Who has Ye Binglun's Goodbye when he was a child?

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My name is An Shinian, and I hate An Zhimo.

Yes, we are both surnamed An, and An Zhimo is my brother. If I hadn't seen him crawl out of my mother's stomach, I would never have admitted that this cowardly and brainless guy was my brother.

From the day An Zhimo came to this world, I lived a life of wiping others' bottoms.

While An Zhimo was still biting the bottle, my parents were busy working. Three years older than him, I can't even take care of myself, so I have to learn to change An Zhimo's diaper. An Zhimo is old. When he can walk, he always likes to follow us older children and run around with us. At that time, I was six or seven years old, and I had to learn to clean children's wounds, because An Zhimo often fell down after us. A little older, An Zhimo goes to kindergarten. When I was in primary school, I had to take Anzhimo home every day. Because kindergarten finishes school half an hour earlier than primary school, every time An Zhimo leaves, he has to accompany the teacher for half an hour, waiting for me to pick him up. Then he cried at me and accused me of being late, saying that all the children were gone. To this end, I will save half a cent every day to buy an Zhimo a lollipop to coax him.

An Zhimo went to primary school. He is in Grade One and I am in Grade Four. After school, I am still responsible for sending him home. He became more attached to me. It is common for senior students to bully junior students in school. I always feel that An Zhimo is bullied by his seniors, which is a good opportunity to exercise his strong character. However, every time Mr. An was knocked to the ground and cried "Sister help me", I knew that An Zhimo would be my sister in my life.

So primary school is in the same school for three years. I fought with boys of different grades for three years because of An Zhimo, and the scars left on my body undoubtedly prove that I have no choice but to take refuge in An Zhimo.

Then, I went to junior high school, and An Zhimo went to grade three. I thought I could get rid of An Zhimo's clingy guy, and someone could grow into a man in the process of being beaten. Sadly, however, there is a main road between primary school and junior high school. Every time An Zhiming was beaten, he always ran out of the primary school gate crying and crossed the road.

Not surprisingly, I spent three years between being beaten and being beaten for Anzhimo, and grew into a big girl like a "man".

Why do you say "beaten"? It is because not only An Zhimo has a sister, but also the children who bully An Zhimo and me have brothers and sisters. The worst time I was beaten around by a group of brothers and sisters justice league people. As a result, two of my front teeth were killed in that battle.

After that, I hated Anzhimo even more.

I hate it. Every time I see An Zhimo being bullied, I will rush directly to challenge others like a conditioned reflex.

I think habit is really a terrible thing. It has become a habit for me to protect An Zhiming, and it has become a habit for An Zhiming to be protected by me. Therefore, I am used to grabbing everything I want like a wild animal in this law of the jungle society, while An Zhimo is used to being like a weak flower in the combination of greenhouse and ivory tower, waiting for the moisture of rain and dew.

An Zhimo is not clever. Although his academic performance has been very good, I always think that An Zhimo has a bad brain. I was beaten by him in primary school instead of asking the teacher for help. Instead, I crossed a big road and asked me for help. I really think this boy has a bad brain.

Even if you set the fire yourself, you should lead it to an innocent person like me. This is definitely not something that a man with a brain can do.

Time keeps passing. Finally went to high school and went to school in the city. I got rid of An Zhiming who was going to the county. As long as I think that I will never have to wipe his ass again, I suddenly feel very comforted and excited.

However, when I saw the entrance of the municipal key experimental junior high school across the street at the entrance of the high school, accompanied by the An couple, I wanted to cry.

My chest was stuffy and I asked my mother, "Why did An Zhimo come to school in the city? I don't know if it costs 20 thousand yuan to enter the city junior high school from the primary school in the county? " You can't burn if you have money at home! Children have to grow up in a bad environment to learn to be strong. Boys should be tempered like steel, and the more frustrated they are, the more brave they are! "

My mother pinched her temples, looked at me with a headache and said to me, "Daughter, what are you talking about? Mom doesn't understand! Zhimo graduated from primary school and got the first place in the city! It is free in the city. How much is the borrowing fee? Is there any connection between Zhimo and a junior high school man in the city? "

Then, under my mother's inexplicable eyes, I was shocked. I looked at An Zhimo, who stood by and smiled at me very well, and wondered, Is this year's senior high school entrance examination that simple? Can this product get the first place in the city?

In order to dispel my doubts, Anzhimo's children also deliberately dazzled me with the report card in their hands, shouting "Sister, our school is so close! Just across the street. "

I almost burst into tears on the spot when I heard An Zhimo's words. What I hate most in my life is always being so close to Anzhimo's school.

However, the facts are beyond doubt. An Zhimo's junior high school entrance examination was indeed the first in the city. He really entered the experimental junior high school, which is all the way from the high school where I stayed. I can't escape the fate of charging for him and finally living like a bull.

Looking at the shining door of the city experimental middle school, I can't help falling into distant thoughts. Suddenly, I was patted on the shoulder, and John Yang Meimei next to me stared at me closely, and her mouth opened and closed: "What's wrong with you?" What to do next? What about this girl? "

I was deeply hurt by john young's soprano, and I quickly withdrew the idea of flying away. I rubbed my sore nose and smiled at a group of girls in front of me. "Sorry, I was distracted."

Everyone looked blankly and drooled.

"An Shinian, why don't you go to hell! Not all? Everyone hasn't eaten yet! " The group of girls in front of me surrounded a girl wearing a junior high school uniform and shouted at me impatiently.

These girls who yell at me are all my sisters. I-An Shinian, a sophomore, is the number one on the blacklist of Jingfeng High School. Many people call me a woman in private.

At the moment, I am taking my "like-minded" sister and doing what we often do, that is, blocking people. But the difference this time is that the little girl we blocked didn't offend any of us at all. There is only one reason why she will be blocked by our terrible big sisters after school. She has angered anzhimo.

You may not know An Shinian, but you must not forget that An Shinian has an incompetent brother named An Zhimo.

The little girl surrounded by everyone kept crying like a frightened rabbit with her schoolbag on her back, and her red eyes looked at us in horror.

We don't look so fierce, but the hair colors of several of us add up, and it is estimated that we can open a dye house. Of course, I am pure black. Why? Because I am a good student!

Bah!

"An Shinian, you can really die!"

There was another dog barking in my ear.

Okay, I digress again.

Since it's beside the point, let's make it clear. In fact, the only reason I don't dye my hair is because I'm afraid of death. Dyeing my hair hurts my health. I grew up so big that I finally rubbed my ass for a ambition and grew up like a weed until I was seventeen. I don't want to torture myself anymore. Hair dyeing, to some extent, is self-abuse, or it is better to stay away from hair dyes, a chemical with more benzene rings.

"Ann read ..."

Countless eyes turned to me. I smiled at my impatient sisters, bent down and leaned over to the girl sitting on the ground in fear.

I reached out my cold finger and pinched the girl's chin, forcing her to look up at me, while I was looking at her face seriously.

A tender and delicate face, no matter how big, must be a big beauty. An Zhimo is a very lucky boy!

Why am I looking for this girl? Because she hit anzhimo? Or did someone related to her hit Anzhimo? Neither.

I found this girl because I just left school to have dinner with everyone. Just across the street, An Zhimo and this little girl are holding hands and saying goodbye.

What happened? Puppy love? Although the school explicitly prohibits it, it is not a rare thing among junior high school students! But the problem is that it is Anzhimo who has puppy love, which is strange.

So, after seeing An Zhimo separated from this girl, I stuck this girl with a group of sisters in the spirit of seeing what kind of children would like An Zhimo, a funny-headed baby, and seeing the future sister-in-law candidates.

I stopped her, without violence or conspiracy, just a sister who wiped her brother's ass 14 years, and simply wanted to meet the girl who fell in love with her brother.

An Zhimo, this boy, almost grew up with a handful of shit, a handful of urine and a snot. Suddenly there was someone next to him. Can we not stare at him? If he was cheated, cheated, cheated, and cried when he was injured, wouldn't it be my bad luck?

02

This girl is very nice. She didn't hide anything from me when I asked.

Her name is Tong Jianing. She is fourteen years old. She is in the second grade of experimental middle school. She is not in the same class as An Zhimo. They met in summer competition training and have been dating for nearly half a year.

Tong Jianing's grades are very good. Like An Zhimo, he is a good baby in the eyes of teachers, but even the best boy, when he reaches adolescence, begins to be a little rebellious. Love, for them, is like the forbidden fruit in the Garden of Eden, emitting sweet temptations. More and more students around began to fall in love. The atmosphere is like the snake in the Bible, constantly luring them to pick green but attractive fruits.

The relationship between Tong Jianing and An Zhimo has been in a furtive stage. For the first time, I really think that An Zhimo's brain is better. It has been rectified, and he even kept it from me.

But I am not an unreasonable old-fashioned girl. Knowing this, I didn't mean to block Anzhimo's puppy love. I looked at this girl. She is not bad, and she is very docile. An Zhimo should not suffer with her, and my hanging heart will be relieved.

Tong Jianing obediently told me everything about her, and I didn't interrupt her. I listened with interest, while John Yang and Wang Ya, who stood by, stared at me impatiently.

I smiled at them and begged them to wait.

Tong Jianing is still timidly talking to me with his head down. I guess she doesn't understand why she suddenly jumped out of my big sister and asked her these puzzling questions. Her eyes were obviously confused, but she was afraid to ask questions. I guess she was just scared by me.

Tong Jianing has a good family. Her father works in a bank and her mother is a kindergarten teacher. This is a good family. I thought about it for a moment, but it is also worthy of our family. My dad's snobbery is very important to the family.

Ha! Speaking of which, I want to change the subject again. Although I used to live in the county, it was not because my family couldn't live in the city, but because my parents didn't have time to take care of me and An Zhimo. My grandfather lives in the county, is a folk painter, and my grandmother is a dancer. It's hard to see people since childhood. My parents are translators. Because of my busy work, An Zhimo and I have been living with my grandparents.

My family is half a scholarly family! After several thoughts, I feel more and more that Tong Jianing is quite suitable for our family's An Zhimo, but before my heart is settled, an explosive name rings in my ear.

"I also have a sister named Tong Ruting, who is a sophomore in that school. She's a little sick. "

Tong Jianing's voice floated feebly, and then reached out and pointed to the direction of our school.

There must be many people with the same name in the world, but there is only one girl named Tong Ruting who is in poor health in the same school and grade as me.

And this person, I don't want to have any intersection with her at all.

A few people who were joking and poking fun at just now obviously heard what Tong Jianing said. They were all silent and looked at me stiffly.

I didn't respond, but my expression faded. I stared at Tong Jianing's vacant face and asked her, "Are you and Tong Ruting born of the same parents?"

TongJianing paused, seems to think my question is very puzzling, but I still nodded hard.

I suddenly had a headache, but I gave john young and them a wry smile, then turned around and patted Tong Jianing on the shoulder, relieved, and solemnly said, "Break up with An Zhimo!"

Then I left with my sisters.

Unexpectedly, the little girl gave up and dared not catch up. She asked me, "What did you say? Who the fuck are you ? Why should I break up with Zhimo? "

I tugged at her mouth, and my smile was not warm at all.

"Listen! I am an Zhimo's sister, and my name is An Shinian! "

"What? You are very bad ... Oh, no, you are an ... Year of Poetry? " Tong Jianing's eyes widened when he heard my words.

Looking at her frightened expression, I snorted and said, "Yes, you don't have to be afraid to say it. I am the bad girl An Shi Nian as everyone knows. But that is not the point. You're fine. You are a good girl. I am very happy to be with my brother. However, you have a bad place, that is, your sister's name is Tong Ruting. If I am not mistaken, your sister is in poor health because of leukemia. You know what this disease is? You look normal, but you can't tell if there are any pathogenic genes in your body. After all, you were born of the same parents. Sister, I tell you, our family won't want a daughter-in-law with a family history of leukemia. Therefore, long-term pain is better than short-term pain. You broke up with An Zhimo! "

"I didn't want to marry Ann know ink! We are young, can't we be together? My sister is ill. Why? Why do you all look down on my sister? My sister is poor! Aren't you an Shi nian? Why don't you like me and my sister? Didn't you just let me break up with Anzhimo? Divide it, I don't want it! I hate you! "

Tong Jianing cried and growled at me and even tried to hit me with his fist, but john young pulled him over.

"Noisy what noisy! Who the fuck looks down on your sister! Our poetry year is to state facts. What are you shouting? " John Yang Liang grabbed Tong Jianning's arm, and Tang Xiaowan turned to scold the little girl with a frown.

John young, Jia Liang, Tang Xiaowan and I, the four of us, have always been "evil" bad girls in people's eyes.

Seeing Xiaowan's habitual fan of Tong Jianing's mouth, I quickly stopped drinking.

"What care with her! She is still young, and it is normal that she doesn't understand some things! Let's go! Didn't you shout that you were hungry? It's my treat today! "

When I shouted, everyone let go, leaving only Tong Jianing squatting on the ground and crying.

I glanced at her, but ignored her. john young and others pushed me away.

Everything seems as if nothing happened, but everyone's mood has changed.

The name Tong Ruting is really not that simple to me.

03

Dinner was eaten at a food stall. The four of us ordered six dishes, a soup and a dozen beers.

On the table, everyone is chatting everywhere. For a while, I made fun of john young's three-point math test paper, and then I turned the topic to Tang Xiaowan's new boyfriend. It is natural for girls to gossip. As everyone said, the topic is getting farther and farther.

At this time, I have been only responsible for eating and smiling, and rarely talk to them. I am bored and know little about gossip. Generally speaking, you can't go on after a few words. Several people on the table have long been used to my state, but they don't want me to go on like this. I can get shot every time I lie down.

"An Shi nian, don't eat naked! Let's gossip and know that Tong Ruting's sister has become your sister-in-law. What do you think? " John young, sitting on my left, tapped my hand with chopsticks and asked awkwardly.

I quickly smiled and picked up a piece of chicken with chopsticks and stuffed it into my mouth. I hung my head and said inarticulate, "What do you think? How can you feel? Aren't they going to split up now? "

John young snorted, patted my hand again and said angrily, "I'll tell you! An Shinian, you can't fool around today! No feelings? Who are you kidding? It's strange that you just found out that the girl is Tong Ruting's sister, so you have no feelings. "

"Don't say poetry, I was frightened from the start, you say things how so smart? Why does An Zhimo want to find his brother-in-law's ex-girlfriend's sister as a girlfriend? Just like the dog blood series! " Add bright end bowl chimed in, with meatballs in his mouth.

"Stop it, know ink that boy infatuated with TongJianNing is normal, that Steve looks like her sister, temperament big beauty! Men like this. I think, if Yu Ji was dumped by Tong Ruting from the beginning, he would probably not find us in the year of poetry. Hey, why are you staring at me? Am I telling the truth? Everyone knows how much we weigh, and you all know what others say about the Year of Poetry! Yu Ji doesn't deserve her. Shi Nian was labeled as a bad student with us, but who is Yu Ji? In the eyes of teachers, he is a good student. Look at him. He is more handsome than girls, with a bookish face. Even his body seems to have that faint ink fragrance. He and Tong Ruting are the same kind of people, both of whom belong to temperament. When they mentioned it, many people in the school thought it was golden couple! I don't know what happened to Tong Ruting. She kicked her out. Six months after they broke up, Tong Ruting was reported to have the disease again. I don't know what to say about her pity or something. There's rain, and I don't know what's wrong. As soon as I was dumped, I found our poetry year. It is said that emotional trauma is transferred, and there is no need to find a type that is so different from the poetry-aged child Ruting, right? Anyway, the words are open. Poetry is not angry at the age of ten. Just take this opportunity to talk about it. What's the matter with you? At that time, you promised to talk to Yu Ji in one bite. You two have been together for almost six months. You can't be serious? "

Tang Xiaowan, who has always been the noisiest, drank the beer in his glass, stood up, blushed and asked me loudly. John Yang and Jia Liang also put down their chopsticks to see me.

They asked this question several times, but I never answered it seriously every time.

They looked a little numb. I put down my bowl, smacked my lips, remained silent for a while, then looked up and looked at the group of girlfriends in front of me with a serious expression.

"In fact, I don't know why concubine wants to find me to fall in love. I've been thinking about this for half a year, and I don't know why Tong Ruting doesn't want rain. Judging from the past six months, Yu Ji is so wonderful that no one can bear to abandon him, right? He not only takes care of me, but also your best friend. You see, John Yang's schoolbag is also optional. He even knows your preferences better than I do. As for me! I don't know why I promised her, but suddenly such an excellent person came to me to confess that I haven't been in love yet. I guess it was vanity, so I agreed without much thought. After talking, I found that Yu Ji is even better than the legendary one. I also know that we don't get along very well, but he is very kind to me, and I am used to his kindness to me. It seems that this will be fine. Oh, stop laughing! My emotional experience is not as rich as yours. I met such a good one the first time we talked. Let me go, I can't bear it! However, if he wants to leave me, I also guarantee that he will wake up after a long dream. Hey, stop talking and eat! The dishes are cold! "

I waved chopsticks at the crowd and said that everyone looked at me with a sad expression that I didn't hear enough, but I didn't want to say more, so I didn't ask again, and the automatic chopsticks continued to eat.

They started a new gossip, but it was aimed at me after all.

"In the year of poetry, you let Tong Jianing break up with your brother, not because of Tong Ruting!" Highlight your eyes and ask me.

I took a sip of my beer and raised my eyebrows. "Do I look like a chicken belly like this?" I haven't officially met Tong Ruting, so there is no need to hinder her sister's happiness because of her. I have no prejudice against her, mainly because of her illness. Her sister was born with one of her parents. I don't know if she carries the genetic genes of this disease. You said that her sister and An Zhimo are still young, so it's okay to have a casual love, but who can guarantee that nothing will happen in the future? If the relationship between them is really deep, but Tong Jianing has this disease, do you think those elders in my family will let Tong Jianing in? It is always bad for relatives at home to get this disease. I did it for their own good. They are still young and have no deep feelings. Breaking up early will not make you feel so bad. "

After that, everyone at the table laughed: "In the Year of Poetry, you love your little brother and sister so much!" " "

"Yes!" I gave them a white look, cold hum a way.

"Poetry you are so far-sighted, then have you ever thought about your future with the rain? Are you sure your parents will accept him? "

"This has nothing to ask! Yu Ji's family conditions are so good, and he is so excellent. It's strange that her parents don't accept it in the year of poetry! I think it is true that Yuji's parents should accept the Year of Poetry. "

"It's still early, what's the use of you saying these now? It's not that I crow, it's raining in the year of poetry. I don't like them yet. It's not that I don't want to like them, but that I dare not! I have a hunch that the two of them will break up sooner or later! "

"Tang Xiaowan, don't always say these ugly things!"

"Sail girl, I tell you, is this a blessing or a curse? It's not up to you to say good or bad! In the year of Shiyu, no one can say for sure! "

"……"

John Yang and Jia Liang kept arguing with Tang Xiaowan, while I was busy eating like an outsider.

Tang Xiaowan was right. Whether it's a blessing or a curse, destiny takes a hand, you can't escape.

"In the Year of Poetry, your brother needs to know if you let Tong Jianing break up with him, will it make trouble with you?"

On the way back after dinner, john young suddenly asked me.

"Just his immortal virtue, messing with me?" I shook my dizzy head and looked back at john young, who leaned against his protruding shoulder.

"Yes, your brother's temper doesn't look noisy!" Gao guang burped and said.

"I don't know, when puberty arrives, the nerves are wrong!"

"Tang Xiaowan, you are alarmist again!"

"I speak ugly, don't listen to me! It's not your first day to know me! "

"Well, your poisonous tongue has long been famous!"

The three people behind me began to tease each other again. I walked in front in vain and looked up at the dark sky.

It's getting dark There are too few stars tonight. It is expected to rain tomorrow.

04

When I got a call from An Zhimo, I just came out of the bathroom after taking a shower. My sister in the same dormitory said that the cell phone in my bed had been ringing for a long time. Pick it up and see, it turned out to be Anzhimo.

An Zhimo seldom calls me at ordinary times. We are all boarders. In order to let An Zhimo study with peace of mind, we didn't buy him a mobile phone. An Zhimo used to contact me every time, either directly to the school to find me, or through the public phone of their school.

He and I have been in our respective schools for almost two years, and Anzhimo's phone numbers are numbered. Let me check the time on my mobile phone again. It's past ten o'clock in the evening. I don't know what Anzhimo wants me to do now.

He used to call me, but I didn't answer, so he forgot. But this time, he was very persistent, as if I would keep calling if I didn't answer.

Stared awkwardly by my roommate's eyes, I frowned and pressed the answer key.

What can I do for you? I opened my mouth lazily and heard Li Zhi sniffling on the phone. I vaguely guessed the reason why he called.

"AnShiNian, I hate you! Why are you looking for Tong Jianing? Why did you make her cry? Why did you tell her not to be with me? Whoops, why do you care about my business? You can't control yourself, why should you control my business! Many people are in love, and you have talked about it yourself. Why do you want to break us up? "

An Zhimo cried and yelled at me on the phone like a madman.

As far as I can remember, An Zhimo has always been a tame little white rabbit. No matter how others tease him, he never gets angry, but feels sad at best, and then cries to me pitifully. That was the first time I heard him yell at me. My sister stopped yelling and shouted "An Shi nian".

I expected him to be angry, but I didn't expect him to be so.

This is so unlike An Zhimo.

"Ann know ink, you give me calm down, don't be busy yelling, listen to me first. It's not that I won't let you fall in love. I just broke you up with that girl. You two are not suitable. I am your sister, and I won't harm you. "

Before I finished, An Zhimo began to howl again, and his ears hurt.

"Yes, you won't hurt me, but you will hurt Tong Jianning. Why do you think you hit her? Aren't you ashamed that so many people bully her, a little girl? People say that my sister An Shi Nian is a bad girl. I didn't believe it before, but now I believe it. You are a total hooligan, and you know how to use violence against people. You say Tong Jianing and I are not suitable, then you are not suitable for Yu Ji's brother, so why don't you break up with him? You broke up with him! "

I know what children say is outrageous, and I also know that An Zhimo is an emotional boy who talks nonsense. I shouldn't care, but I was annoyed by his words.

"What are you talking about? When did I hit her? Your sister and I didn't touch her with our little fingers! "

In anger, I pulled the towel on my head, pushed the door out of the dormitory, and went to the stairwell outside to continue saying, "Call me a rogue, and I will tell you that anyone in this world can call me, but you are not qualified!" Think about it for me. Who am I doing this for? You fucking think I like violence? Anyone who gets beaten will ask me for help! You think it's so fun to fight with someone, and your indestructible body won't hurt if your fist falls on you, right? At first, I thought that little girl was not bad, but now I'm talking nonsense with her and won't let you two be together! You hate me, right? Okay, hate it. I don't care about your sister. Anyway, I tell you, if you go with that girl again, I'll hit her as soon as I see her! I played it once or twice anyway. I have been labeled with this label. What am I afraid of? "

It's easy to say angry words when people are angry, but brainless brother took it seriously and cried even more on the phone.

"An Shinian, you bad guy, how can you be so bad! If you don't let me be with Tong Jianing, I won't recognize your sister. You are my shame. I don't want you to be a bad sister I want to tell Yu Ji, let him know how bad you are and make him not want you. Nobody wants you, see what you do! "

"You go and tell him! Let's go, I beg you, please tell Yu Ji quickly, and it's best to let him break up with me early! If you are a man, you will keep your promise, and I will wait for you to find me. Think I'm a disgrace to you, don't you? Anzhimo, you are cruel! What is a baiwenhang like? I saw it today! Don't look for my sister in the future. I am not blessed to be your sister! "

A burst of sour nose, I wiped the bitterness of the corner of my eye, shouted angrily at the phone, and then reached out and pressed the phone decisively.

There was also a scream from the loudspeaker.

"Elder sister, you can help me!"

Ah, bah! Who is your sister!

I angrily pressed the hang-up button, holding a mobile phone in my hand, spitting and swearing.

From time to time, someone walked out of the dormitory in the corridor and looked at the stairs, but no one dared to come over. I sat alone on the stairs, took out a cigarette from my trouser pocket and began to smoke.

The phone is still ringing, and the word "bro" is beating on the screen. I was annoyed and turned off my cell phone like sulking. There was a fierce smoke in my mouth, and I was excited. I was choked by the smoke. The whole person coughed hard and tears overflowed in my eyes.

Damn it! Cried by a childish hair!

An Shinian, your sister has failed enough.

Is this it?