What should I do if there are 30 days left in my life?

This hypothetical proposition has never been thought of except when I was writing a composition as a child.

I think I should live to be 60 years old at least, so I have 30 years left, 30 years PK 30 days, and time is compressed, so I can only "live to death".

Do you want to do whatever you want or just plan? Play in your head like a debate, and finally "simple plan" becomes BBking.

It seems that once a person has established a casual attitude, it is easy to fall into confusion, even death is so confused, no wonder he will lose.

What's the plan? I combed it first. I don't need to do anything. After all, a person's greatest freedom is not to do anything if he doesn't want to do it.

( 1)

When I was sentenced to death, the change of the world had nothing to do with me.

For 29 years, I have always believed in one sentence: "The only constant in the world is that it keeps changing." Uncertainty fills my life with fear, always observing, observing and trying to catch something.

Evergrande sold its shops, its stock fell again, Chanel produced a new model, driverless cars began to be used, Trump supporters entered Congress, and Musk became the new richest man in the world. ..............................................................................................................................

After a meal, I found myself like a news fan and an old hand at eating melons, checking other people's papers every day for fear of missing anything. I haven't started writing when everyone else has handed in their papers.

I looked at others and lost myself. Who is the president, who is in charge of plastic surgery, who bought new bags, who sold hundreds of millions of pairs 1 1, who cares what happened, what new economy and new business they triggered ... it's none of my business. I just want to manage my every step, down-to-earth every step.

When we don't have much time to hand in the papers, we can only put aside what we can't do first, do what we can, and ensure high marks.

When to get married, where to go to school after marriage, how to deal with the middle-aged crisis, how to provide for the elderly by parents, and when to realize financial freedom. These endless troubles, 30 days, are beyond the scope of the topic, and it is a waste of time to try to solve them.

In fact, even in 30 years, these topics are still beyond the outline. Answering questions in advance is a meaningless fantasy. Only by being down-to-earth, can we be fearless and recognize ourselves, so as not to aim too high and finally go astray.

When I was sentenced to death, my opponent was only myself.

Look who is 40 years old and still the same as 18 years old; You see who is 30 years old and the company is listed; See who opened the studio to do what they like; Who are you looking at? The children are in primary school, and you are still single. ......

We like comparison very much, comparing our own shortcomings with others' strengths, and then being hit by dimensionality reduction. However, there are only 30 days left, and I am too lazy to compare with you.

Don't worry about the gap, don't worry about the speed of catching up, catch up or not, anyway, that's later. I just try my best to do well now, and then give this stick to the next person on the last day.

When you dig the boundaries of your ability wholeheartedly, your eyes are full of fireworks that you step by step, and your whole body is relaxed like a warm current.

When sentenced to death, try to reconcile with the world.

I don't know where I got so much stubbornness and rebellion before, and I feel that the society is not good either.

If you don't like the teacher, don't go to his class; Parents' negligence will make them angry for a long time; Once a friend betrays, he will never come and go again; If you have a bad relationship with your colleagues, you will leave your job noisily; Why does mother always call her brother? Why didn't mother give us an umbrella when we were young and rainy? Why do people always jump in line to buy milk tea? Why did he get a promotion when I did better?

Yao Ming is a sensible boy, but he likes to be angry. If there are only 30 days left, I would like to take off my disguised armor and try to make peace with the world. You mean no harm, and I have long since stopped being angry. I just can't pull my face down. In fact, I love the world more than I thought, and I love you more.

I also want to make peace with myself. Don't fight hard. Admit that your ability is limited, and no longer accept the endless work arrangements of the leaders; Accept my weakness, I am also afraid of the dark and heights, my friends, don't ask me to go to amusement parks and scary board games again; It's really hard to express my fear. I'm afraid of driving. ......

Let go, there is no bondage. This time, I don't assume anyone's expectations. I used to look for strength according to other people's expectations. Now I want to release my own strength.

(2)

After 29 years of uncertainty, this time I only grasped the certain things, as if a big stone had fallen in my heart.

The world is suddenly enlightened, with roots at your feet and light in your eyes. That's about it.

I will enjoy three meals a day. After work, breakfast is basically a hobby, lunch is ok, and dinner is too fat to eat. In the last days, I will eat a waxy corn or purple potato, eggs, steamed dumplings and steamed bread in the morning. I want to eat all my home-cooked meals for lunch, and 30 days should be enough; I want to eat dinner, whether he is fat or not.

I want to accompany my relatives; Take your parents with you and go home twice the year before last. The stay time is less than 10 day, and the pure companionship time is less than 24 hours. Have dinner with them every day, watch TV after eating, and try to snuggle up with them for more than two and a half hours. 30 days, there are 75 hours, which is an extra three years, and then record everything you want to say in these three years, which is really three years.

I will still keep exercising. I hope that when I leave, I am tall and energetic, like a returning soldier, not a discouraged deserter.

I'm going to keep reading. I won't choose any books to read this time. I will read all my books. I hope I will say goodbye happily and close my eyes in high spirits. I read 1.5 hours a day, and read 1 book in three days, which is equivalent to my book volume in one year. I am very satisfied.

I will continue to work. I will still work hard, I enjoy my job, which is my last contribution to the country, but I will bravely refuse meaningless overtime, refuse my colleagues' undisciplined help, and be inexplicably impatient with finance. ......

At the weekend, I'm going to climb the mountain. I used to say that I wanted to climb mountains on weekends, but I never went out. In these four weeks, I can climb four mountains, and I can finish what I didn't finish in the past 29 years at once.

I still want to take my driver's license and have a try. People are leaving, so let's have a challenge. If not, forget it.

I want to tell everyone once that I love you. I'm too shy. I was afraid to say it before. Now my richest thing is courage. Please accept my love.

There may be some small things, I don't want to plan, just do the above things, and I am already very happy, really happy, just like meeting love at the corner, ecstatic; Just like seeing your idol, you can't help hugging with excitement. I like taking the subway, and I can't help laughing when I see a joke.

I never thought that happiness was as simple as rebirth.

It turns out that my happiness has little to do with what I have, but much to do with what I give up.