Be a bad guy, good guys have no future

Forgive me, I am a social person; forgive me, I am an authentic vulgar person, the kind of person who cannot tolerate vulgarity. But what can be done? This is probably the only way for a person like me who wants looks but no appearance, and mood but no sentiment.

I used to be a good person, and a person who put my emotions first. She was once as gentle as water and so kind that she had no principles. So I entered the besieged city by mistake, and I thought I finally had our own light. But I never thought that there were many people living in the city, and my arrival only made it more crowded.

I once got into a fight because I wanted to eat at a roadside stall. I was scolded when I wanted to play with a 10-yuan claw machine. I was banned from eating fried ice at a night market. I think it can make me happy. Happy things, I was forced to give up on those days when the whole family had to pay off debts. Although in fact we are fully capable of paying, he just thinks it is a waste. During that period, I was inexplicably envious of the older man and a young woman who passed by me because he bought her a fried ice. At that time, I wanted him to buy me a fried ice. I might just walk away with him without hesitation. Maybe those forbidden joyless days are really going to bring me down. And I have truly seen what it means to have two different lives before and after marriage.

Later, when I accidentally learned that he lent money to other people, I burst into tears silently. From now on there is silent anger and deep complaints. From then on, it seemed to have taken root here, and it would hurt from time to time, and I would also make trouble for no reason. From then on, being careless and petty became synonymous with me. Please play me a song called "Too Wrongful" backstage and let me squeeze out a few tears. (wry smile)

You said that your eldest niece is going to college and I want to support her. I said yes, you don’t need to tell me about this kind of thing in the future, I don’t want to know. (I’m actually dissatisfied. Her family has a car, a house, and savings. She even earned tens of thousands during the holidays this year. We don’t have a car, a mortgage, and no savings. I’m not as good as others and have to support them. Haha! It’s like a joke.) Mine Consideration, my frugality, my understanding are more like a joke at this time. I said, you are so stingy with me and so generous to others. You smiled and said, I am too stingy, tomorrow is Valentine's Day, buy two clothes, and I will make it up to you later. (Compensation, dizzy with laughter, do you think I am still the ignorant girl I once was? I have long lost the ability to hear love) So, I received a red envelope and opened it for 100 yuan. As expected, I was not disappointed. It's just that I have the urge to get out of this wall even if I'm lying down.

We had a quarrel, but you said we were our own people

We ran out of money, and you said we were saving money

Listen, listen, I thought I could keep it The clouds are clearing and the moon is bright, but I never thought that that day would come. If you keep at it, you will find that you might as well be the Tarzan next door.

So I don’t want to be a good person anymore, and please don’t give me the good person card. Whoever wants to do it can do it. I just want to be selfish, live my own life, and be a vulgar person. Draw exquisite costumes, wear appropriate clothes, eat sweet and sour fish (I actually asked for this, ugh╯﹏╰, facepalming), step on my hatred and do what I want to do. Even if they are called selfish, what about bad people? It's better than being an aggrieved ghost with you. Life is your own, and no one will pay for your youth.