My father is very capable, but he is overbearing. I am a foreigner, weak, bullying and afraid of evil, narrow-minded, extremely unpopular, always holding me back!

I don't know what you want to say, but you know it. I think you just need to vent. Nothing needs help from others. When you have the ability, you can do whatever you want. I think it's ok. Then you can rely on yourself instead of others. Parents can't count on it