In the next life, I will be your most beautiful bride..._1950 words

Twenty-two-year-old Jie is a kindergarten teacher. Just like her name, Jie is very quiet and pure. People who know her well say that she is a very caring girl, and Jie does care for every child around her with her love. Living in that virgin world every day, Jie got used to experiencing life with a child's mentality. She became more tolerant and less demanding of the world.

Jie’s kindergarten is located on the seaside of the city, with an armed police detachment nearby. Luo Qiang, the detachment leader's son, happened to be in the class led by Jie.

One morning in late autumn, Jie stood at the door of the kindergarten as usual, smiling to welcome every child. When Luo Qiang walked to the door, Jie saw a young armed police soldier following him. Xiao Luoqiang said hello to Jie and ran into the classroom.

"Hello." The soldier nodded politely to Jie. What came into Jie's ears was clearly a magnetic baritone: "My name is Chen Xuefeng. Captain Luo has something to do today, so I'm here." Send Luo Qiang." Jie looked at the boy named Feng: a pair of eyes under his thick eyebrows were staring at Jie intently, as if reaching into the depths of a person's soul; his chiseled face revealed the unique fortitude of a soldier. Jie recognized that he was the boy who led the team to run every day. "Welcome to our army to play, bye!" After Feng said, he waved to Jie and turned around to leave.

Jie looked at Feng's retreating back and was at a loss for a moment. She didn't know whether she was surprised by the sunny and frankness of this military boy, or whether she could never forget his eyes or his magnetic voice.

On that sunny Sunday, Jie accepted Feng's invitation again, walked into the gate of the army for the first time in her life, and truly felt the atmosphere of the military camp. Feng's comrades also warmly entertained Jie and made friendly jokes. Guan Jie called her sister-in-law. Jie also had a great time chatting with these boys of the same age.

In the evening, Feng told Jie on the way home, "I have been paying attention to you for a long time, especially after I heard Xiao Luoqiang say that you are good to him, I want to get close to you even more. Compared with many girls , I prefer your simplicity and freshness." Feng also told Jie that his home is in distant Inner Mongolia, and he has joined the army since he was eighteen years old, and it has been seven years now.

The road from the detachment to Jie's house was not too far, but they walked side by side for a long time. They talked about their respective jobs and plans for the future, including the confusions they had had. Jie felt in a daze: Feng was a rare confidant in her life. Otherwise, when the two of them were not talking, Feng could understand Jie's gesture. Maybe this was a tacit understanding?

Every morning after that, when Feng led the team to run and passed by the entrance of the kindergarten, Jie would look out through the window and see Feng's strong figure. Feng, who lives in the military camp, cannot date Jie at any time, let alone pick up the phone and chat casually. Twice at night, Jie called the detachment phone number. Although the lights-out signal had already sounded, Feng was still under the cover of his comrades on duty. Contacted Jie secretly. Jie complained that Feng said that falling in love with you was like being an underground party, but Feng said that the most important thing was that the two lovers knew each other for a long time and were not sworn in forever.

In the blink of an eye, a year's time slipped away from the lovers with the sound of Jie's piano. Jie sent away a group of children who went to school, and Feng also faced a change of career at the end of the year. On a rare day off, they met at the beach. Feng sat on the big rock with his arms around Jie's shoulders. The waves hit the rocks and stirred up beautiful waves. Feng's eyes were a little melancholy, and he was not as talkative as before. Jie felt vaguely uneasy in her heart, whether it was because of Feng or herself. When Jie asked Feng about his career change, Feng sank in front of the sea for a long time and said: "Jie, please come back to Inner Mongolia with me. I want to return to my mother. You will definitely fall in love with the blue sky grassland sheep there, and... There are simple herdsmen there.” Jie’s parents were both educated youths who were sent to Inner Mongolia during the Cultural Revolution, and Jie once heard her parents talk about the boldness and enthusiasm of the grassland people. When Feng saw Jie nodding obediently, he couldn't help but feel happy and immediately took Jie into his arms.

However, when Jie's parents learned of Feng's professional destination, they firmly opposed their daughter's choice. Jie didn't understand that her parents had harvested their love from the Horqin grassland in that specific era. Why, thirty years later, did they not allow their daughter to accept the love from the grassland? My parents said there was too much cold and desolation there. Jie cried and asked her parents for permission, but her parents' attitude was still so firm. Jie also persuaded Feng to stay in this city, but Feng still shook his head helplessly.

As the twelfth lunar month approaches, there are only a few days left for Li Feng to change his job. Feng no longer leads the team past the entrance of the kindergarten. Jie realizes that Chufeng is deliberately avoiding him. Jie called Feng, and Feng's hoarse voice came from the other end of the phone: "Jie, wait for me at the gate of the kindergarten in the evening."

In the evening, Feng didn't come for a long time, and he didn't see Feng until the evening. shadow. That night, Jie could no longer sleep, and a kind of anxiety accompanied her throughout the long night.

The next morning, Jie just walked to the entrance of the kindergarten when she saw Feng's comrade-in-arms Bin running over and handed Jie a letter, saying that Feng asked him to deliver it. Jie read something in Congfeng's avoiding eyes. Bin just said goodbye and left in a hurry. Jie couldn't wait to open the letter and read it:

"Jie, how are you now? When you read this letter, I have already boarded the train bound for Inner Mongolia. Yesterday evening I I lingered outside the kindergarten door for a long time and finally did not go in to find you. Please forgive me for breaking the appointment. I don't want to face this sad separation, and I can't bear to let you have the painful decision between family affection and love. No matter what attitude they have, please believe that they are motivated by love.

Jie, how much I love the blue sea and beaches of this city, how much I admire the spiritual civilization of this city, and I hope even more. I can have you as my lover in this life. However, today, I left you, this city, and the place where I spent eight years of my youth and passion.

Jie, many things in life are unpredictable. I am a blood soldier. My father was a Mongolian cavalry when I was young. When I was ten years old, my father died of illness. My mother worked hard to raise us two brothers. Three months ago, my brother, who was a captain, was laid to rest on the border between China and Mongolia. Because of my mission, I was unable to go home to accompany my mother through the saddest days of her life. My mother said that she would never leave the grassland. Because there is her husband and son there. I can no longer bear to let my great but unfortunate mother live in loneliness for the rest of her life.

Being destined but not destined is the helplessness of life. The sadness we share is worth cherishing for the rest of my life.

Take care! ”

At some point, tears blurred in Jie’s eyes. A gust of wind blew over and lifted Jie's long hair. Jie slowly raised her head and held the letter against her chest, as if she could feel Feng's breathing. Jie suddenly felt that this love, even if it was regrettable, still gave off its most beautiful brilliance!

Feng, I will definitely be your most beautiful bride in the next life!