I finally lost you.

Maybe everyone has their own obsession, unspeakable and unshakable. Maybe everyone has their own love and can't, so miss, so care.

She deleted me long ago. I still habitually open her circle of friends every day to see if she is good recently, but I am disappointed again and again. I feel sad and occasionally resent. I want to wait for you for another hundred days, or a year. If you don't look back, I won't wait for you. I want to live a life that I can miss but no longer expect. I have you in my heart and you are not in my world.

I have had a crush on you for so many years and met you in my dreams countless times. I have never really seen your face, but when I think of you, I still feel flustered and uncontrollable.

I know that people who are tempted first will always get hurt, but you never seem to be tempted. No matter how hard I try, I can't warm a cold heart. No matter how crazy I am, I can't wake a person who pretends to sleep. If I really turn around, I will never look back. Please forgive me for leaving without saying goodbye.

From then on, I finally stopped waiting for your news. I finally don't have to dry my hands in the shower to reply to your message. I finally don't have to worry all day ... I finally lost you. ...

I can finally stop loving you, I can finally stop thinking about you, the days are full, but my heart is empty ... between you and me, I can't stop thinking about you, so I leave my thoughts to the night and let my dreams dominate our reunion.

How can a person who once loved with his life let go, just find an excuse not to be so embarrassed and say so cruelly, in fact, every sentence is very painful. I lost the person I love most, so I have no time to think about it, but what can I fill with an empty heart? Then leave everything to time. I can remember, miss, let go, forget ... time will give me an explanation.

We are all poor, the person I like can't get it, and you don't cherish what you get. It hurts when you are near, you want to lose it, you want to meet when you miss it, and you hate when you are late ... It's full of regret to struggle for half your life.

Until now, the fate between you and me is over. I don't know what kind of love I have for you. I only know that at that time, I really cried for you, and I really felt sorry for losing you. I really want to be with you and wait for you all my life.

Slowly, you became a sentence I wrote, a poem, a short essay, a story ... It's better to give up than to forget it: because you are the one who tried my best to be together in my youth memories. Because you are the person I have always loved since I was a child. All the pain in my life is caused by you, because there is no pain in the world, which is comparable to the pain of wanting to forget unforgettable and loving but not giving up.

Well, I don't care that you never loved me. Anyway, I finally stopped loving you. But I still admire your looks. Thank you for stunning my whole youth and enriching my life.