Lao Wu speaks slogans.

"You looked up at the fireworks, and your smile was touching. I look at your eyes sideways, or the fireworks in your eyes are more charming. " When I saw this sentence on the internet, I felt a little familiar. I thought about it. Lao Wu said this sentence a year ago.

I cut out the picture and sent it to Lao Wu. A few seconds later, the phone received a reply: "What, idle eggs hurt to expose my scars?"

"No, no, just want to see if you remember."

"How could I forget, but I won't tell anyone twice in my life except her." In Lao Wu's mouth, she is Aya, an ex-girlfriend of Lao Wu who claims to "don't believe in love at first sight, let alone love".

A year ago, Lao Wu was the president of the drama club, and Aya was a new member.

On the day when the drama club was recruited, when Lao Wu announced that Aya had passed, Aya smiled and gave Lao Wu a big hug. In Lao Wu's words, she said, "I have never seen a girl smile so beautifully. Her smile is like sunshine, and it shines into my heart with that hug. "

I still remember the way Lao Wu recruited new soldiers. It is not an exaggeration to describe it as "a full moon." I met my love. This is the first sentence that Lao Wu said to us after he came back.

Since then, Lao Wu has used the power of the president to ask Aya out to play every weekend. At first, he would invite other people from the drama club. After getting familiar with it, he only dated Aya. I think Aya has a good impression on Lao Wu, otherwise he wouldn't believe his indestructible excuse that others are not available.

Two months later, Lao Wu said he would confess. After dinner, he asked Aya to go for a walk in the playground. After he came back, he bought a cup of milk tea for each of us. Look at the smile on his face. Needless to say, he succeeded.

He said that he never thought about using that love story, but he was bored before and wrote it down when he saw it on his mobile phone.

He didn't expect that the love he harvested only lasted for half a year. Lao Wu later described it as: "This half year is like living in a dream."

Six months later, Aya discussed with her family and wanted to study abroad, so she dropped out of school and went to a cram school outside.

Lao Wu told Aya that he could wait for her to come back, but Aya wouldn't. She didn't want to delay Lao Wu for a few years and let him live with that idea. She knew that everything would change in a few years. It's better to break up now than deal with it then.

On the night Aya left, Lao Wu, who usually smokes two cigarettes a day, finished smoking a pack of cigarettes in the corridor. He said to me, "She asked me if I wanted her to stay. Of course I did, but I can't be so selfish. I often say that I don't believe in love, but in fact I don't understand love. Aya taught me how to love someone, but I left as soon as I learned her. I don't think I'll ever meet a girl who can laugh in her heart again. "

During that time, Lao Wu has been circulating Karen Mok's "Love", in which he often hummed four lyrics:

Over the past year, the song of Lao Wu's cycle has become "You are out of reach" of flower porridge, and the lyrics he hummed have also become "Now, I finally know that there is no you in my life".

Occasionally, I heard Lao Wu talk about Aya's situation abroad, and always showed a rare smile when talking about it.

I asked him if he hadn't put it down yet, and he said, "She is the first girl I like, and she is also the one who let me know what love is. There is only one such person in his life. No matter what happens to you and this person, whether she is by your side or not, she will leave something in your heart that you can put down, but you can't forget it. "

I understand what Lao Wu means.

Love is rare, so it is precious, especially when we don't know what love is. When someone teaches us what love is, or not love, but love, that person will be special in our life, let go, but never forget.

Two days ago, I went to the hot spring villa with a group of good friends. One of the girls is like Aya of Lao Wu. She is also the one who taught me what love is, even though it is only my unilateral love.

We cook and chat together, and our feelings for her are different from those for our good friends. We are a little relieved and a little excited, which is the feeling left over from the "love" that exists only for her.

It's been two years since I let her go, and now I often think of how much I changed in the process of liking her.

It was then that I understood:

If you like someone, you will try your best to act like that person. When you don't like that person, you can change back to the original appearance, and you may even say, "This TM is what I should have";

When you love someone, you will change for that person from the heart. This change is from the inside out. Even if you don't love that person, you can't go back to the way you were. That man left this for you.

"Lao Wu, do you still believe in love?"

"Love itself is a kind of faith, there is no doubt about it. When people leave, memories will always be there. This is love. "