My favorite grandfather went to another world (1)

Up to now, the time has exceeded 24 hours. I have been waiting for a miracle, but I know it is impossible. I have to admit that my grandfather, my favorite grandfather, has left us forever and gone to another world.

At six o'clock yesterday morning, I received a phone call from my mother. My mother said, "Your grandfather may be very serious. Please ask for leave and go home quickly! " I was deceived at that time. Really? How serious is it? Is it in the hospital? Later, my mother said, "You said your brother called and said he left after five o'clock in the morning!" " This sentence came as a bolt from the blue to me. But I still feel impossible in my heart. This is absolutely impossible. Until menstruation sent a message among relatives and friends: "I got a call from home at five o'clock this morning, saying that my father died and we were on our way back." Suddenly, tears are like broken beads, one by one, and I can't stop.

At that moment, it seemed that half the sky had collapsed.

? After six o'clock, I sent a text message to the principal asking for leave and didn't return for more than an hour. I know he saw it, but he just didn't want to ask me for leave, so he pretended not to see it, because the national inspection will be held tomorrow. I have only one thought in my mind. I don't care whether he saw it or not. Right or not, I'm leaving. Later, I sent a text message to ask for leave from President Qiu of Central Primary School, and President Qiu replied with two words "Yes". I was already in the car and ready to go to the capital. Along the way, my tears were still like a flood that burst its banks. I feel that every tree outside the window has lost its original color, and my mind is full of memories of my grandfather.

I have been brought up by my grandparents since I was two years old. Until now, I have also taken part in the work. My grandparents, like my parents, gave me the best company and took care of my childhood.

I still remember when I was in primary school, I had chicken pox all over my body for a while and I had a fever all the time. My grandmother went to the village doctor behind my back and wrapped me up, leaving only eyes to watch the road, because my grandmother said: chicken pox can't be blown by the wind. I didn't know until I grew up that this is an old concept in the countryside and has no scientific basis.

In the third and fourth grades of primary school, I was selected by the Chinese teacher to rehearse, participate in the Children's Day performance in the town, and go home from school. I told my grandmother who works in other places that she was very happy. She also told the story to her neighbors who worked together. Speaking of work, I was the happiest child in the village when I was a child. Other children of the same age go home every day, put down their schoolbags and go to fetch water to water vegetables, or go up the mountain to cut wood. But I don't have to, because grandma says I have to do my homework, and reading is the best way out. But most of the time I stay at home and watch TV, so I can't do my homework. Later, my grandparents thought I didn't do my homework, so they arranged for me to herd cattle, so what I did most when I was a child was herding cattle. In fact, I am afraid of herding cattle because I am timid. When I go to the mountains to herd cattle, I always think of all kinds of monsters, so I often go with my neighbors. Occasionally, when I go to herd cattle alone, I only dare to put it nearby.

I still remember that every time my grandfather rode to the street, I would linger. My grandfather sometimes takes me, and sometimes he doesn't. When he doesn't take me, I'll call my grandfather and make sure to buy me a nice hairpin. Grandpa always promises, but he doesn't always keep his promise, because he forgets everything after sitting down with his friends for two drinks in the street, or he just treats me like a child. Grandpa seldom buys fruit from home, except pork, fish and fish balls. Grandma always said that grandpa didn't know how to buy things, but only cared about his mouth. Remember to buy wine. He doesn't know how to buy snacks for us children.

According to my grandparents, I once passed by my neighbor's orchard and picked up a pear to eat under the fruit tree. As a result, my neighbor's children chased me all the way and asked me to return her pears. Later, my grandparents planted a lot of fruits. Others have them, and our family definitely has them. Others don't, and our family also has them.

The most unforgettable thing is that I especially loved snacks when I was a child, because I was used to eating snacks and had the idea of stealing when I had no money to buy them. Grandpa caught me red-handed This is an experience that I will never forget. Grandpa made me kneel on the ground, told me the consequences of stealing, and warned me that if I dare to steal again, which hand will cut off the money. That was the only time grandpa was angry with me. Thanks to my grandfather's kindness and compassion, I didn't go the wrong way when I was a child and kept the moral bottom line.

In junior high school, I began to live in accommodation. The school conditions were rather difficult. I could only use cold water for bathing. There were only a few faucets in the school, so I had to sprint 100 meters every time after class. Before class, I put the bucket near the faucet and rushed to fetch water after class. I have to grab food and rice. In order to save some rest time, I began to take meals to school. Bring one or two cans of vegetables to school every week, which is almost enough for a week. Sometimes I share them with my classmates. You eat his food and he eats yours. Grandma always asks me to take the best food at home that is not easy to spoil to school. Sometimes it's fried lean buns, and sometimes it's pickled mustard tuber or pickles. Because my constitution is easy to get angry, grandma always puts a lot of peanut oil. Grandma said, "It is more difficult to get angry when there is more oil." Grandpa rides a bike every month, carries a big bag of rice to school and changes my meal ticket. Every time I come to school and give me a new meal ticket, I often ask, "Do you have money?" Even if I say I have money, I will be given more than ten dollars to eat.

In high school, I often took my classmates and sisters home to play. Grandparents said: it is ok to bring female students, but male students should not bring them back, lest the villagers gossip. Grandparents are very enthusiastic about their classmates, and the classmates who have been to my home also say that grandparents are very nice.

After I was admitted to college, I went to school by myself. The first time I took the train, the first time I went to another city, the journey was 13 hours, and I could not bear to part with my grandparents all the way. I still remember that before leaving, my grandparents blamed themselves and said, "We are too old to send you to school like other people's parents. I can only rely on myself. " So, in college, I have always been very independent. Go to work in winter and summer vacation to earn living expenses. When the living expenses are not enough, go to the canteen to help mop the floor. Although there is no salary, it can help me solve the problem of two meals. Calling home is always good news, not bad news. During that time, I grew up very fast.

When I was in college, every time I came back from vacation, my grandfather would ask me, "Pingping, when will you graduate?" ? When will the work be assigned? "I have explained to my grandfather many times that there is no package allocation now, and I have to take the exam myself after graduation. However, grandpa often asks me when to assign work. I think it may be because grandpa wants me to be a teacher too much and become what he calls a "national foodie".

He told me several times that he was invited to teach before, but he didn't go at that time. He also said that you went, and the retirement salary was four or five thousand! Grandpa has a junior high school education and good grades. Therefore, I believe that if Grandpa had been a teacher, he would have been a very good teacher.

After graduating, I reviewed the exam at home for two months, and others thought I couldn't pass it. It is said that finding fault in an egg means that others failed in the exam for six or seven years. Only my grandparents support me and trust me. Of course, I didn't let them down in the end. I still remember the day when I just got my grades, I told my grandparents that I had passed the exam, and my grandmother bought a dozen eggs on the street and said that she would celebrate for me. I know that at that moment, the happiest person was not me, but my grandparents. Because they feel that seeing more than 20 years of practice has finally yielded results. I'm glad I can be your pride.

Grandparents are rare sensible people in the village. In my mind, it is no exaggeration to use the word "respect" to describe my grandfather. When they graduated from junior high school, grandpa's junior high school culture was very good. Grandpa knew a lot: for example, helping others with geography, watching Feng Shui, being a carpenter, writing calligraphy, carving stone tablets, knitting bamboo baskets and so on. Neighbors in the village often come to ask grandpa about anything, including family conflicts at home, and also come to my grandparents for help. Now grandpa is old and his hearing is declining. Many times neighbors have to communicate with him patiently and loudly, but grandpa is still very enthusiastic to help everyone who needs his help.

What I admire most is the way my grandparents get along. Grandma is a child bride. She came to her grandfather's house at the age of six, grew up with him and later became husband and wife. Grandma has never set foot in the school gate, but she knows the truth as well as any intellectual. When he talks to us, he can always say a lot of big things, such as "it's going to rain, my mother is getting married" and "it's not sweet to twist a melon" She can always use these proverbs very appropriately. Sometimes I think grandma is the real wise man. In this life, she lived comfortably, calmly and clearly. Grandpa has a stubborn temper and likes to get into the dead end. Grandma always knows how to tolerate him, doesn't care, and doesn't argue so much. So it is rare to see grandparents quarreling. On the contrary, they get along very well. Every time they cook, grandpa will help in the kitchen, cut vegetables, light a fire, serve food and set the table, while grandma is responsible for cooking and washing dishes. Grandparents are notoriously hard-working in the village, and they are not willing to give up the land in the field at all, because they are all people who have come from hard times and struggled out of that era when people will starve to death.

Grandpa used to help others watch Feng Shui, and he once made jokes because he had a shortcoming-he didn't like dressing up. I buy new clothes without wearing them. I always say that the old ones don't wear out, so I often go out casually. Going to do feng shui for others, someone behind him actually "judges people by appearances" to discuss grandpa's clothes, saying that this person is dressed so casually, will he see feng shui? Someone immediately retorted them: "Don't look at his casual clothes. Both his sons are very capable. They all buy houses and cars in Guangzhou. People just don't like dressing up. "

Slowly, he became famous and many people called him. My grandfather knows all about safety, plastic stoves and getting married depends on the date. My grandfather always watches my wedding day, including the day when my family moves to a new house, and the day when my uncle and father go out to make money after the Chinese New Year every year. These grandfathers will look forward to it with his almanac.

Grandpa is still a typical person who is never too old to learn! Always tell us that we don't understand why the technology is so developed now, and how to take pictures with mobile phones? What is the video chat? How can people who are so far apart see each other? Grandpa always lamented that "technology is too developed now." In order to keep up with the times, grandpa loves to watch science and education channels, and news broadcast is also a must-see every day. After reading it, you will also explain the current policies and situation of the country to us from time to time. We always like to follow the drama or watch Happy Camp. Grandpa always said there was nothing to see and it was boring. You should watch more science and education, agriculture and news broadcast. I often think that if my grandfather is forty or fifty years younger, he might really become a scientist and inventor.

Grandpa also has a hobby, watching tea-picking operas in Gannan and Yunnan. I bought you a lot of CDs because you like them. Later, many neighbors will also visit our house. They are all elderly people, and the old people who came to the theatre did not forget to praise me for my filial piety, saying that I often bought new CDs for my grandfather.

Grandparents' example is the best education, so my father, uncle and two aunts are hardworking and kind, especially my father and uncle, who started from scratch in the decoration industry. Up to now, both of them can buy a house in Guangzhou, which is inseparable from the teaching of grandparents. Most importantly, my grandparents' four children are very filial. Living in such a big family always makes me feel endless warmth and love.

However, my favorite grandfather, why not let me be filial for a few more years? You are such a good person, why did God take you away? I thought it meant that good people get what they deserve! Why not give my good grandfather a long life! Did I do something wrong? Should I come back to teach? During the summer vacation, I don't plan to take the entrance examination, because I see that you are always in hospital recently, so I want to be closer to you. I finally entered the city, but I chose to come back and teach for a year. I thought you would wait for me for a year, but now I know I was really wrong, all wet!

Looking through some pictures stored in my mobile phone last night, I classified them into photo albums. Each of these photos is a precious memory with you. Unfortunately, I didn't know how to preserve these precious memories before, and I took too few pictures.

Binbin also leaned in to look at the photo and shouted at your grandfather in the photo. I told him, "You'll never see grandpa again. Grandpa is gone. " He didn't know anything, but he shouted again and again.

Tears flowed out unwillingly again.

When Binbin is older, I will definitely tell him a story about you. If he would ask me, "Mom, what kind of person do you want me to be when I grow up?" I would say to him, "People like your grandfather."

In the circle of friends, I searched for the keyword "meet grandparents"

Jumping out of these, it turns out that it is also good to love friends.

Every time I go back to Zi Shan to see you and grandma, I buy a lot of food. I know you and grandma are reluctant to buy it.

Of course, every time you criticize me, "Don't waste money and buy so many things."

I just smiled and thought, "What are these? I can't wait to bring the best things in the world to you and grandma. "

Grandpa, do you still remember that this is a family photo we took together in February, 20 10. In my opinion, you haven't changed at all eight years ago and now! It's just that we all grew up at once.

This photo is very precious. There are you, grandma and your four children.

Grandparents and my father and uncle.

Grandpa, do you still remember this scene when we all cut rice together in August 2004+2065438? You always cut rice fastest, and neither my cousin nor I can catch up with you.

20 15 12.27 at that time, binbin was only one month and 27 days. I don't remember whether it was the first time you met him. You teased him with your grandmother, and you had a good laugh.

20 16 may 1 may labor day I took binbin to see you and grandma again. You tease Binbin and laugh like a child.

At this moment, I want to see your smile again

Binbin is willing to stay in your arms and see that you like him so much. I am really happy, so I will take him with me every time I come to see you and grandma. If you don't take the handle occasionally, be sure to ask me.

August 4, 2065438+07 You don't know how many "yellow bamboo worms" you caught from which bamboo forest. You said, "Take off your head, put some salt on it and give it to the dwarf. It will make you smarter. " Zhang Yuebin was not afraid when he got it, but really played with bugs. You smiled and said, "short and brave are good!" "

Of course, I didn't give it to him in the end.

On August 4th, Binbin was sweeping the floor with a broom. You smiled and said, "It's short and crooked, and it's crooked."

2017101October 3rd? I came back to see you during the National Day holiday. You say chickens and ducks always run into the house to shit, so get something to block the door. Binbin was very curious at that time. You smiled and said, "Short man, be careful. Don't touch it. Bamboo has thorns! " "Also told me to look at binbin.

Diligent, you really know everything.

On March 3rd, 20 17, 10, Binbin also washed your clothes.

Even if he didn't wash anything clean.

20 17 10 On October 5th, you were sitting at the door and Yi Haocheng was playing with a pulley. You tell Yi Haocheng to pay attention to safety and be careful not to bump into Binbin.

20 18 February 12? Today, you picked beans early in the morning and went to your neighbor's house to grind them and made a table of tofu. After that, we all ate delicious tofu brain. You told us that bean curd is delicious. You said you like tofu foam best, and it's better to pour some pepper.

Unexpectedly, that was the last time I ate your tofu. Grandpa's tofu will never be eaten again.

20 18 February 13 We also took photos together, and you were so happy in the photos. You can't understand how you got two more cat ears and how this special effect came about.

2065438+26 May 2008? I came to see you and grandma again. Grandma just came back from working outside that day. Come with me to the orchard to find grandma. You picked a peach for Binbin to eat. That peach is very sweet.

2018 June 16 this weekend, I came to Zi Shan to see you and grandma again.

Today, I specially brought back my recent certificate of honor for you to see. Zhang thinks my behavior is naive, just like a primary school student who has obtained the certificate of "three good students", and must take it home to show off at the speed of 100 meters sprint. However, in my heart, you are my favorite person, I want to share my happiness with you, and I want to be your pride.

July 6, 20 18? Today, you are in hospital, and suddenly your feet are swollen, so you have to walk with crutches. You are such a strong person, I know that if you can't stand it, you won't go to the hospital. You stayed in the hospital for a week before you came home. When I went to the hospital to see you, you didn't have much strength to talk. At that moment, I suddenly decided to take the postgraduate entrance examination, and I will be closer to you when I enter the city.

Without any preparation before, I worked hard, stayed at home for five days, and read until the early hours of the morning every day. As a result, I was really admitted, but I was out of my mind and decided to come back to teach, thinking of taking the sixth grade exam in my original class and then going to the city.

20 18 July 18 Today is grandma's birthday. I bought two sets of clothes for my grandmother, ordered cakes and bought a lot of snacks. I brought too many things, and my uncle sent us to Zi Shan. Our family had a pleasant evening.

It's also your last birthday with grandma.

Grandma Shoutao in the middle said she wouldn't stutter without teeth and asked you to eat. You took a bite and said seriously, "This is not a real peach, it is made of sugar." We say it is made of chocolate. Now, blame yourself for not buying you a real big birthday peach, so you won't walk so fast.

On August 26th, 20 18, Wang Yun and I were sawing wood, and you laughed at our lack of exercise. Two people can't beat an old man like you, telling us to exercise more at ordinary times.

On September 8th, 20 18, Ceng Wenming, Mayor of Ganzhou City, gave me a big red envelope-Teacher's Day solatium, an excellent teacher. Including five teachers in my town, when Mayor Zeng handed me the red envelope, my first thought was to give it to you and grandma, and even you should be the one who opened it.

However, I didn't know until I returned to Zi Shan from Yinkeng that you were hospitalized again because of swollen feet. So I immediately borrowed my neighbor's electric car and went to the hospital.

Binbin also went and brought his usual logic dog. You watch him play, and you can find the right of each color. Laugh and praise him for his cleverness.

Grandma opened the red envelope, and several of us counted how many were in it. Finally, we count to 10. You smiled and said, "Your mayor is very generous! Five people, one thousand dollars for each person to go to several schools, need a lot of money. "

I gave you and grandma 500 each, but you said no and told me to keep it for myself. I said that although the money is not much, it is of great significance. Without you and grandma, I want to repay your kindness in raising me. Please keep it.

After listening, you laughed.

On September 23rd, 20 18, I went home to see you and grandma again. I went to the supermarket and bought some dry food, some fruit and a neck protector for my grandmother. I teach grandma to use it in the evening, and you watch TV. You said, "This kind of thing is useless and a waste of money. Don't buy so much. Your uncle bought a lot for your grandmother, and it didn't work. " I said I tried, and it was really much more comfortable. Grandma has cervical spondylitis. Try it.

20 18 10 1? You sent me a video chat on WeChat. You said, "Today is 65438+1 October1.Have you had a holiday? Come up to play after the holiday, and I want to invite those relatives who came to the hospital to see me last time to have dinner together. "

I said, "Because of the national inspection and National Day, we have to work overtime and have no holidays." You smiled and said, "Why do you have to work overtime on legal holidays?"

In this way, I missed the last chance to see you. I saw you lying on the mat on the ground yesterday, wearing different clothes. The hands that used to hold me when I was a child have turned pale. I knelt on the ground to burn paper money for you, and once again I couldn't stop crying!

Are you angry with me because I didn't go back to see you and have dinner with you on National Day? I'm back. Can you open your eyes and look at me? Let me know: "Pingping is here. Hey. "

Grandma said that you acted as if nothing had happened the day before yesterday. Everything is normal. You eat as usual and watch TV at night as usual. I'm not sick there, but why can't I sleep in the morning? You never stay in bed. You and grandma both have their own biological clocks, and they will get up at five or six.

When I packed your things with my aunt, I also told her if I should ask the doctor to confirm that grandpa was only in temporary shock. I've seen an unsolved mystery before. Hold your breath alone 12 hours still alive.

But my aunt called me a "fool".

Grandma cried while washing the quilt for you yesterday. That was the first time I saw grandma cry. Grandma cried and said, don't go first by yourself. It is agreed that she should go first, and then you should go.

Grandma cried and said, Yan, why did you bring someone who understands and leave her illiterate?

Grandma cried and said, now that the children have grown up, they can enjoy happiness, but why did you leave so soon?

Yesterday, I shed all the tears of this year. I made a wish to Yan, and I wanted to get a miracle from him. I want to trade my birthday for your life. However, I have been waiting all day. He didn't even reply to me. I know this miracle will never happen again.

When I was in high school, there was an English teacher who believed in Buddhism. She said, "When people are gone, their relatives can't always cry, because their grievances are too heavy, and it will be difficult for the souls of the deceased to go to heaven." I don't know if what she said is true, but I want to believe it, so I have been holding back my tears today. Because my grandfather must go to heaven and be the happiest person in heaven!

Grandpa, do you know? I'm suddenly not afraid of death now, because I know grandpa is waiting for me in another world. No matter where I am, I will never be lonely.

Last night, I read the picture books Grandpa has become a ghost and Grandpa is wearing a suit again. Seek strength from language.

But, grandpa, I waited for you in my dream all night last night, and you didn't come. Don't forget to say goodbye to me, ok?

You are 79 years old this year, and it will be yours in a few months.

Eighty years old, but God took you away from us.

Yes However, I am honored to have it in these 79 years.

I've been here for 28 years, and I'm glad to be in my.

I have lived with you for 28 years!

If there is a next life, I hope you are still my grandfather.

You must not forget to be my grandfather.

Please believe that if there is next life, if I am still your granddaughter, I will do better than this life.

My favorite grandpa, you must be very good in heaven.

Don't worry about grandma, we'll take good care of it.

Please be happy in heaven!