The mood log of losing a child

Children will always be the heart of parents, even if the stomach has not yet formed, it has already carried many people's hopes. The following is my emotional diary of losing a child for your reference! Diary of the lost child (1) for the lost baby.

I lost a child, a fetus to be exact, and I used it? Lost? In a word, because I don't have the courage to use it Abort? ,? Do it. ,? Run away? ..... so with action and pain, I only dare to use? Lost? .

Hello, son. I'm mom. We will be separated soon, and I think I need to leave something behind. So I want to record it. You came into this world because of an accident. But mom can't have you. Forgive the selfish mother. Mom wants you to remember that your name is Guoguo.

Fruit, when my father and I were not ready, God decided to send you to us. I never expected it, but your arrival still excited me. Although you made mom want to throw up. But when mom thinks about you and mom. Mom will feel extremely happy. Although I can't wake up every day, my mother is very happy. Mom and Guoguo go to bed together, ok? What, baby? You can't fool around with mom. If you mess with mom, mom will mess with dad. Dad doesn't like you, so be good. But soon, mom will lose you forever. Mom will cherish the days with you.

I'm looking forward to doing B-ultrasound, because my mother wants to see you and is afraid of doing B-ultrasound, because she won't leave you when she's done. The fruit is missing today, and I miss her very much! I think he will be in pain, and my mother will come when she wants to bear fruit. Mom won't forget fruit, and mom will always love fruit.

My favorite baby, my mother is sorry for you. My mother knew that you were trying to grow up, but she brutally ended your unformed life. It's not that mom doesn't love you. When you peeled it off your mother, it seemed that her body suddenly took a vacation. Mom knows you left. Mom has imagined you must be beautiful countless times. What kind of child will you be? I always think so, boy? Girls? Will it be like me or like dad? Although there are only a few cells now, I really want to know what you will look like in the future. Unfortunately, I can't see it now. Sorry, my lost child, my mother wants to keep you, but she is also helpless. I know this is not a reason, but it can only be our excuse, but it can only be fate. I swear, if this happens again, I will keep you, son.

Baby, I'm sorry, forever! Giving up you is not because I don't love you, nor because I don't care, but because of the reason at that time, we made the choice at that time. Every step of time will remind us of our mistakes, I'm sorry!

Mom really wants to bring you into this world, but for some reason, we have to give you up. No matter how difficult it is, mom and dad will try their best to create a warm home. So, baby, will you come to your mother?

Baby, I didn't bring you into this world and let you see the beauty of this world. It's mom and dad who are sorry for you, but baby, you should remember that mom and dad love you very much. If there is an afterlife, we hope you will be our baby after reincarnation.

Love from mom and dad

Emotional Diary of Losing a Child (2) Emotional Diary of an Aborted Woman

Foreword:

Dear sisters, please don't forget to take contraceptive measures when enjoying happiness. Those brothers who are in love, don't forget to put on your coat because of the pleasure of those few minutes. If you love her, you should love her more. If you don't love, stop your entry. I write about the experience of abortion, just to let people have a perceptual understanding of abortion, respect themselves, respect others and respect life.

Saturday, June 26th

I'm pregnant? ! When there were two pink stripes on the test paper, I was a little uncertain and read the instructions several times in a row. The unexpected arrival of this little life caught me off guard. Call my husband quickly. My husband is on the bus home at this time. The bus is very noisy. Husband doesn't seem to hear clearly, but? Pregnant? He really should hear the word. My almost crying voice convinced my husband that I was not joking. I hung up the phone, but I was much calmer. I have just been married to my husband for more than half a year, and the world between them has just begun. I don't want this happy life to be broken so early. Go to the hospital for diagnosis tomorrow. After all, I can't be 100% accurate Just thinking, my husband went home and looked at me with a serious expression. I pointed to the bathroom. I haven't thrown away the test paper yet. My husband came out of the bathroom like a sunburned cucumber and repeatedly said, how is that possible? How is that possible? ?

Actually, I also want to know why I won the bid. My physiological cycle is very regular. Every menstrual period takes 28 days, so our contraceptive method is very simple. It is always foolproof to use a small raincoat during or outside the safety period. That night, my husband and I repeatedly recalled our happy time this month. Fortunately, we are still relatively temperate people, and we can accurately locate specific days every time, but the more we recall, the more impossible it is. Later, my husband said badly, honey, just admit it. ? What do I confess? I don't know why. So we looked for the answer through the internet. Most of the arguments about safe period contraception have failed, because women's physiological cycle will change their endocrine environment because of their own emotions or the influence of the external environment, and sometimes women will ovulate many times. Although there are many examples to prove it, my husband and I are still confused about this pregnancy. We spent the whole night trying to find out which link went wrong.

Sunday, June 27th

I stayed up late last night, overslept with my husband, and didn't wake up until nine o'clock in the morning. After a simple breakfast, we hurried to the maternity hospital. There were not many people in the hospital that day. I looked around and didn't know anyone. Thank god. Otherwise, how can my husband and I resist such a thin face? It's really unnecessary to register as a thief, and it's not a shame to think about it in the future. Besides, we are legally married. The woman who received the money that day seemed a little talkative and asked me what I wanted to see. I whispered: I came to see if I was pregnant. Several people around me looked at me like knives, so I quickly leaned over to my husband. ? Do you want it or not? The woman asked coldly,? Do I need to tell you? I'm a little puzzled. ? Of course, it depends on how much you pay. ?

NND, I really want to swear. My face turned red and I looked at my husband inquiringly. My husband shook his head firmly. Well, since the father has decided, don't blame the mother, son. Finally, he hung up and waited in line. I'm afraid there is a male doctor in it. In that case, I would rather leave. It's my turn Fortunately, I am a kind-hearted female doctor, about 50 years old. I probably didn't have lunch at noon, and I look a little tired. After a few simple words, she made a list. Urine pregnancy test? The test results will come out soon? HCG positive. Pass the test sheet to the doctor, and the doctor said simply, early pregnancy, 32 days, what are you going to do? I'm married? Did I emphasize it? But my husband and I are not ready, so we don't want this baby. The doctor said, to tell you the truth, because the time is short and the fetal sac is small, it may not work well now. Come here next week. ?

My husband was still depressed when I went to the escort area to find him. He has been preoccupied since last night. Men are really like this. Once they have a knot, is it not easy to open it? He doesn't really think I did something wrong, does he? .

Near noon, my husband and I ate something casually in a fast food restaurant. On the bus, we stood in tandem. My husband is a head taller than me. We always hold hands when we take the bus. When the bus bumped, I took the opportunity to lean against his chest or stand on tiptoe to secretly kiss him. But today, we were separated because I was pregnant, and I didn't do anything. He has always been cold and seems too lazy to talk to me. He spoke to him coldly. I really don't know what he is thinking. At home, because of his attitude and my injustice, I had a big fight with him and cried unwillingly. But he is eating watermelon casually. After eating, I went to my colleague's house.

I am in a terrible mood. What a wonderful weekend, but it was ruined because of this. I dialed my good friend's phone. She just gave birth to a baby. It's a boy. The baby's crying came from the phone. Hearing this, my good friend quickly said, Call back later. I'm breast-feeding the baby. My best friend is a lovely girl with a good figure, but since she got pregnant, her weight has reached 160 kg. Can I call her? Mother penguin? She smiled and said, don't laugh at me, you will have such a day. I said at the time, how is that possible? My husband and I can completely control it, and there will never be unplanned products. Alas, if I had known today, I wouldn't have boasted so much and found it.

When my husband comes back, he may be guided by some experts. My husband's cold attitude eased a lot, and he took the initiative to talk to me about it. He said he didn't just ignore my feelings, he just wanted us to be quiet. Is it true that every family will fidget like us in the face of such an accident? Dinner was spent in dreariness. Dreams at night are all about going to the hospital.

June 28th to July 2nd Monday to Friday.

Day by day, we will grow up slowly, and the fact of pregnancy has been acquiesced by my husband and me these days. The next step is to go to the hospital for a physical examination on Saturday to determine the way of abortion.

At present, I know there are two ways of abortion, induced abortion and drug abortion. The advantages of induced abortion are faster speed and higher success rate, but it will damage the uterine wall and cervix, and it is easy to be infected, and it will suffer certain pain during the operation.

Is drug abortion more suitable for pregnancy? 49-day-old healthy women have little impact on health, recover quickly after abortion, and have less relative pain, which reduces the chances of postoperative cervical and uterine cavity adhesion. The disadvantage is that some people will have vomiting, diarrhea, dizziness and other symptoms after taking the medicine, and there will be a lot of bleeding after a long period of vaginal bleeding. There are still a few people who may have failed or incomplete drug abortion and need to be induced again.

During this time, I also communicated with colleagues who had had abortion experience in the unit. Many colleagues have adopted the method of medical abortion, and I seem to have a choice in my heart.

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