I hate my parents, lazy, lazy, lazy, so poor at home, and lazy all day.

Your parents are hopeless now. You give them a fixed monthly living allowance, and the rest has nothing to do with you. If you are not tough enough, you will run away. I don't know what you are doing now, but I tell you, there are many certificates to take, many jobs like to read certificates, many certificates can be read in piracy classes, and some piracy classes also provide pirated e-books ... In fact, it takes you a little time, don't say you don't have time. My teacher takes the children to sleep less than 4 hours every day to get a lawyer's qualification certificate. Don't say that you are stupid (I believe your IQ is normal). Everyone has * * * knowledge, and you can understand what you don't know on your back. I think textual research must be the basis of the examination, and there can be nothing unfathomable to learn. If you can't learn, you can find a way to ask. Anyway, what I learned is my own. If you enter this circle, you can continue to take the exam ... if you go up, your salary will be high. Don't worry, normal people basically start to get on the right track after 40 years old. If you don't know how to study, go to Bali and Zhihu to see how to learn. There are also many majors. If you have other ways to make money and can cope with your future life, you can ignore my suggestion, but I think it is a very practical method and a shortcut. Learning is a shortcut. I don't think anyone denies it.