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Speaking of my alma mater, Shi Feng, my mood is mixed. This alma mater that I used to be proud of, this alma mater that I dreamed of countless times, this alma mater that has been taking care of me in the depths of the years, and now I don't have the courage to return to the original site of my alma mater. Only when I am in a quiet place will I open the old calendar about Shi Feng and savor this spiritual highland.

Twenty-three years ago, I struggled to jump out of the agricultural gate on the wooden bridge of the senior high school entrance examination, and I was fortunate to be one of the few public-funded normal students at that time. Since then, this school named "Fengxiang Normal School in Shaanxi Province" has become my famous alma mater. Although separated for 20 years, the name Fengxiang Normal School, like my hometown, affects the strings of my thoughts.

At the beginning, I went to a normal school and became a teacher? Unexpectedly, after the senior high school entrance examination, I filled in my volunteers. According to my estimated score, I confidently applied for the best technical secondary school at that time, such as Xi 'an Electric Power School, dreaming of "saving money", earning more money, honoring my parents and living a city life. It's not that I worship money, because at that time, our family's economy had reached the point of making ends meet. Although we are still young, we also deeply feel the pressure of our parents' life. I secretly made up my mind: I must be admitted! I put my fortune-changing treasure on the exam.

? When I showed my proposed volunteer to the class teacher, the teacher said, "In the volunteer column that you admitted in advance, the first volunteer must be filled in Fengxiang Normal School in Shaanxi Province." "Why?" I looked at the teacher with my eyes wide open. The teacher said, "Our whole school is a normal class." I don't want to be a teacher Why not discuss it with us? "The teacher smiled and said," According to your family's situation, it is best to go to a normal school! "Normal school, living allowance, package distribution after graduation, how nice! Besides, as a teacher, a girl has a stable and civilized job. What do you want? Melon girl! " I can't refute it, but I'm still worried that many beautiful dreams in my heart suddenly went out.

Why is the provincial university not in Xi or Baoji, but in a county town north of Yuan Shangwei? A question haunts my mind. When I was a child, I mowed cows and baskets. At sunset, I sat on the top of the mountain and looked at the north. The straight horizon of Weibei Plateau is connected with the sky. I deeply thought it was Beishan, and I wondered what was beyond it. A few days after the results of the senior high school entrance examination came out, the teacher led me to an interview with Fengxiang Normal School. I was surprised when the bus climbed north from Caijiapo Station on the winding expressway! At present, it is an endless plain! The car continued to drive north, and the terrain became more and more flat. In the distance, as far as you can see, further away, is an untouchable horizon. I found Fengxiang, a place with a profound historical accumulation, is not ordinary from the characteristic houses passing by the window and the place names with a strong sense of history.

? I became a student of Fengxiang Teachers College without any suspense. My uncle sent me to register and helped me complete the registration procedure. When he left, he told me: "Our family is not good, don't compare with our classmates, just be simple and clean;" Eat more affordable food, steamed bread and pasta; Study hard and resolutely oppose romance; Get along well with classmates, do more things and talk less ... "I nodded yes one by one, but the bitterness in my heart was quietly spreading. Because at the beginning of school, my family couldn't even take out 1000 yuan. At that time, my second sister was studying in a middle school in another city. In addition, in those years, my family encountered unprecedented economic difficulties. That summer vacation, every night, I clearly heard the sigh of my father who slept next door for one night. I am not optimistic about the future. For my tuition, my father borrowed 1000 yuan and entrusted my uncle from afar to send me to Fengxiang. The registration fee is 150 yuan, plus accommodation fee, quilt cover fee, school uniform fee, meal ticket, etc. * * * 840 yuan, with more than RMB 100 left. My uncle urged me to pinch and scrape. I fought back my tears and sent my uncle away. I sat alone in Shi Feng Botanical Garden with mixed feelings. Watching the students get what they want, I cheered, and I, first of all, have to solve the problem of food and clothing. This is a great challenge for a shy and timid child. I am at a loss about the future.

? After military training, I integrated into the life and study in Shi Feng. I found that my financial difficulties were not as great as I thought. First, the state subsidizes the living expenses of 72 yuan, a normal student, every month. If the appetite is small, it is basically enough to eat; Secondly, Shi Feng's learning style, teaching style and school spirit are very active, diligent, earnest and lively. Most of the students come from the countryside, and they all keep their true colors of simplicity, diligence and frugality. According to the requirements of the school, all students wear school uniforms and have their hair cut short, which is neat, simple and generous. Several section chiefs and teachers of the Student Affairs Office conduct seamless inspections many times a day, from words and deeds to attitudes, from details of life to being a man and doing things, which set a standard for us. On the campus of Shi Feng Normal University, simplicity and generosity are the main colors. In Shi Feng, food and clothing is no longer a problem. Deep down, I have always been grateful for my luck. In this sense, Master Feng is my benefactor.

? What directly changed my financial difficulties was the help and support of teachers and schools. I remember going home once and getting more than 100 yuan for living expenses. I caught a cold just a few days after I arrived at school, and spent more than 100 yuan. I haven't recovered from my cold, but all my money is gone. But I study art, and the cost of brushes, paints and paper is not a small sum, so I am very uneasy and sad. I don't know if my classmates quietly responded to the teacher or if the teacher found me. At that time, Mr. Yang Yulong, the temporary head teacher of Class 965 and then head of the Student Affairs Office, talked to me one day. After learning about my situation, the teacher first offered to lend me 100 yuan, and then introduced me to a tutor. Since then, every weekend, I have quietly started to be a tutor. By the end of that semester, I had more than 200 yuan left, excluding all living expenses. I am very excited. Before the holiday, my classmates led me. I went to a private home near the county seat and wholesaled a doorkeeper with a value of 100 yuan. I was going to earn some tuition in the annual fund-raiser. At the end of the year, I went hopefully to Qizhen Street, which is more than ten miles away from home, and caught up with the New Year party. When I opened the booth in vain, I was surprised to find that my new year's goods were completely different from the colors on both sides of the booth. I suddenly realized that I was wholesaling second-hand goods from previous years! It won't sell at all. I sell it at a low price, so I can't see it soon. Two or three days passed and only sold for more than fifty yuan. I was dumbfounded. It seems difficult to recover capital. I found that in the bustling street, the grandfather who wrote couplets had a good business. After reading it quietly, I feel that I can write such words (I often laugh at myself later: there is a kind of self-confidence called blind impulse). I immediately decided to change my plan-selling couplets, because Shi Feng practices calligraphy every day. In addition, I have written couplets for my family since I was a child. I can do this. With a modest and studious attitude, I learned some materials and skills for writing couplets from the old people who sell couplets. After closing the stalls in the afternoon, I began to buy things and write couplets. Carrying things home at night, my parents are firmly opposed when they know it. My father said sternly, "Your handwriting is not good! Don't go. People will laugh when they stand on the street writing Spring Festival couplets on such a cold day. " Father is right. I know he loves me. But I can't go back. Early the next morning, under the opposition of my parents, I moved the heavy three-bucket table to the shelf car. My father saw that I had made up my mind and had to help me pull the furniture into the street. That winter, I earned more than 400 yuan by writing couplets. My parents didn't expect it, but in fact they didn't expect me to. I have living expenses! When I first started school that year, I was the most confident. I don't have to be sad anymore, my heart is clear! Although the writing is not very good, this courage has changed my situation. Later, in order to relieve the financial pressure at home, I can boldly stand on the street, waving a paintbrush and confidently brush the fiery Spring Festival couplets. I hear all kinds of voices, no matter what others say, but I understand that there is no arrogance, not showing off, just making a living. This skill and courage to make a living comes from education and training in Shi Feng.

? Coincidentally, one night after the winter vacation, a classmate in Lin You's class told us about his experience of selling cattle and vegetables with his father. His courage and courage made us even more surprised and admired. As a matter of fact, many of my classmates were working part-time and working hard to be self-reliant. When I think of this past, I still feel proud. That is the divine power of Fengxiang Normal School, which makes the simple and timid children find the confidence and firmness to get out of the predicament.

Master Feng, you have given me too much. Like the ocean, she attracts our students with her unique and rich charm, which makes us have no distractions. In the air of Shi Feng, it is full of rigor and strictness, full of rich artistic fragrance, and every air particle is permeated with the struggle of youth, showing the solemnity and massiness of a century-old famous school. The slogan "Be a model and learn something" is impressive and deeply imprinted in the hearts of every Phoenix teacher. During her three years as a Phoenix teacher, we read her spiritual connotation again and again. These eight-character proverbs have become the most basic pursuit of our Phoenix teacher. During the three years of study, my desire to learn was stimulated again and again. I am fascinated by vocal music, art, dance, calligraphy and instrumental music, which makes me dizzying.

In the ocean of Shi Feng, we are just a small fish. Those things called "art" hook my soul and lead us to pursue our dreams. I was just deeply attracted by the singing, piano and orchestra from the art building. When I turned around, I saw Chinese paintings, oil paintings, gouache, sketches and sketches in the studio. It's so beautiful that people can't move their legs. I'm just fascinated by the dignified and beautiful dance in the dance studio. When I turned around, I saw the brush waving in the calligraphy room. I wrote magnificent calligraphy on rice paper ... I wanted to learn it, and I liked it so much. There is nothing to give up. Three years is too short, and there are too many things to learn. Therefore, "walking in a hurry" has become an involuntary behavior. However, no matter how hard I run, there are still many goals that I can't catch up with my classmates in Shi Feng campus. We are very happy with this learning drive of chasing after each other. Master Feng's strength is here.

? At that time, there were several scenic spots in our Shi Feng campus. First of all, before the wake-up bell rings and after the lights are turned off, the street lamps on campus are crowded with people reading books. Every night, the head of the student affairs office rushes back to the dormitory with a flashlight. I am one of them. Secondly, Shi Feng "doesn't rest" on weekends. The classroom is full of self-study people; The art building and library are crowded with people, playing, pulling, playing, singing, drawing, writing and reading everything; The playground is crowded with people who exercise, sketch and practice their voices. Few people wander around. I am one of them. Thirdly, the school also provides many display platforms for students, such as biweekly large-scale parties, biweekly art exhibitions, self-study every Sunday night, learning to sing a campus song in each class, practicing three strokes after lunch every day, and practicing lectures after dinner every day. I am one of them. Our class is an intensive art class, and there are professional courses such as sketch, sketch, Chinese painting and gouache every day. Teacher Yang Yulong stipulates that we should write a picture every day, whether in winter or summer vacation. I persisted until graduation. Unfortunately, the subject I studied after graduation has nothing to do with calligraphy and art, so I didn't stick to it, which became my pain.

? Twenty years after graduation, whenever I think of Shi Feng, a warm current comes to my mind. Maybe I won't meet such an alma mater again in my life. I often tell my children about Shi Feng and the years that have not been wasted. Our simple and dedicated teachers, whose gestures in class are still cherished in the depths of time, clearly recall: the beautiful class teacher Cao's art history class, the simple and solid algebra class of Yang Wanlu, the biology class that is good at speaking with experiments, Fang's reading and writing class, Gong Hongguan's music solfeggio class, and their reading level is comparable to that of Yuan Qingshan, the host of China Central Radio. Elegant and handsome Liu Kai's geography class, Zhao's physics class with knowledge and wisdom, gentle solid geometry teacher, humorous Chinese teacher, rigorous chemistry and mathematics teacher, elegant psychology teacher Wang, philosophy teacher Li who often says that "the world is a thing, things are moving, and numbers are moving", as well as calligraphy teacher, physical education teacher, dance teacher, modern Chinese teacher and ancient Chinese teacher ... I only hope they.

Our class is an art intensive class, but art is not our major. However, twenty years later, many of our classmates still insist on writing. This is our art teacher, who has planted the seeds of art in our hearts. Now those students who persist in their dreams, whether books or paintings, are as good as their professional level.

Working overtime with us that year, under the street lamp outside the classroom, some students who recite English were admitted to the doctor's degree and became professors at 2 1 1, 985 key universities.

? And more students, like me, are seeds that have been sown in their hometown. In the corner of Baoji, it is long and dark, silently sticking to it. Stick to the basic education post in my hometown, pay silently and work hard to shine; Stick to the ordinary and stick to our educational feelings.

? People's lives are always led by feelings. I have no great love for rivers, only a personal love attached to my hometown and based on my work. Anyway, I will always be one of thousands of students in Shi Feng. If we say that the talents trained in Shi Feng shine like stars, then I am also a star in Shi Feng. Although it is not dazzling, we all have the same name-Shi Feng!

About the author: Huang Ti (Yu), a 965-class student of Teachers College, a native of Meixian County, a primary school teacher, an expert in teaching in Shaanxi Province, and a member of Baoji Workers and Writers Association.

E-mail: huangyushuxue @ 126.com