I don't believe in Buddhism, but I like it.

The reason why I don't believe in Buddhism is: I don't think that chanting Buddha day and night can make my seasons safe, and I don't think that fasting and chanting Buddha can make me taller every day.

But I like Buddha, I like the piety of all those who bow down before Buddha, and I also like that it wants to help all beings for mercy.

I don't know why I like Buddha beads very much, so I really want to go to the temple to get a string of Buddha beads to wear on my hand every day, but so far I have never been to a real temple. So I've been waiting for this opportunity.

A few days before the physical examination of senior three, I happened to have a massage with Baoyu and Lemei in a blind massage shop. The boss is blind and extremely Buddhist. During the chat, he knew that we were sports candidates and told us that he would host a group of people to release them in a few days. He said he could pray for us, so we asked the boss to pray for us in a blessing way.

When we left, the boss gave us two Buddhist scriptures and a Buddhist pendant. Ensure that our physical examination is smooth and everything is normal. We accepted it with joy, and even went back to the hotel to put the Buddhist scriptures on the bed, as if the Buddha were blessing us. The truth is as we wish, and everything is fine.

In the future, I will always take good care of Buddhist scriptures and pendants. When I was in college, I took them with me and put them in my suitcase, which seemed to make me feel much more at ease.

For college life, I often feel impetuous and confused all day. Suddenly one day, I want to change the wallpaper to Buddha, hoping to have a meditation and concentration effect.

Maybe it's psychological. I did get rid of a lot of distractions, but some troubles will still go round and round.

Unconsciously, the Buddha has struck a pure heart and peace of mind in my heart, which even makes me feel incredible. Of course, I won't devote myself to it, but when I meet the Buddha statue, I will look at it with a sincere heart.

Every time I see someone bow down to it with incense, I feel that the Buddha seems great, and so many people are willing to kowtow and bow down at its feet.

In fact, the Buddha has never been omnipotent. After all, it's just that some people keep their thoughts in their hearts.

Perhaps when people ask for a good result, they are so pious and respectful, but the result is often unsatisfactory.

But in spite of this, people still worship it as always, and then beg it with another thing, and so on.

Someone may also pray for the Buddha to bless his life. Although you don't know what people will do in the rest of their lives, you will do it again and again, just for a comfort and a sustenance. It is precisely because of this that so many people bow down to it and worship it.

But I think Buddha has a strong appeal, such as making more people fast and recite Buddha and killing less, making more people have good thoughts and full of true feelings. I have to admit that the power of Buddha is great and I respect it very much.

Therefore, I also yearn for temples. I want to fast in the temple for a period of time one day, and I want to experience how the monks in the temple worship Buddha and recite Buddha. I want to hear how the masters understand the Buddha's morality.

All living beings regard bodhi as trouble, and all buddhas regard trouble as bodhi.

? I bought a book by Lin Qingxuan earlier, called "The world is tender because of you". It talked about his practice in the Buddhist temple. He said that he woke up at four o'clock in the morning and came to see Master's morning ceremony. I can't help feeling the masters' strict self-discipline and day-to-day conduct.

Lin Qingxuan's description of the clock in the book is a passage I like very much:

? The bell of the Buddhist temple, as long as you can cross the mountains. It is deeply rooted in people's hearts and brings a power of awakening and tranquility.

The bell struck a few times, and I was confused in it. All I know is that it was a heavy and slow drum, followed by a faster rhythm. The hum went out, leaving only a thumping sound, and finally it returned to the bright and gentle bell, lingering in the mountains.

I have never heard the bells of Buddhist temples. The mixed musical instrument makes a mysterious and long sound when it strikes, so it strikes each of us unexpectedly. It seems that even if it's over, there are still bells in my heart.

Master once said: The solemnity, purity, sadness, joy and residence of Buddhist temples are all perceived by all living beings. This is the safest place in the world, so there are dogs running from nowhere in the Great Compassion Hall, often squatting in front of the hall. The great lake near the hall is full of red and white lotus flowers, and there are countless fish swimming in the lake. It is said that they will surface when they hear the sound.

Seeing this, I like Buddha more, as if Buddha can change everything. I also want to listen to Buddhist scriptures with all beings, hoping to help me purify my mind.

I always said that I was too upset and worried, but I couldn't help thinking of the master in the temple. They never seem to show their joys and sorrows, and they have always been indifferent and calm. It seems that people who have seen through the whole world are always at peace in their hearts.

When I saw what Lin Qingxuan wrote: "All living beings are troubled by bodhi, and all buddhas are troubled by bodhi", I suddenly understood.

Although the Buddha can't keep you safe all your life and grant you trivial wishes, it can help you relieve unnecessary troubles.

Can let you find a deeper self unconsciously. It can teach you how to take trouble as bodhi.