What does it mean to say, "If I could have made a clean break with you, why should I be reluctant to part with you in love?"? ?

I can't bear to part with you, so I have to continue in this painful love. Tangled, painful, helpless. Love can't bear to give up; But in pain, I want to let go.

Lyrics from "Early":

Later, I discovered that loving you is a habit.

I learned to tell the same lies as you.

You always wanted me by your side,

What should happiness look like?

The heaven you gave me,

It's actually desolate.

If I can give you air,

We don't have to be forced in love.

But I'm not brave enough,

Always uneasy for you, soft-hearted for you.

After all, in love,

Don't let anyone's heart get hurt.

I can laugh forever,

Play your supporting role,

Suffer behind your back;

If you don't want it,

If you want to quit early,

I don't have to grow old together.

I don't have to ask about feelings,

Continue to please for love,

Look at your pride coldly;

If affection is too difficult,

If you don't want to fall in love, do it early.

Even though I am infatuated with your hug.

Forget it.

How to say that love has reached this point,

Can be a reason;

I saw it in such love,

This is our weakness.

I can laugh forever,

Play your supporting role,

Suffer behind your back;

If you don't want it,

If you want to quit early,

I don't have to grow old together.

I don't have to ask about feelings,

Continue to please for love,

Look at your pride coldly;

If affection is too difficult,

If you don't want to fall in love, do it early.

Even though I am infatuated with your hug.

Forget it.