What's it like to talk to someone as a habit?

If you suddenly stop talking one day, you will feel particularly uncomfortable, just like ants on hot bricks fidgeting, you may be very upset, and you may wonder if he doesn't regard himself as a friend, just like a different person, without the calmness and calmness before.

I like chatting with people. I can talk about my feelings and prospects for the future. When you are in a good mood, you can also talk about the requirements for your boyfriend and whether you like someone. My best friend is my chat partner. At most, I used to meet for dinner and seldom chat. Sometimes you just say a few words on WeChat, and there is no other intersection. I don't know when to start chatting with him. This has become a habit. I feel that I have endless words and I don't want to stop for a moment. It will be a long time before he can go home.

Some people say that my boyfriend and I are in love, and I can't live without him at all. What I want to say is, if we mean it, can we wait until now? The feelings of childhood friends are not enough to become love, let alone just chat. We don't live far, and his mother is my godmother. I often go to their house for a few days, secretly telling you that they have my own room. If I go, I will live there. It seems that I have been chatting with him often since I fell in love. Maybe he has been comforting me, so I stuck to him.

Every night after work, he would come to my house and bring me the dishes cooked by dopted mother. I won't wash the dishes until I finish eating. We will sit on the sofa and talk about some things we met at work today. Is there anything interesting happening? Then he will tell me whether he has met a girl he likes recently and what he likes. I can help him keep an eye on it and maybe find a sister-in-law. I like talking to him very much. I feel very relaxed. That's why I like chatting with him. Only he knows me best.

We talk like this all the time. Suddenly he went out on a business trip, which lasted for half a month. Every day when I come back, no one brings food to talk to me. I was in a particularly bad mood. I can't help losing my temper, and even break things in serious cases. I don't know what's going on. I feel sick. I need to correct it. It's wrong to go on like this. It doesn't matter if you don't talk, then wait for him to come back, or I'll call him. I must keep calm and not break anything. I am a good girl in his heart.

Especially unaccustomed to his absence, I always feel that there is something missing in my life. Without his concern, there is no one to help me answer questions. Still feel very lost and helpless.