I am very upset (I am very upset and tired)

First, in fact, what can really crush you is often not those sudden disasters, but those seemingly insignificant and accumulated ideas.

Second, if I can't be the only one for you, I don't even want to be your favorite. If what you give me is also for others, then I'd rather not. It's not terrible not to get it, but it's a joke not to stay.

Third, I want to tell you that my life is not very good, but I will often think of you and dream about you. It's just that time has taught me to shut up, because I know that many roads have to be walked alone, and loneliness is probably the norm. Just get through it.

Fourth, don't always spend a long time. In this world, when you look back, a person leaves tea, and his mouth will eventually kiss someone else's lips, giving everything that was given to you and what was not given to you to another person.

I tried my best to chat with you to make me hate myself. I am such a proud person. I took off all my armor for you, but I still can't get your love. Desperately trying to catch you, only to find myself forgotten in the wind.

6. No one leaves you on impulse. You can't see the tears of sadness, helplessness and patience again and again, just like the cracks under the dam that gradually become bigger due to erosion. All you see is the moment it collapses.

Seven, don't look back at me, don't regret all the decisions you have made, and don't go back to the road you have traveled. In fact, you can live without you, but without that sense of happiness and security, I will try my best to continue my funeral, and you should be happy, otherwise you will fail me.

Eight, there will always be times in life when you are utterly confused, but in the eyes of others, you are just a little more silent than usual, and no one will be surprised. This kind of war is doomed to be alone.

Nine, you coded a lot of warm words, but you got a perfunctory expression or aha. She said she was busy, but it was chilly. You gave her your world happily, but she never put you in her world.

X. Every sensible and calm present has a silly and naive past. Every warm and indifferent present has a sad and uneasy past. Knowing the world and being unsophisticated is the kindest maturity.

In the long future, don't hug people you don't like. If you don't see the result, you will feel free and easy. If you forget, don't read it again. If you can't make a promise, you will hide it in your heart. Forget those unfinished stories. Not everyone can accompany you to the end.

Twelve, once some people miss it, they will never take the initiative to contact you for a lifetime, and they don't want to disturb your life. They don't even have occasional greetings. That's how they grew up. They kept saying goodbye and meeting again.

Thirteen, when I was young, I felt sad and cold. I listened to tearful love songs and wrote decisive words, for fear that I would not look emotional. Now that I think about it, I was really worried. The hardships of life will lie in wait for you on the road in the future. You won't disappear, and you can't escape.

Once, we all thought we could die for love. In fact, love can't kill people. It will only stick a needle in the most painful place, and then we want to cry. We tossed and turned, and after a long illness, we became a doctor.

Fifteen, living in a city, or loving someone, or doing something for a long time, you will feel bored, and you will have an impulse to escape. Maybe I'm not tired of this city, the people I love and the things I insist on, but I just can't give myself the courage to persist.

Sixteen, if one day you walk into my heart, you will cry, because it is full of your sadness. If one day I walk into your heart, I will cry, because it is all your indifference.

Pick up a leaflet when you see someone on the roadside. Say thank you to the master when taking a taxi. Throw the garbage into the trash can. Buy some when you see an old man selling things. Treat the world gently. Buy yourself a rose on Valentine's Day. Smile at the person you loved and say forget it.

18. Everyone thinks that you have a good life and many friends. Others speculate that you have countless ambiguous relationships, but only you understand that when a person loses sleep at home with the lights on all night, there is no sound in the room without talking.

No matter how strange we ended up, what we did to you was true. I hope you don't regret knowing me. You are really happy. Even if there is a breakup, don't live up to the meeting. If I could go back in time, I would choose not to know you. Not that I regret it, but that I can't face the ending now.

Twenty, you will eventually like others, hold others' hands, kiss others' lips and throw yourself into others' arms. The words "You love me" will have nothing to do with me. I thought if I could make you laugh, you would like me, but I lost, to someone who could make you cry.

Twenty-one, don't continue if the tea is cold, and it won't taste the same if you drink it again. Don't stay when people are gone, and staying is not the original feeling. If you don't feel it, don't aftertaste it, and it's not the original mood to aftertaste it. Slowly it will be far away, and gradually it will be weak. Cherish it when you have it, leaving a silent blessing. No one should accompany you to the end of your life journey.