What kind of experience is loneliness?

Loneliness makes people feel empty, but getting used to loneliness makes people suffocate.

Whenever loneliness is mentioned, it always makes people feel that it is a sad word. No one likes loneliness, but there are always people who will be lonely in life. If you are lonely for a long time, you will get used to it, so getting used to the feeling of loneliness will really make people suffocate.

When did it start? I always feel empty in my heart, as if I have lost something important. It should be a university. After all, we were all accompanied by our parents before going to college. At that time, we were still young, and we probably didn't know what loneliness meant, let alone feel lonely.

After going to college, we left our parents and close friends and embarked on a new road. In college, the whole class really didn't spend all day together, but we seldom met in class, only occasionally got together.

From this time on, loneliness began to grow slowly in my heart. Later, I came to Beijing for an internship alone. At first, I felt happy and excited, but when I got off in Beijing, I felt a sense of loneliness. Looking at this vast sea of people, no one knows, but I also know that I will not go back. I have my dreams.

Internship can be said to be the hardest time of work. When I first arrived in this city, I didn't know anyone, so I was inevitably bullied at work. After work at night, I look at the dark road alone, and my inner fear makes me tremble. I was still working on the subway when I was sick with a fever, but I survived all this alone.

This loneliness may make me wary of many people. Although I don't know if anyone can let me down so that I won't be lonely, I will wait for the person who told me and the person who will help me get rid of my lonely habit slowly.