The story of Leslie Cheung and Anita Mui?

Meigu: "My dearest brother" to Leslie Cheung.

(Information: 1796 Ming Pao Weekly, Anita Mui talks about Leslie Cheung)

"He and I are good partners and good friends. Twenty years ago, we started from scratch in Huaxing. All I know is that I will feel at ease with him. He will feel more at ease with me. When he sings for the first time, I will be very worried. Let me be a guest and be happy. "

"After my brother left Huaxing, I thought he suddenly forgot me, and I felt very hurt. Later, when we walked together and recalled those days, we realized that no matter where he was, he put me in a very important position, and so did I. "

"We are holding hands and have many difficulties. When I was unhappy crying in the room, he coaxed me, and I was fine; If he is unhappy, I will hold his hand and support each other. "

"We stayed in a hotel and the room was open. Once I went to new york and lived in a poor black area. I slept until midnight when a nigger broke into my room and scared me to shout. My brother came to protect me. We also tried to share the same bed until dawn. "

"Many people think I am tough. Only in front of my brother can I be myself completely and be a girl. I don't have to pretend to be strong. Because he protects me, he really loves my brother. "

"Our relationship with our families is also very similar. If we are happy or unhappy, we seldom tell our mother. My brother knows me better than my family. I told him everything, even showed him my boyfriend. I feel at ease when he feels good. Whatever he says, I will deduct points from that person. "

"I heard that my brother is very unhappy and has emotional problems, but I really don't know how serious his situation is. I tried my best to contact him, but I never found him and he didn't return my calls. I wrote him a card and wrote a lot of things I wanted to say to him. I just want to tell him how much I care about him. "

"I am not only sorry and guilty, but also more than that. A few days after his death, I was speechless with heartache and suddenly felt ten years older. I have been asking questions. Why? There are still many question marks in my mind. My friend and his friends were afraid that I couldn't bear it, so they all came to accompany me through this period and told me to take care. Many people greet me through different channels and let me know that there is love in the world. "

"My brother is a man who reports good news but not bad news. Unfortunately, in his eyes, I am his sister. He was afraid I couldn't handle it. He didn't want me to worry. He didn't tell me when he was ill. He just told me that his gastric juice is back and he is not feeling well. "

"If he hadn't been sick, I'm sure he wouldn't have gone this way. He is an aesthete and won't destroy himself at all. It was the disease that controlled him. No one knows how painful his last days were. We can't share his worries and pains, but please don't add another foot after his death. What will happen if you are ill? "

What Anita Mui wrote before his death:

Wandering in the world of mortals is always a dream.

I am really tired. I'm too tired to open my eyes. I seem to see Leslie (Leslie Cheung's English name) in front of me. I thought he saw me too hard, so he came to pick me up.

Why are there tears in the eyes of people around you? I don't want to ask them, because I am very tired.

Suddenly I miss the spring in my hometown. New green covers the earth, and there are lilacs, winter jasmine, sweet-scented osmanthus and wild cherry ... Hug me. My sister and I sang together and went out of my hometown until the Red Pavilion. Then make movies and records. Many people know me and like me. I like excitement, because I have loneliness in my heart that you don't know. I can't stand the loneliness at night.

Many people say I am strong and stubborn. But this is not what I want. If you can give me another chance, I just want to be an ordinary woman, the most ordinary woman. When I am sick, my body hurts, but my heart hurts more. It is better to spend a night on your lover's shoulder than to exhibit on the cliff for a thousand years.

I care about the care of my friends and relatives, because I have no love. Without them, I have nothing.

What am I thinking now? I hope to study, get a higher position and be a noble professional woman. Policewomen and secretaries can get married and have children early ... These are my pain points. My lack has never been obtained in my life, and I will never have a chance. Healthy and secure growth, a simple and tidy life, getting married at a young age and having a warm and happy family ... these are all I want now, and I can lose everything else.

Everything is the same as before. Everything is the same as before. The beauty of life is ever-changing, but it eventually turns to ashes. Life is still the same. Everything is the same. I'm leaving, but I'm not sad. I'm just sorry, even a little unwilling. Why didn't I get the simplest love? In the face of love, I was honest, tried my best, tried my best, but I still couldn't beat the sky.

Leslie, you know me best, but you left before me. How many days are there in a person's life? How many truly wonderful moments are there? I just want to look at it with my mediocre ordinary woman's mentality. I don't want to stand there high, I don't want to shine, I don't want my eyes to flow, even if it can be reflected in different places. However, I am just a woman. May I laugh loudly? Can I snuggle up in a man's arms like a little woman and ask for a cotton candy and a row of chocolates? That's ironic. Don't cry or call my name, I will smile, because I know I am the most beautiful now. When my sister died, I had a hunch that this was the fate of our family. I don't want to escape. I know I can't escape if I want to. I just haven't done many things.

I want to ask God to give me more time, but he won't, so I have no choice. Open love, win glory, open lose. I have an explanation for myself, but I am not satisfied with this explanation!

Like it, like it, appreciate it, be blind, and laugh when it's over. What is the so-called free and easy? You can't imagine how many storms a heart will experience first if it starts to be invulnerable. I don't want to open it again. "I sigh in my heart, like water flies, and I can't stay yesterday ..."

It turns out that I have been singing myself!

Sigh of youth, sunset, old friends, fireworks, changeable situation. I only admire mandarin ducks, not immortals. In fact, I enjoy Yuanyang immortal, youth, sunset, old friends, fireworks and changes in the wind and cloud in my songs.

Leslie, don't laugh at me for feeling sorry for myself here. I will hold your hand soon, but I really want to meet those people I once loved. Will they remember me in the future? I'm actually very fragile. I'm actually very sensitive. I really need protection. I don't want to be a big sister or a strong woman. The Buddha said I saw it, and so did people.

All beings see, those who live long see, that is, not me, people see, all beings see, those who live long see. It's just, it's just, I think individuals are too small to fight fate.

I'm not the kind of person with a strong purpose, I'm a woman with a strong interest. I think this is the success or failure of my love. No matter how much love I have experienced, I just want to keep the innocence of my school days and the desperate romance of my youth, and go all out for love. If possible, so much money, so

Hard work, what to do with this scenery? I'm sick, and I don't even have a lover before bed. I'm scared at night and I can't find a warm embrace!

I'm leaving, don't cry, have pity on the person in front of you! I have been lonely for too long, and women are swaying in the world of mortals. After all, I loved and knew more, but I didn't know the wine when I was drunk, and flowers blossomed.