It must have been years.

At this moment, when the sunshine at the end of the year shines on the balcony, I have enough thoughts to touch the time one by one.

1000 years ago, Wang Xianzhi wrote in "Festivals and Posts": "Festivals have passed, and the end of the year is full of worries." This sentence is as enduring as Li Guyi's unforgettable tonight.

No matter in the past or now, the end of the year, a new starting point has come again. In addition to being energetic to meet, it is inevitable to look back on the year that suddenly passed away. We have all read several articles about the inventory of major events in 2020. Looking at the time of the big event, thinking about where I am and what I am doing, sighing at this unexpected magical thing.

The epidemic has spread all over the world, and round after round of ups and downs, countless where will you go? In this way, witnessing the present history, we will know that some things are uncontrollable, and we should get used to it gradually, knowing that life may never return to the way it was before the epidemic, but we will gradually adapt to accept everything and become daily life.

But with the completion of the "thing" itself, it gradually faded in the brain. Those achievements that look exciting from a distance seem to have passed at the same time when they came.

When I was very young, I found that the more "big" things I expected, the faster they seemed to disappear after completion. Decide what to write for the future and remember this moment.

Those little things like feathers and dust, some emotions and feelings always come to my mind when I am quiet, and I don't know what the purpose is. I think these five memories, these five little things, are the effortless and casual gains in life, just like a few faint piano sounds touching a chord.

During the epidemic, although I was at home, I didn't rest at all. I watched dozens of movies and TV series with my daughter, read dozens of paper books, listened to many e-books, wrote on time and tried to cook many new dishes. Go to the community on duty every day and meet many touching people and things. When we can calmly review these extraordinary experiences, it shows that we have passed through those darkest moments, leaving only clouds and winds.

After the epidemic was brought under control, we ushered in the busiest year. Because of the epidemic, employment has become the biggest problem. A paper document and a policy of benefiting the people have become the government's greatest concern for the people, and we are the bridge. The implementation of various policies for poverty-stricken households who set up files and set up cards, 300,000 laborers set up files and set up cards, skills upgrading training for the whole people, on-the-job training for enterprises, skills competitions, innovation and entrepreneurship competitions for college students ... recruitment of fresh graduates, recruitment of three supports and one support, recruitment of community workers, repeated attempts and overtime work. This year is too difficult. We didn't expect it to be so difficult for children to go to school, buy masks and go out to see movies. We stared at the abyss countless times and were also stared at by the abyss. Although it is difficult, I hope our meager strength can make more people feel warm.

I wrote for three years, and actually wrote 330,000 words. Those initial fanaticism and irrationality were gradually polished into deep obsession by habits and time, and they never gave up. Because we have the same hobbies, the same beliefs and the same mental size, we are together. We hug each other to keep warm and fight against the desolation of the world. Resist indifference, only true feelings. Some people leave and disappear, and everyone is still there. How nice! Of course, I won't forget that in countless rural cities and under countless lights, there are people like you who don't give in in the cracks of life, are moved in daily life, and make beautiful wishes when facing the stars alone. Mud and sand are still flowing, and the heart tortured by rough particles is still soft, delicate and gentle. Days are like knives, we are not afraid, because we have been together.

With everything uncertain this year, we actually made a firm trip. The reason why we say "the opposite direction" is that from winter to summer, from north to south, from 28 hours by green leather train to more than 8 hours by high-speed train, what I feel is the cultural difference between north and south, the distance between small towns and frontier cities, the difference between active and passive opening, and the rapid changes in China. If the Jincheng High-speed Railway had been opened one month later, we might not have taken such a long train, or had such a romantic trip with food, drink and good books, all the way from winter to autumn to summer, just like passing the Wuhan Yangtze River Bridge at different speeds, with different feelings, although there are spit and nostalgia. The galloping of high-speed rail makes us feel the modern civilization. Those professors' classes are still in my mind, but they are not only their classes, but also the superposition of my practical thinking. These courses, as well as the curriculum arrangement of the Three Museums and the Party School of the Municipal Party Committee, made me make a brand-new inventory of my knowledge system.

I graduated from high school in 25 years and attended the reunion for the first time. I have always insisted that it is better to miss each other when we meet. My best friend insisted that we attend. In fact, 25 minutes seems to be an instant. Since I was a teenager, it seems that everyone has never been apart, just going home for a Sunday. There are so many old friends in my life, even if I haven't seen them for many years, it seems that goodbye is the first time. This gathering made me fully understand a sentence in Luo Pang's New Year speech,' You are full of certainty, but now you don't know what it is like', and the effect of' friends of time' is' work hard, agree with each other and help each other', which is more appropriate for classmates.

The year of Gengzi in 2020 is full of ups and downs and dangers. My year 2020 is with my country, my family, my friends and my colleagues. I am very happy and lucky. 2020, walk calmly. No more fighting, no more stubbornness. There are not many people in this world who understand us. Facing the year of 20021,we still have to rush forward with a brave heart and never look back. In this way, we will see things that we couldn't see before. In the future, there will be more temperature and centripetal force, so that every plant has a sense of belonging and honor, and it can make progress in the professional field and have more fun.