Talking to anyone about anything will only make others listen to your jokes. Laugh at you. I won't say anything. What's the use of saying it? You will only make people think that you are

I think so too. Some people comfort you when you are sad, but once you are gone, people may not know how to laugh at you behind your back. I've been through this kind of thing a lot. Be optimistic. Every time I have something, I only tell people I trust, and I will feel much better after that. You can also try.