No words, a book against heartbreakers.

The heroine in No Words is writer Wu Wei. The Wu Wei family's female life experience is very bumpy. Tachileik's grandmother Mohe was born in a rich landlord family, but she married a poor farmer-Ye Zhiqing. Mohe was abused by her mother-in-law and sister-in-law in Ye Jia and worked for them like slaves. Mr. Mohe gave birth to a daughter, Ye Lianzi, who died in childbirth when she gave birth to a second child. The dead Mohe was cremated by her mother-in-law. Six-year-old Ye Lianzi was heartbroken to see her mother lit on the firewood pile, but the adults would not consider her mood. From then on, Ye Lianzi had an inexplicable fear of fire.

When Ye Lianzi grew up, she married a man named Gu Qiushui in order to get rid of her painful family. She gave birth to a daughter, tachileik, the protagonist of this article. The person tachileik hates most in this life is her father Gu Qiushui, who hates his guts.

Gu Qiushui is a small official of the Northeast Army. Two years before he got married, he treated Ye Lianzi well and did his duty as a husband. Wu Weigang was born, and Gu Qiushui followed his boss Bao Tian Jian to fight everywhere, leaving no money when he left. Since then, he has lost contact with Ye Lianzi's mother and daughter. In order to survive, Ye Lianzi took the young tachileik to be a maid for Bao's second aunt. The servant girl is not good, Lotus seed is kind and often excluded, and Tachileik is bullied by Master Bao. In such a living environment, tachileik had to learn to please others from an early age, and servility was formed. Only in this way can they survive. The Bao family didn't lag behind, and Ye Lianzi was desperate. He took Wu Weixian to Gu Qiushui's hometown, where he was left out in the cold, and then returned to his mother's home, where he was not hated by his stepmother, so he had to leave home again and go to Hong Kong to find Gu Qiushui.

Lotus seed leaves with tachileik, all the way through hardships, through the Japanese blockade, found Gu Qiushui in Hong Kong. But Gu Qiushui has found Xiao San Asu in Hong Kong, and the sudden arrival of Ye Lianzi's mother and daughter made him extremely angry. He left Ye Lianzi and tachileik in a small shack on the hill in Hong Kong, leaving them to fend for themselves. Ye Lianzi tried to make a living by selling porridge in a difficult situation, waiting for her husband to change his mind. The Japanese bombed Hong Kong. Gu Qiushui lives in a house with Asu and Ye Lianzi. In order to force Ye Lianzi to take the initiative to leave, Gu Qiushui and Asu made love in bed, forced Ye Lianzi to watch, and often beat Ye Lianzi. Tachileik saw his mother being beaten by his father and cried with fear. Gu Qiushui grabbed tachileik and threw it outside. Tachileik was so scared that he wet his pants.

Later, they left Hong Kong and returned to the mainland, but Gu Qiushui never fulfilled his responsibilities as a father. He has a high salary and can buy expensive clothes for himself, but he refuses to pay the most basic living expenses for his wife and daughter. Tachileik never called this so-called father "Dad", but called him "Gu". Even if Gu Qiushui pays a little, tachileik will not suffer humiliation from childhood and develop a cowardly character. The lack of fatherly love indirectly led to tachileik's later emotional tragedy.

When tachileik came of age, he gave birth to a daughter named Zen Moon in his first marriage. Tachileik also had an illegitimate daughter named Feng Dan with her lover. To save herself, she gave Feng Dan to someone else. However, due to great public criticism, tachileik chose to divorce and live with her daughter Zen Moon and her mother Ye Lianzi.

After that, tachileik suffered a greater disaster in her life. She fell in love with Hu, a married woman.

Hu is much bigger than tachileik, and almost as big as tachileik's father Gu Qiushui. Born in a wealthy family, Hu is the master of the Hu family. He lived a comfortable life since he was a child. When he was an adult, he went to Yan 'an to take part in the revolution, became the head of the underground party in China, and successfully completed many extremely arduous tasks. After liberation, Hu was promoted to vice minister of a certain national department and was tachileik's boss. Tachileik's reputation is not good, and Hu approached Tachileik out of curiosity and gradually became provocative. Because Hu's experience is legendary, he succeeded in making tachileik remember him for a long time. Tachileik involuntarily ran to his house to find him, but he suddenly turned against him, joined hands with his wife Bai Fan to punish Tachileik, and wrote a letter to Tachileik to stop her wrong feelings.

The humiliated Wu Wei buried himself in writing, and became an outstanding writer in the literary world after 10 years. Seeing tachileik's rise and fame, Hu couldn't help it, teased tachileik again, pursued it by various means, and wrote many love letters to tachileik. Tachileik didn't control himself, thinking that this was Hu's "true love" for her, and she was with him. Later, Hu's wife, Bai Fan, knew about it, joined forces with her old comrades to defend her marriage, and threatened him with Hu's opponents in officialdom.

In this struggle, the selfish side was exposed.

He called tachileik "a whore" in front of his wife, Bai Fan, to prevent him from falling in love with such a woman.

In front of his lover tachileik, he said that his wife Bai Fan had no interest, abused him and didn't take good care of him. He can't stand such a woman.

These two women were fooled by him, and Hu really deserves to be an underground party.

The extramarital affairs between Hu and tachileik caused a sensation in officialdom, and people rushed to see their jokes. At this time, Hu fell ill and was admitted to the cadre ward. Tachileik rushed ahead like a soldier crossing the river, responding to all kinds of cold arrows from people.

There is one detail that makes me extremely disgusted with Hu.

While Hu was in hospital, he wrote to tachileik and asked her to visit him. If he doesn't come, he will die. Tachileik came, but because of the nanny's informer, Bai Fan appeared and slapped Tachileik on the spot. What is Hu doing at this moment? He said nothing, not even an explanation, but told tachileik to leave quickly.

In fact, tachileik should realize at this time that Hu is an irresponsible person and is not worth her efforts. But she didn't wake up, but continued to run for Hu, enduring coldness.

There is another detail that is even more irritating: when Wu Wei suffered a lot for Hu in Beijing, Hu went to Shanghai for treatment and flirted with a woman named Du Yali.

Tachileik, you are so stupid, does your mother know? Are you worthy of your mother Ye Lianzi and your daughter Zen Moon? It's foolish of you to let your mother and daughter suffer the cold shoulder of the world for an affair.

Hu struggled for several years, divorced, retired from the position of deputy minister and became an old man with nothing. Tachileik at this time, young and promising, also enjoys a high reputation in the world. Hu valued tachileik's position and asked to marry tachileik. Tachileik has gradually come to her senses, but she won't refuse, and she still has a glimmer of hope for Hu, so she married Hu. When they got married, Hu didn't even pay a penny, while tachileik bought all the furniture and things. Is this a man?

Hu, the old man, is really a bad guy. After he married tachileik, he never changed his old habits. While tachileik was abroad, he hooked up with his old lover Du Yali. Later, Du Yali and I talked about "sexual apathy" in front of tachileik. Wu Wei condescended to please his daughter and comrade-in-arms, Hu, but did not get the reward. The old guy always finds fault with tachileik in various ways, and finally she is forced to file for divorce.

Shortly after Wu Wei and Hu divorced, something even bloodier appeared: Hu remarried his original wife, Bai Fan. After remarriage, Hu was still dishonest and harassed tachileik from time to time. Tachileik finally saw the true face of this old guy and cut off contact with him.

Finally, tachileik went crazy and went to a mental hospital. Wu Wei's daughter, Chan Yue, lived in the United States after studying abroad, with a happy family and lovely children. The cycle of emotional tragedy that happened to Mohe, Ye Lianzi and tachileik ended here in Zen Moon.

Jason, a real writer, is not a madman. She stopped writing in her later years and began to learn painting. Later, she went to live in America. Now that she is alive, she should have a good life.

The book No Words is also Jason's ruthless analysis of himself. When reading this book, I can clearly feel Jason's criticism of men and despair of love. According to the book, tachileik and Ye Lianzi live together, and her favorite person in this life is her mother Ye Lianzi. Tachileik is full of hatred and disappointment for men.

The prototype of Hu in the book is Zhang Jie's husband Sun Youyu. Jason admired the husband of this veteran cadre, but unexpectedly fell in love with a scum. Desperate for a scum, he finally got nothing and was laughed at by the world. Jason was probably very angry and regretful about his choice! So she wrote tachileik crazy, and I feel sorry for the heroine tachileik.

My deepest feeling is that women should reflect on themselves while accusing men. It is not your fault to meet scum, but if you know that the other person is scum, but you still have no regrets and refuse to leave, it is not infatuation, but hopeless stupidity.