Why do 20 19 clowns feel childish after reading it?

The reason why you feel a little naive after watching The Clown is that you didn't fully understand the play, or didn't read it deeply enough. Don't understand its surface, what it really wants to express is its deep meaning. I personally think highly of clowns. Don't you think we are clowns in life to some extent? It's just a movie, expressing this position with a relatively exaggerated irony and an extremely negative attitude towards life.

At first, the clown was just a lonely, fragile and abandoned person. No one understood him, let alone wanted to know him. He was mentally ill. This uncontrollable disease that releases laughter causes him to burst into inappropriate laughter, which is often uncontrollable. Every time he laughs, the hysterical tone seems to come from a badly damaged body, as harsh and disturbing as the sound of friction between metals.

But every time he takes off the comedian's heavy makeup, he reveals a sad face, which is covered with heavy paints and masks. What we can notice is a pair of numb pupils and a soul full of depression factors. At the end of the film, the smiling face he drew with his lips stained with blood was in sharp contrast with the charcoal black oil paint blurred by tears in the middle of the film, one black and one red, which also formed a sharp change in personality and mentality.

In the end, the clown killed Wayne's mother and vowed to stand on the opposite side of the elite. He said that he was born such a bad guy, but remember that he was once a lonely and kind ordinary person like us. No one wants to see his depression and the truth, and no one wants to care, because everyone is busy and selfish. Maybe this is the reality.