What's it like for a girl to get a haircut?

I'm in a liberal arts class in Grade Two, and there are so many girls. Mainly because of a whim, I saw so many girls cut the inch board to facilitate a shampoo thief, so I cut it. When they found out, the whole family scolded me. My mother said that she suddenly gave birth to a son, and my father said how could a monster like me be born. In fact, I don't regret cutting the board, mainly because I am ugly. So, I feel so ugly after cutting it. After the cut, my classmates and friends were shocked. A classmate said that's not my style. I thought about her comments for a long time. I should have done something out of line occasionally in everyone's eyes, but this time I made such a big change that I suddenly felt that many people could not accept it. However, I am now 17 years old, and I may grow after cutting the inch board, and I will never cut it so short again. What I saw, heard and felt during this period may not be realized by other girls for a lifetime, and my hair will grow, but the experience can't run from one person to another, so it's worth it. I can't wait to answer today. Today is the day when I was asked to be my best boyfriend, the day when I was stared at when I was walking, the day when I was guessed about my gender (I couldn't hear the loud discussion), and today is the first day on the board.