What is the final ending of Jing M.Guo's novel The Summer of Solstice hasn't come yet?

Summary: Chang Xia heard from Cheng Qiqi that she was pregnant with a child from Xiao Si and left Xiao Si for the future of Xiao Si. Duan Qiao told him that he had been admitted to Cambridge. I thought he was going to leave her when I met her, and rushed out like crazy, suddenly changed my mind and went back to chase her Duan Qiao. She died under the van to save her life. Lu Zhiang, who fled, was caught by the police when she was leafing through the closed angel production in Fu Xiaosi at the gate of Xinhua Bookstore.

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In the cafe, Qiqi sat in a quiet corner, leaning against the French window on the street. Seeing Chang Xia coming in, she stood up and waved to Chang Xia.

In front of July 7th, she was young and beautiful. When Chang Xia sat down, she couldn't even tell her feelings. My mind still echoes her last words on the phone, "I have Fu Xiaosi's baby in my belly now". This sentence is like a spell, which instantly deprived Chang Xia of his vocal cords. He opened his mouth, but could not make a sound. After opening my mouth many times, the phrase "When did it happen" suddenly appeared in the air. Long summer himself also feel ridiculous. It's like another person talking.

"When did this happen?" This sentence makes Chang Xia feel dirty when she thinks about it. "That was at the release conference of the third album of Island. You went to Wuhan in advance, and I found a small company to drink that night. Because I was worried about plagiarism, I drank too much. " Qiqi looked down and couldn't recognize the tone in his words. "And that day … I drank too much, and then we went to the hotel together." That's enough. "I don't want to hear any more. I feel sick. " Chang Xia, do you hate me? "Groups raised his head, with tears in his eyes.

Long summer looked at her, the in the mind a blank. Do you hate July 7th? Or should I hate Fu Xiaosi? Still don't hate anyone or should I hate myself? "So ... son, what are you going to do? Abort? " Say this sentence, long summer suddenly extreme disgust for yourself. Such words actually came from his own mouth, and Chang Xia hated himself at that moment. But it's cruel to say "were you born" calmly, isn't it? "Long summer," Qiqi put his hand over the back of his hand, cold. "Can I be born? Maybe you'll never know, I, like Fu Xiaosi for seven years.

Just then, Chang Xia heard something fall from a height. It fell into his heart and broke into pieces. The glass fragments in the atrium are dazzling and reflect messy light. After that, it was like someone pinched his heart hard with their hands, so those fragments were deeply inserted into the heart. Is it painful? Even the word pain cannot be described. It's not a drunken thing anymore. This is no longer a purely physical relationship. Long Xia looked at Qiqi and thought desperately, now you tell me that you have liked him for seven years. What is it? And I, what is it? "Chang Xia, please,"

Qiqi's hands are as cold as ice. "Let me be born. I like my company as much as you do. If you will give it to me, I swear I will give him happiness. If you don't want to, it doesn't matter, I will quietly raise my children as gifts for my small company ... ""Stop it, "Chang Xia suddenly stood up and pointed to Qiqi, who was in tears. "Cheng Qiqi, I have never hated you, not before, not now, and never will, but I will feel sick if you go on talking." Even the company commander Xia didn't expect that he would say these words so calmly. Who is the injured role in the tearful Qiqi and himself? Even the company commander Xia himself is a little confused. "Sorry, don't be angry," Qiqi said, pulling Changxia to sit down. "I didn't mean to show off anything." Long summer watching in front of July 7th. Yes, you never want to show off anything. That's because you grew up better than others in everything, and you don't need to show off at all. Wipe your tears and sit up straight. She looked at Chang Xia, thought for a moment, and then said word for word, Chang Xia, have you ever thought about the present situation of our company? I can help him through the current predicament. For example, I can ask the company to find a small company to endorse one or two public service advertisements with me. I can ask the company to cooperate with Litong Media to block negative news about small companies. Everyone knows that the biggest enemy of Litong Media is my company Huali Records. Chang Xia, I can do more than you can help him.

Chang Xia stood up and broke the hands of Qi Qi. She said, let me think. Then turned and walked out of the coffee shop. Looking at the long summer figure disappeared outside the gate, July 7th took out his mobile phone and dialed the telephone. Dr. Liu, the abortion I had last time can be arranged for me to do it next week. Thank you for your trouble. Out of the coffee shop, tears instantly flowed down. Qiqi, I never hated you before and I don't hate you now. What I hate is myself. I hate myself who knows nothing. All kinds of things appear in my mind, all pictures, all sounds, and even some specific smells appear in Chang Xia's mind. Chang Xia almost squatted on the side of the road and vomited. I have a terrible stomachache. Sitting on the road, the spring wind is still very cold.

Long Xia suddenly thought of vomiting. Isn't that what July 7th should do now? In static burst out laughing. Those smiles with tears rolling down are the most unforgettable smiles in my life. Back to the studio, Fu Xiaosi has come out of the bathroom. The newly changed clothes smell of clean washing powder.

However, is the small company still clean? Long Xia looked at Xiao Si sitting motionless on the sofa, and no one saw the tears in his eyes in the darkness. I used to think that Xiao Si was like an angel. Even when I kissed him, I was very nervous. I even think it will stain this clean and beautiful boy. But now, my good friend, when she grows up, tells herself that she has a child whose father was once an angel she thought.

Long Xia forced himself not to think about the intimate scene between the small company and July 7th. However, those images kept coming to my mind. The smell of Fu Xiaosi, the smooth skin of girls in July 7th, Fu Xiaosi never let people touch their hair casually, and those carefully cared hands in July 7th. Everything is intertwined, and you can even hear Fu Xiaosi's deep breath and groans of July 7th, and the feeling of nausea in the stomach is getting stronger and stronger. Long summer shut up, afraid I can't help but spit it out. Xiao Si, when I went to Wuhan, did you and Kiki go drinking?

That boy taught me to grow up, and that girl taught me to love them. They once appeared in my life and then disappeared. However, I don't believe they are angels. They are the most common boys and girls in the world, so I have been waiting under the camphor tree because I believe they will come back to me one day and teach me more.