A letter to dad in heaven

After my father died, many words can only be written in letters and confided to my father in heaven. Below I have compiled a letter to my heavenly father for your reference.

A letter to dad in heaven.

Dear Dad:

Hello! Lonely children write to you again. Can you see it?

I have been in Beijing for a long time, but I still haven't found a suitable job. However, I want to live strong. I hid in the rented hut all day, listening to sad music, crying again and again, kneeling before God to tell my dissatisfaction. Although I'm not hungry anymore, I still have to run for my life, you know? I always thought I lived a different life, you should be able to see that! Why don't you help me?

Do you know that?/You know what? Do you know that?/You know what? I have been living a life of begging for alms. I don't want to do this, dad, you know what? I don't want this! But what can we do? I feel my face is very hot, very hot, just like a fire burning on my face. I really want to find a crack in the ground and never face such a world again. Why can't you show up and point out the children? My son really doesn't know how to live and survive in the future. Would you like to see your child helpless? Why not play the role of father to the end? What about when children can stand on their own feet?

Dad, I hate you, I hate you, I hate you for leaving me in this world!

Yes, there are many people who help me in Beijing. They help me in my life, but what I want is not money, not money, but affection and care, you know? Always alone, I'm going crazy, crazy! Every day is in a daze, but I have to pretend as if nothing has happened and live freely in front of people. I really don't want to live like this, and I don't want to pretend to be myself anymore. I want to die, but I must remember your words, live well and live well!

Whenever the days of loneliness, worry, sadness and missing you come together, I will stand there quietly and cry, smoke hard, turn on the radio and let myself fall down slowly. However, I hope to see your figure in the fog and see that I can stand side by side with you, always taller than you. I hope to hear what you can say to me, but there is nothing, and I hate you more.

A happy child lives next door to me. He is enjoying the affection and love that a child should enjoy. His parents also pour the most important feelings in the world into their children, and his mother also feeds them the most precious and sweet milk in the world. Although I have never sucked my mother's milk, I still know that it is a kind of happiness. How did I grow up? As long as I can remember, I was stealing other babies' milk powder and was scolded by the nanny. Of course, I also grew up with the ridicule of normal children of the same age and some meager care you took the time to give me. Is this in line with the normal logic of life? I ask you, you answer me.

On one occasion, Aunt Zhang, Aunt Wu and Aunt Chen told me this: less than the top, more than the bottom; Now that you are an adult, you can stand on your own feet. You should be grateful. Yes, I'm really happy, but are these useful? Family? Instead? I have traveled too many identical roads and tried too many ups and downs. I should have been strong, but, dad, you should be able to imagine who I should talk to when I am wronged and deceived in society. I can only punch myself in the mouth and swallow the blood into my stomach; Where should I go when I should have a family for my holiday? The welfare home has lost the feeling of home and is no longer warm; There are only two people in Yongji's hometown: my mother and my grandfather. I don't want my mother and grandfather to spend all the money they usually save on me, because they want me to have a good year. Going to my aunt or sister's house that once cared about me will bring inconvenience to others. The most important thing is that I am not a member of that family. I spent the Spring Festival in XX in the street. There are no stars in the sky in Taiyuan. I can only compare street lamps and fireworks to stars to remind me of my deep thoughts. I won't feel cold when I wear the military coat you gave me in winter. Sitting in front of the luxury hotel, I realized that the dreams of the little girl selling matches in fairy tales were all true. Although I still have more than 30 yuan on me, I know that this is the cost of calling my mother, uncle and aunt for the New Year, and the rest is what I need urgently.

After every festival, I feel lonely. I watched the Spring Festival in 2005 and spent it at Aunt Wu's house in Beijing. I'm no longer wandering, and Aunt Wu is particularly concerned about me, but I'm still not satisfied, because I want you, and I want to spend a father-son year with you, even if it's only a short time.

After a longer journey than children of the same age, I realized that every little thing in front of me must be faced and solved by myself. However, the complexity of society makes it impossible for me to distinguish between good and evil and sadness and joy. Dad, I don't know what kind of road I will take in the future. But my son hopes that your light in my heart will never go out.

Your son: Pingping.

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Letter to Dad in Heaven Part II

Dear Dad:

Today, I write this letter to you with great sadness. Although you left me forever six days ago, I still have a lot to say to you, which makes me deeply blame myself and feel guilty! Tragedy happened 12 days after your 65th birthday. How cruel! Calculate carefully, I haven't spent the Spring Festival with you for seven years. I never remember when your birthday is; I never went home on August 15. You haven't told me many times about your fracture in the hospital. When I got home, I saw you hugging you, only to know that you fell into the canal where the house was built, with a cerebral hemorrhage and a broken arm. You told everyone not to tell me, for fear that I would be in a hurry to delay my work ...? Father loves mountains, and mother love the water? ! After all this, I realized that my father loves me and loves me. He left happiness and happiness to me and pain to himself. You loved me so selflessly and ignored me. I am such an unfilial daughter! You have been a learned person since you were a child. It says in my notebook: As long as you never give up your goal, that is the secret of success! But I never care what you say to me. Looking back when I grow up, I realize how important this sentence is. It is the truth that you summed up through practice. I have heard from my neighbors that you are high flyers since I was a child, and I never took it seriously. I didn't know until I grew up that my father was the only high flyers admitted to Guangdong First Military Medical University. No wonder his brilliant medical skills brought so many patients back to life. A drop of water can reflect the brilliance of the sun, and a small thing can certainly reflect a person's character. When SARS came, you volunteered to sit in the SARS clinic regardless of your old age and retirement, and let my neighbors see my nephew, and my mother stayed away. Later, you won the fight against SARS, and you were praised as a hero in the province. The governor met you and gave you a trophy. Henan Daily made an exclusive interview, but when Dad came back, he put these precious prizes in the cupboard and kept them from outsiders. He said to me meaningfully: these are all in the past, and we have to look forward. You are always so obscure, indifferent to fame and fortune, and never express your implicit feelings for your daughter directly. Every time I take part in a performance or competition, my father always says, "You have to practice again. There are too many experts. You have to work hard to win the prize!" " I didn't understand. Why does my father never praise me? Always say to others when I am not present: "My daughter won the first prize in the speech contest again and won the prize all over the country!" It is not easy! We don't have any official relatives, but we didn't help her. We rely on ourselves! " That tone, that smile, brilliant and gratifying! But I always hear my uncles say: Swallow, your father has high hopes for you! You are your father's best hope. You must live up to expectations! ? Perhaps this implicit fatherly love is the real driving force that can really get me out of the mountains and onto the national stage. Now I understand that love really doesn't need more words. ......

My sister and I are my father's only two daughters. If I don't have a son in the countryside, I will be laughed at, but my father always tells others that I have two daughters. What are you afraid of? Daughters are more useful and filial than sons, so I don't believe that daughters are better than boys! This is to make my mother happy, and also to encourage me to argue with my sister and not let others laugh, so I have been like a boy since I was a child, and I will never give up everything and let my parents treat me as a son. We are also very competitive and well-known in our respective industries. Everyone who meets my parents says that you two girls are better than boys! Every time I hear this father's eyes, there is always a proud smile This year, I served as the producer and host of my own column "Everyday Food" in the TV station, and was assigned by the TV station to participate in the advanced seminar on TV program planning and production organized by China Radio and Television Association. I was recognized in front of the excellent TV people in the country. I studied tirelessly after a long drought, and finally passed the exam and got the qualification certificate of TV production planning. I also signed up for the National Charity Angel Competition. With years of stage experience, she ranks in the top two in the comprehensive evaluation of literary talent and kindness, successfully passes the preliminary and semi-finals, and is about to enter the final. When I called my father to tell you, you said: you are not young, and there are not many opportunities. Let go and fight again! After listening to my father's words, I am more eager to show my true skills and win glory for my father! My composition "Country Broadcaster" and my speech "Lighting Life with Love" were warmly applauded by the judges and contestants, and the judges on the court sometimes burst into tears for my emotional speech. Sometimes I laugh at my funny performances; Sometimes I applaud my songs and dances warmly; I know very well in my heart that in fact, my father gave me all this, and you love me so much! How happy you will be to see your daughter's achievements today! However, all this has become an imagination, impossible, my father is in the grave! Open your eyes and see that your daughter has grown up, which has won you glory. Your daughter must stand on the stage of the champion and present you with the trophy. You are the real hero behind the scenes!

Influenced by my father, I never admit defeat in anything since I was a child. I have to do something before I give up! However, something unexpected happened at the critical moment when I made the program sample and led the film review. 1at noon on October 9, I got a call from my sister saying that my father was going to die! My legs are getting weaker and my heart is pounding! Father, the news that you fell to the ground and died while helping your neighbor pick hawthorn was like a bolt from the blue. You and I haven't sat down and talked together for almost two years. Usually, we just greet each other by phone. I hate that you are too wordy and impatient to answer your instructions. Because of my work, I often stay away from home. I didn't even reunite with you on your birthday, August 15th and Spring Festival, but you left me without saying a word. Don't come back from work, we have everything. Don't buy anything! Your mother and I don't need anything, as long as you live well, I will be happy! Stop worrying about me! ? Actually, my dad is afraid of delaying my work. In my father's eyes, I am your proudest daughter. At this time, my father wanted to see his daughter on his deathbed, but I was thousands of miles away in Beijing to participate in the charity angel contest. I am doing charity projects every day. How much love have my own biological parents enjoyed? I can't sit still any longer. I really want to fly to my father and tell him how much I love you! Everyone is cheering for me and comforting me! I quickly booked a plane ticket for me to race against time to save my father. When I arrived at the airport, the contestants called me and told me that I had to be strong ... Everything everyone did was concerned about me, which made me very moved. Tears ran down my nose. Aren't these good deeds the embodiment of goodness and beauty?

When I was driving home at eleven o'clock in the evening, I called my father on the way. My sister said it was ok, much better. Actually, I'm afraid I'm in a hurry on the road. I called the director of the provincial people's hospital, Han Yuegang, and asked if my father was saved. He didn't reply after talking to Luanchuan's attending doctor, and I expected the result in my heart. In fact, my father was going to die at one o'clock in the afternoon. My sister deliberately put on a ventilator to comfort me, so that I could see that my father still had a temperature and was not beaten. ) In the emergency ward, my father suffered from heart failure and renal failure, his head was severely deformed, his ears were gone, his brain was bleeding all the time, his pillow was wet, and his whole body was cold. My old living father, kind father, can't shout it out. I still have a lot to say to you! Open your eyes and look at me! Dad, my daughter will definitely give you the trophy when she takes part in the final of Shan Mei Angel in Beijing! Don't you want your daughter to succeed? Your daughter is your son. You must succeed, dad! I haven't waited a day for you, and you left. Let your daughter be filial! However, dad can't answer me anymore! 10 10 at 8: 30 in the morning, my father stopped beating after being rescued by the hospital and left me forever, leaving only my deep regret and guilt for my father. ......

A respectable, unknown and selfless person has left. The scene of my father's life is like a movie. My father has written countless biographies, scenic inscriptions, countless Mo Bao, a large collection of medical books, and hundreds of paintings and calligraphy works by ancient and modern famous artists. He is also the director of Henan Collectors Association. He often entrusts me to publish a collection of his works when I have the chance, for future commemoration. Anyway, I think it's still early, okay, okay! I just promised not to do it, and I have never carefully read what my father wrote. How about calligraphy? On the centenary of Chen Yun's birth, at the pen meeting of the National Calligraphy Exhibition held in the Great Hall of the People, "Dad Goes to Beijing" was affirmed by Ouyang, Zhou and other great calligraphers. Mo Bao personally accepted the instructions. Li Heping, son of former Vice President Li Desheng, personally presented Li Lao's autographed Memoirs of Li Desheng. Dad and Li Heping are good friends. You often talk about the past and the present together, recite poems and appreciate articles, which greatly improves dad's calligraphy. In fact, your handwriting is already very good, and this time it is even better. But I never cared about my father's grades, ignoring your desire to publish a book, and now everything has become a dream ... I remember ten years ago, I took out 20 thousand yuan I had just saved from work to travel to Thailand for my parents. In order to save me money, my dad just said that your mother would come back and tell me about it, so I didn't have to go. When Taiwan Province Province is recovered, I will be satisfied when I go to Taiwan Province Province to see our national treasure. As a result, my sister and I accompanied him. Over the past few years, I have been looking forward to the three direct links between the two sides of the strait, so that my father can take a walk in Taiwan Province Province. Just this year, when the first batch of mainland tourists came to Taiwan Province Province, my father said it was too expensive. You have been afraid to spend more money to save me money, but if you wait any longer, this wish will never come true! I feel guilty! I regret it! Dad! I'm sorry! I'm so selfish! I don't think about you. I killed your lifelong desire. Damn it!

My father's memorial service was held at 8: 00 a.m. on 20XX 65438+ 10/Sunday in Luanchuan County Funeral Home. Originally, my family had a small population, and my two sisters cried like crybabies. Anyone who sees them will feel sorry for our father in bad business, but I didn't expect so many people to be present. Dean of father's hospital, doctors and nurses, president of court, friends and classmates, good friends when I was a child, relatives of treated patients ..... I saw everyone who came to pay tribute to my father's body, just like seeing a benefactor, so that my legs knelt down to thank them, so that my legs were covered with black and purple blood and my voice was hoarse. But if I make up what I owe, my father will never come back! Qin, a famous calligrapher in Luanchuan County in his eighties, is the difference between life and death of my father. They often learn calligraphy together. The postscript to his calligraphy collection was written by his father. Grandpa Qin heard of his father's misfortune and brought it with his trembling hands in tears 1000 yuan. He usually scrimps and saves money. How can he accept his money? This is his living expenses for one month! Grandpa Qin cried and said, Shenglun! Why are you so pathetic? I'll go instead of you. I won't let you suffer so much! It's a pity that Nian walked so lightly! It's hard for me to walk like this all my life! Everyone's eyes are full of tears, and the sky becomes gloomy. It seems to be overcast, because the world has lost an excellent doctor, a kind friend and a loving father ... My father is in good health. I washed my father's face with a cup dipped in water and my skin became stiff. My hands are shaking and my voice is hoarse. I drank the water from my father's face, as if to drink all my guilt about my father! When people encounter difficulties, they will be depressed, sad and sinking. But thinking of my father's expectations for my life, I choose to be strong, cheer up and work hard. I want to work in a full mental state, so that my father can be comforted in the spirit of heaven.

After three days of mourning, after the preliminary, semi-final and charity angel final, it has entered the voting stage. As my favorite career, I don't want to give up. Many people who like me and support me cheer me on. Xiaoyan, we still have to vote for you! You must be the first! The director of the TV station called to listen to my father's experience and groaned and choked. The teacher called, and they wanted me to consider the overall situation and quit the competition. What do I have to compare with others at this time? I quit the game. Many voters all over the country called me. Xiaoyan, why didn't you make it to the final? We are all waiting to vote for you! You are the first in our hearts! Guo Qi from Baoji, Shaanxi sent me a short message. Swallow, although you quit, you are the most beautiful angel in our hearts! Feng Li wrote in his speech, Swallow, you are the best! Although you didn't finish, we all gave you the highest score, and Zhang's sister, who all sent text messages saying that you were our first place this time, and we all gave you the highest score on the report card! ..... My dear godmother Zhang Helin and Wu Ningrui are over 70 years old. When I heard the news, I left tears of sadness. Sister Irene called to visit my father's grave! Li Heping, the eldest son of Li Desheng, personally sent Wang Shixin, the boss of the company, to express sincere condolences. My best friend, Darren Liu, once came to my house to discuss calligraphy with his father and pick pears with him. He was very sad after hearing the bad news. Writing letters to encourage me, calling me to offer condolences, encouraging me ... all these make me have mixed feelings.

Six days after my father died, I attended the award ceremony with sadness. I won two trophies. On the stage, I performed with simple words, which made everyone in the audience applaud warmly. I sing & gt to express my gratitude to you and tell you that everyone has a pair of invisible wings behind them to help you fly high. This strength is the concern and support of relatives and everyone! Everyone was moved to tears when they saw my performance on the stage and the care and love of the people all over the country. When they saw that friends all over the country were so concerned about me, my heart was in tears. I am very touched that so many people support me!

Today is the seventh day that my father left. The neighbor next door went to burn paper in front of his father's portrait early in the morning! What's the use of people going? Mother forgave them and let our sisters forgive them. It was the neighbor who insisted that his father go to high school to pick red fruits. Mother refused to let us investigate the responsibility, saying let your father rest in peace in heaven! Our poor father's life ended like this. He is low-key and introverted, indifferent to fame and fortune, and never strives for merit. It's really a pity to die, but my mother won't let anyone pursue anything, so forget it. Alas, this may be my father's arrangement in the spirit of heaven. What else can we say? I can only use tears to get justice for my father. I must cheer up and look forward! Money, fame and fortune are meaningless at this time. I just want to do something really beautiful to calm my mind. For some players in our competition, it is really important to take ranking seriously, because it can bring them glory, reputation, status and aura! I am thinking straight now. I want my father to look at me in the sky. I want to do something practical for my father with practical actions, so that my mother can live a good life every day. I must win glory for my father! Inherit my father's unfulfilled wish. Take out all your spare time to spread the culture of goodness and beauty, be a real charity angel and comfort my father's soul in heaven! !

Dad, forgive your daughter, she must win honor for you! ! Rest in peace in heaven. .....

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Letter to Dad in Heaven Part III

Dear Dad:

Dad, you left us in a hurry for almost five years. Every Father's Day, I will think of you unconsciously. It's raining again today. I miss you more and more.

Dad, do you remember my attachment to you when I was a child? I will follow you wherever you go. Every time you go on a business trip, I cry so hard that I'm afraid you won't come back. Every time you want to take me with you, are you afraid that my mother will be at home? Clean up? I, because my father loved me the most, was like a small follower, holding my father's hand and following him. People say I'm like my father's shadow. Slowly, when I grow up, you find it inconvenient to take me with you. Before every business trip, you should warn me that I should listen to my mother at home and not make her angry. I will cry for a long time, thinking, why does dad have so many endless business trips? From then on, the most annoying thing to hear is? Business trip? These two words are gone.

With my father's love and affection, I grew into a big girl like a proud princess, and I gradually learned about my father's hardships and his busy work and hard work for his family. Because my father was born in party member and works in a leading position, there are endless differences. Dad is very dedicated. He always puts his work before his family. He always regards the station as his work home. Because dad is honest, he doesn't want to go along with others and be excluded by others. This formed an eternal knot in his mind: how can a cadre of the * * * production party do this? In today's materialistic world, many of his thoughts have fallen behind the trend of the times. When some people are busy trading power and money, he reads Das Kapital and Selected Works of Deng Xiaoping in his office. In their eyes, he is so different.

Dad, in fact, I have seen your inner depression, but I just can't find an outlet to release it, and I don't want to tell me or burden me, but I still feel that you have been wronged yourself. Later, you retired from the leadership position, and your mood was still so depressed. Dad, you know what? I really want to say: Dad, I have grown up. I was strong enough to be your umbrella, but I didn't say anything in the end. I still want your strength to hold my strength, because you have an indomitable character. You have always been my most admired father since I was a child.

Slowly, like when I was a child, you couldn't live without you and gradually became attached to me. I go to work in the morning, and you will never cook. Every morning, you give me poached eggs and warm milk, and watch me go to work after dinner. Occasionally, when I look up at the ticket window, I will find you sitting in the corner of the hall, silently watching me work. I said, dad, what can I do for you? You said you had nothing to do, but in fact you just came to see. Dad, actually, I know what you are thinking. When you see my work window, you will think that I am your masterpiece. I have been influenced by you since I was a child. I will do my duty and not let myself slack off. I won many praises and awards for this. You will think that I am your pride from time to time, and many people say that I am a copy of my father.

Every time I leave home, you feel sad. At that time, you were already ill. None of us found out that you, who have always been healthy and loved life, were diagnosed with liver cancer. I feel like a bolt from the blue and the sky is falling. My sister and I cried in the bathroom of the hospital. It didn't feel real, so I thought it was misdiagnosed. The doctor must be mistaken. We ask people everywhere to re-diagnose you. Ruthless facts once again let me fall into the abyss. But I swear to give you the best treatment. I swear to keep a secret from you and your mother, so that you can actively cooperate with the treatment and never consider the problem of money. A belief is to make you recover as soon as possible after working hard all your life. We searched all the local experts, and also consulted the domestic famous doctor, the most famous Chinese medicine doctor in Nantong, Jiangsu Province, to give you a remote consultation and prescribe Chinese medicine? None of this saved your life, but actually eased your pain. Even on your deathbed, I saw you and still believed that you could recover. I am both gratified and uneasy! Dad, it's my lies that make you think you still have the possibility of redemption! Dad, you are in a hurry. Even if you can live another three to five years, let your daughter repay your kindness.

Dad, you know, today, I don't think you left us. I think you will appear in front of a couple in the street. Where are you on business? Maybe you'll come back in a few days. But you never came back? You never came back, dad! You have so much to give up, why do you want to leave? Dad! You love your daughter so much, why did you leave? You and your mother are so in love, how can you leave your wife behind? Dad! You say I am the hardest, and you think I am the most filial. How can you be willing to leave?

Oh, my god Why is it so unfair? Why do all the misfortunes come to me? I feel that the person who loves me the most in the world has gone, and I can't be happy in the future, Dad! You know, you've been gone for three years, and I've had three operations. I struggled in the pain of losing my father's love, and I can't go out anymore. Dad! I am your favorite daughter, and you should bless your daughter in the spirit of heaven! It is your last wish that my mother and daughter live together. I moved to the city to meet your wishes, and also to meet your wishes. I haven't bought a car for a long time. You said my eyesight was poor and driving was unsafe.

Dad! Are you okay in heaven? I know there is no pain and trouble in heaven, but you must remember that I will always be your daughter, Dad! I can see you easily. Close your eyes, you are right in front of me. Dad! Don't drink that Meng Po soup, don't touch the water, remember the appearance of your baby daughter, remember our agreement, I will be your daughter in the afterlife, and I will tell you with my heart every Father's Day!

Dad! Every time I read this, my daughter often tears her clothes, and everything is fine with my mother under my care. This year, my daughter also accompanied her mother back to Yantai for a period of time, which made her homesick. Now that we have all returned safely, don't worry, I will remember your love and your entrustment, and take good care of your wife, who is also the mother who gave birth to me and raised me! May the father in heaven be happy forever, and may the mother around him live a long and healthy life! Father in heaven! We will always miss you and love you!

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