Why did Cheng Dieyi in the novel Farewell My Concubine go to the point of no return after her rival left?

Before singing Yu Ji, Xiao Douzi had feelings for Shi Ge, but she didn't know what to do. Brother Shi came back from the ice and snow, and the little bean held him across the quilt. This feeling laid the groundwork for the later madness.

Fuse. When he said "I am a moth in Nv Jiao" under the pressure of martial brother, Adzuki obeyed his inner feelings and wished he was a woman, so that he could be with martial brother. He also felt that exemptions recognized his daughter, so he regarded himself as a moth in Nv Jiao, became exemptions' concubine, and played more than 300 couples. At that time, he was very happy His purity, no matter his feelings for his disciples or his love for drama, is allowed by this soil and makes him happy.

However, later he found that others were not as pure as him. He has no mask, only a face. But exemptions are bullies on the stage and husbands at home, and he doesn't understand or accept them. Wrong. Brother Shi pushed him into the underworld, but finally uprooted him with a "mistake". He's awake. He's not crazy. He can't live. The princess is dying. It can't be wrong.

It seems that life is like a dream, true or false, and everything has returned to the original point, but it is not the original point. Die Yi is a dreamer who doesn't want to wake up, because he is a dream and his life is just a dream. From now on, life is not life, and life is not life.

Butterfly garment's last smile is a relief. They all went through hardships until their old friend died. Dynasty changes, and the plot is the same as Farewell My Concubine. Only farewell my concubine is left. When she said she couldn't sing any more, I meant one last time. After all, she can't sing anymore, and she really doesn't want to sing. She knows that everything in the world has a beginning and an end, and he knows how to end it.

What Master said from beginning to end was his belief in Butterfly Clothes. Without a month, a day is not a lifetime. This is what happens to his concubines.

This journey has experienced many difficulties and obstacles. As Master Yuan said, Guanyin Bodhisattva was filled with joy, and Butterfly Clothes' final expression was satisfaction and joy. Life is like a big drama, with ups and downs, sadness and joy, and wind and rain. In the end, only overlord and concubine accompanied him to the end, he was satisfied. He died in the play and eventually became a concubine. He really became a concubine and sang all his life.

Finally, Xiao Lou said in his ear that he would not survive unless he was crazy, and Master taught others to help themselves.

Suddenly I remembered "Black Swan", which is the same story. Art is very difficult in this era.

The reason why a person commits suicide must be because there is no love in life. Cheng Dieyi only cares about Peking Opera and Duan Xiaolou. Beijing Opera suffered a heavy blow during the Cultural Revolution. In Cheng Dieyi's view, it is dead. Duan Xiaolou was also hit during the Cultural Revolution, and he lost his humanity because of this struggle. He has lost the fearless car-scrapping of the overlord. The people and things that Cheng Dieyi cares about most are ruined.

Maybe he tried to commit suicide during the Cultural Revolution, but although Peking Opera was dead, Duan Xiaolou was still alive, and he probably always wanted to sing another play with exemptions. After the Cultural Revolution, he had such an opportunity and his wish came true. Plus the sentence: "Wrong again", which reminds us that he is a man's son, Lang, not a moth. His source of livelihood should not exist. Suddenly, he woke up from a big dream and was completely desperate, so he had to pout, just like a concubine. Although it is because of despair, I have been doing this.

Cheng Dieyi is an idiot, and drama is inseparable from life. When I sang "Thinking of Fan", I refused to admit that I was a woman, because I thought I was a man all my life. He doesn't know that life and drama are different. Later, Duan Xiaolou made him admit that he was a woman in an extreme way, and he suddenly realized that his favorite teacher wanted him to be a woman. So he brought it into the play and never came out.

When Xiao Lou and Cheng Dieyi fought in the middle of the Cultural Revolution, after Duan Xiaolou lost his mind, Cheng Dieyi said, "You all lied to me, you all lied to me." It is said that he lied to him when he said that he was an "official empress". Master lied to him when he said that people all over the world wanted to go to the theatre. Yuan lied to him when he said that Peking Opera was the essence of Chinese studies ... At that moment, he was desperate. I just waited for eleven years, just to see my brother again and sing again. I was ready to leave this world a long time ago, but Duan Xiaolou's mistake woke him up. He woke up and was desperate, but refused to wake up, so he chose to stay in the play and bid farewell to Duan Xiaolou by avoiding danger in the play.