Am I obsessive-compulsive or neat? If I go to an environment where I feel dirty, I will feel

You are not as serious as I am. I just burned the couch where someone else was sitting! Because the idiots in our alley have been urinating everywhere, no matter how to put up slogans or banners. I have a mother and no mother, and the environment is too bad, which leads to my serious anxiety and cleanliness! Anxiety and cleanliness are twins, and they go hand in hand. I dare not go out every day now. I feel the ground outside is dirty. I have been afraid to go out for two years. I feel very painful and want to commit suicide. The people we live with really have no quality.