I'm so upset now ~ how to face the ambiguity between boyfriend and first love?

Are you going to marry him or his family? This problem is not a problem at all. As long as you really love each other and really want to be together, you don't have to worry too much. After all, no one can foresee the future, and 1 is needed. A little courage to go forward, so there will be no regrets. And the first love is unforgettable for everyone, but it is mixed with too many factors of our own. Sometimes we miss our first love and just think of ourselves at that time. This is cruel. But that's not love anymore. When your boyfriend decides to stay with you, it proves that he has a new feeling for you. This is love when we are together. As for his affair with his first lover, it doesn't mean that he doesn't love you anymore. He doesn't want to be with you since 1 Maybe he loves that person just out of nostalgia for the past. After all, you should know that he once had a good past with that person, and he is now choosing. Sometimes you need a little trust. I think there is nothing wrong with you logging in to his MSN, but don't let him find this little trick. Now you need to hint at your feelings to him from time to time. You don't want him to have an affair with her. She will be spoiled, right? You are more reasonable than her, aren't you? She wants to be a smart woman, otherwise she won't refuse to be with you. As long as you are determined to be with him, give him some reminders and let him know your sincerity. You know, in fact, he knows a lot of things. Everything is very simple, too often we think too much! ~ ~ Come on! ! ! I wish you happiness.