fool me once, but not twice" on my chest to class.

The teacher said with a smile that you found out? Who told me that the mirror in the fitting room was upside down? Say "I don't care" in my heart.

But he blushed when he translated? This should be the truth in a fool's heart.

Who ate jiaozi with salted egg yolk stuffing? In the twilight, I embraced Mulberry and Qin Sang, and merged into the people after work in this city.

The subway 1 line is still so crowded.

I am very happy to speak ungrammatical loanwords.

Shaking one's head, enjoying the youth that only children in school uniforms can have.

The golden age is coming.

2.8.20 18

Lost the clown fish lip gloss the day before yesterday?

A friend gave it to me a long time ago? Been with me for a long time and have been to many places.

When chatting with a friend, she said she forgot.

I found it in the noodle restaurant I often go to the next day.

Some regrets are also covered up by the joy of finding them back.

People always do this. What did you say?

There is no absolute sadness, and there is no absolute happiness.

Just like when you cry, you can't help laughing when your brother tells you jokes?

Just got off the subway station and said goodbye to Yan Sang and Qin Sang?

Because it was a little cold, when I bent down to ride a bike, I suddenly found that I rode very fast.

Maybe you know how to bend down humbly or bend down hard to do anything, so that you can finish it quickly.

Will soon fly in the night wind.

128 I arrived when the car entered the community.

When I got downstairs, my mobile phone was dead and I couldn't turn on the access control charging treasure. Is there any strength left?

While waiting for the phone to turn on, I went to the supermarket to get a small amount of cash to buy chocolate and vanilla soda cookies that I have been eating recently?

The phone never turned on, just as someone went out of the building, he took the opportunity to get into the door.

Today, the children in the sports lottery shop downstairs are singing out-of-tune songs with loudspeakers.

The lyrics seem to say that we have dreams and hopes today.

I think of the muddy ice on the stairs.

? Finally, there is the reluctant snow in Hangzhou this winter.

I went out late in the morning and was in a bad mood.

I saw a stranger send a message saying

"I'm looking for a lover. Are you willing to associate with me on the premise of lovers? "

Is loneliness like this? ? Will I be so eager for company one day? I don't know

I thought I would be lonely for a while, but tomorrow I will be as happy as a fool and meet too many interesting people.

Emotional hysteria is always very tired?

Fortunately, there are variety shows and TV series, which will never make people feel emotional fatigue if they continue to play.

In the afternoon, my mood returned. I continued to learn to talk to Qin Sang, which made Qin Sang laugh.

They were embarrassed at the thought that I marked the wrong phonetic symbol in class yesterday. Although I was sorry, I couldn't help laughing.

The meeting between people is always beautiful. I never thought I would be so comforted and cared for, and I never thought I would be so far away and strange.

I think I can be happier and braver?

It was only last night that I suddenly thought of hugging my mother and squeezing her hand that I really wanted to go home.

If you think she is wordy, you will never learn the tenderness behind her.

10.2.20 18

The girl voice of the child on the bus said to his father

? "20 18 is a new year, and I am one year older."

This morning, I fried two eggs I bought on the first day and began to pack them.

An hour later, it became the same as the first day, except for the warm room temperature.

There is still a little time before class. Turn off the light and lie arm in arm with the luggage. Fifteen minutes later, the solitary life is over.

Sang he arrived here laughing and talking with his classmates and teachers?

I didn't know she called an ambulance to the hospital until I was joking with Yansang.

It's really enviable to meet such a person after Qin Sang and Yan Sang spent the night together.

When the class was over at noon, Yansang's father had already arrived by plane.

Some love reacts faster than expected, and sometimes it is too easy to get? And it is easy to be ignored.

I remember the first time we sat down in the noodle restaurant, a mulberry sat opposite me, quietly crying.

"She has been trying not to cry," Qin Sang told me?

Now Yansang's nose looks as red as yesterday.

In the afternoon, it was just me and Qin Sang.

Say it at dinner?

"We are really sorry for our parents far away."

When we think about our dreams, we can't see the distance between us and our parents.

And when I left my parents, one day I dreamed that I would never catch up with that last look again.

When I think of mulberry, it's her. She just wiped her tears while eating fried rice with red fluffy eggs.

I think, physical exhaustion is already torturing her, and she feels uncomfortable in her heart. Besides the pain, she also feels guilty about her father.

It's okay, no matter how far away you are, your parents will come to your side.

Let's try harder, Sansan. Now, whether it is pain or happiness, everything will make us understand that tears in life are also catalysts for growth.

I remember five years ago, because of contradictions, I suddenly flew back from Beijing alone and fled like a refugee? A person almost missed the plane at the boarding gate?

My mother received my call and had to ask for leave. She took a small business car to drive more than 200 kilometers to meet me at the airport.

In order to catch the last bus home and take a motorcycle in the other direction, we crossed the road from the railing higher than people. I remember my mother struggling to climb over the railing for me.

In the dark, when Mo's master was desperate to drive us to the bus stop.

I told myself that I couldn't let her down.

I always thought my mother was the bravest person in the world.

Never pessimistic about life? Never said why I gave up.

If she knew later, she would have worked so hard for me. Even if she was not understood sometimes, would she have given birth to me?

I have made many assumptions about life, from the first person to the end of the first person, forgetting the meaning of this life to my parents.

Once I didn't understand that my ailing mother gave up her distant sister An, now I seem to understand the truth that I can't say.

When you were born, they gave you two thirds of your life. The biggest expectation is that for your future, you will become afraid of getting sick?

Home? The new year is getting longer and longer. After a period of rest, everything will continue on the journey.

Ah hun