I married an older woman with an annual salary of one million, and then I knew what regret was. If I had known, I wouldn't have got married. What should I do?

If I were given another chance to choose, I don't think I would make such a decision. Of course, there is no regret medicine in this world. So, I can only make a hypothesis now, but I know that the situation is not so bad, and it is still possible to divorce.

I was born in a rural family. Although my IQ is not worse than others, I have a hard injury, that is, I feel much worse than others. In fact, this sense of inferiority has existed since childhood. I don't want my friends to know where I live, how many brothers and sisters I have and what my parents do.

I know that the environment I live in is what they call the middle of a slum. My parents didn't respond to the family planning in those years. I also have two sisters and one sister. My mother's job is to wash and cook for our big family. Of course, she does this without any economic income. My father works in a timber factory from morning till night.

I had this deep sense of inferiority before puberty. Before that, my childhood was happy, but this inexperienced happiness soon passed. As soon as adolescence arrived, my self-esteem exploded and I suddenly felt that I couldn't hold my head in front of others.

At that time, I fell in love with a girl in my class, but I knew that I was basically not in her eyes. Maybe years later, she basically remembers me. At that time, I was stable and poor, and felt that I was basically not qualified to chase that girl.

In the later days, I didn't pursue anyone either. Although I have liked a few nice girls, I know I have to make the living conditions at home better, change to a better living environment, and then save some money for my parents, so that I can bring back the girls I like.

Because I have dreamed about this scene countless times in my mind, I took my beloved girl home. As a result, she saw my family and immediately turned and left. I am afraid of such a scene, so I will die in embarrassment.

It was not until my friends and classmates got married one after another that I realized that if I dream like this again, I am afraid that this generation will only be single.

At that time, I once knew that a man could not win by himself, and many men also won by women. So I came up with the idea of changing my destiny with marriage. At the same time, because my parents are old, I don't want to see them suffer any more, and I hope they can live a good life for me for a few days.

I still remember when the introducer found me, she said that she knew two nice girls. One is a little girl who just graduated. She is not beautiful, but she is gentle, sensible and obedient. The only thing that is not good is that her family is very bad, even worse than me. The other is a woman three years older than me. She should be called a leftover woman. Although she is not beautiful, she is very talented at work. Because of work, she hasn't had a boyfriend in recent years.

When the introducer informed me that the annual salary of older women was one million, I no longer hesitated and chose to meet directly. I suddenly feel that she can save me, whether I will be bullied or not in this relationship, but at least I can look up in front of my friends. It is much better for her to give me any chance at will than for me to struggle alone.

Of course, there are older women who look down on me, but she says I am not ugly and my personality has passed. As for work and making money, she confidently told me that it would definitely make me turn over a new leaf.

I don't know if my marriage is a business, but all these years of hope have been fulfilled. Our wedding, my family paid 10 thousand, and she took 100 thousand herself, so our inequality began from that moment.

I think so, too. She said that she didn't dislike me, but informed me with practical actions. Deep down, she still looks down on me. Later, I finally realized that my first choice was wrong, and it could be said that it was bring disgrace to oneself.

She never takes me to her classmates' parties. She always says that there is no family in the party between classmates, but as long as I know, I can't take it in her eyes. She is worried that I will expose my inner humbleness in my speech and behavior. Because she always corrects my words, when I am not very sure and confident, she always tells me what to do in a teacher's tone. After several attempts, she was still dissatisfied.

She was tough on me, and she was nice to my family at first, but once, when she was talking to my parents, she accidentally exposed her heart. My sister is married to a foreign country, and my parents have never come to see her. After her second child was born, they decided to visit her.

My wife said, don't let the old people take the hard-seat train, so she booked two air tickets online. My parents seldom go out and never fly. Their hands holding tickets have nowhere to put, and even tremble. They repeatedly asked me about the flight process, and I told them again and again, but they were still worried that they would make some jokes because they didn't understand.

After repeated persuasion, the wife finally lost patience. She said that if she really didn't know where to go, she would call the security guard at the airport for help. If she misses the plane, she will come back and take the train again. Don't be so flustered.

My parents heard impatience from her words, and they also knew that a woman with an annual income of millions basically looked down on our family. If it weren't for her ugliness, she might not choose me.

I saw the sadness in my parents' eyes. Like two children who made mistakes, they became more and more at a loss. My heart hurts. Originally, I thought that my parents would be happier because of me if I found such a woman, but they lived in fear and fear than before.

In this marriage, I have always been lonely, and I have never had a good chat with her, because I don't know what to talk to her, and I don't know whether she is willing to understand my heart, but I can be sure that everything about me seems to interest her, because no matter what I say or do, she always wants to correct me.

There is no quarrel or conflict between us. Because I am constantly forbearing and compromising, I know that this is basically not a good marriage. I'd rather we fought fiercely for it once than once.

I know, actually, she basically doesn't like me. At first, she just married for the sake of marriage. When there was no more suitable candidate, I became her only choice, but she never looked up to me. I thought marriage could save me, but it made me more humble and lonely.